Chapter 195 I am willing
When Li Yan said seriously, "I'm actually married," Huang Ying only felt difficulty breathing and dizziness. But in her opinion, this result, even if it hadn't happened before, would have happened sooner or later, even if it was
It was unexpected, but also reasonable. So, she also tried her best to smile.
But she is not good at pretending, and all her thoughts will be shown on her face. That smile is simply uglier than crying, which makes Li Yan extremely distressed!
Li Yan reached out and pulled her over and hugged her, and then continued: "I have a wife, are you still willing to be with me? Mine is not a temporary support, I want to take care of you and me for the rest of my life!"
To ordinary people, these words are very shameless and immoral. The girl may slap her away. You have a wife and you still want me to be with you? You are taking care of me! What do you think of me?
But Huang Ying was different. Huang Ying had already agreed to be with him, and it was a humiliating "nurturing" nature. Even though Li Yan had always been very kind to her and did not take the opportunity to enjoy her young body, she herself had
If she couldn't get over that hurdle, it would be something that would break the bottom line of her self-esteem.
Therefore, now that Li Yan, an ordinary person, came and had shameless suggestions, it was an unexpected surprise for her to hear them!
Support is inherently a matter of economic asymmetry, and there may be emotional elements involved, but the main thing is that one party pays money and the other party pays**. Such a contract is often bound to collapse under two circumstances.
One is that the sponsor cannot pay a satisfactory amount of money; the other is that the sponsor is not as good as before.
When the man has no money, the woman who is being kept will often say goodbye; when the woman is old and loses her beauty, the man who is keeping her will also say goodbye. Going a step further, when the woman finds a caregiver who is willing to pay more money for her, she will also say goodbye.
You may say goodbye in advance; when the man gets tired of playing and finds a more fresh girl to keep, he may say goodbye in advance.
In general, this is a period of youth that lasts from a few years to more than ten years, and it cannot last forever. Of course, in modern society, the divorce rate is high, and marriage cannot be guaranteed to last long. It is possible to get divorced in a few years, and the price will be even greater.
This is also the mentality why many people are willing to be mistresses and be taken care of. As an adult, Huang Ying certainly understands this truth. Therefore, when she made the decision, she never thought that he would marry her.
For a long time, she just wanted to be able to rely on her for a few years, wait until her mother's illness was completely cured, wait until she had some savings, wait until her brother came out to work, then she would be abandoned and separated, and then think about herself. For the sake of her family, this was what she had no choice but to do.
decision.
But now hearing Li Yan's words, it seems that he doesn't just want to play with her body, but intends to develop a long-term relationship with her! But the premise is that he already has a wife, and the relationship between the two may never see the light of day.
This was much better than Huang Ying's original expectation. She never thought that she could completely dominate Li Yan by herself.
"Didn't you ask me why I don't want you anymore?" Li Yan knew that she was definitely not in a calm mood right now, so he didn't ask her to make a decision right away. Instead, he gently stroked her back to comfort her and talked to her to distract her.
Depressed.
"Because I never thought of supporting you through transactions! At that time, I just couldn't let you find someone to marry. I wanted to bear your difficulties with you, but you might think that was an unrequited favor.
, unwilling to accept it, or unwilling to drag me down, so you dedicated your most precious self. That is not what I want, but in order to make you feel better, I can only agree.
Now you also understand that what you need most is not financial support, but psychological support, a spiritual support, and a need to cheer yourself up. What I thought of at that time was to spend a year or a few years
I'll help you get through the difficulties at home and let you grow up. By then, you won't need to rely on a man, and you will be able to take good care of your mother and your brother.
And if I take advantage of the situation and take your body, even if you are willing, you will definitely regret it later. Just like when many young people worked hard for long hours and late at night, exchanging health for money, they were also willing to do so.
; When you get older and spend money to extend your health, you will still regret it to some extent. I don’t want you to regret it in the future because of a difficult decision you made when you were young.
But now, my feelings for you are no longer the initial support, and you should not be grateful or dependent on me. I feel that we already have feelings that we need each other. But I don’t want to lie to you, I can’t.
Even if I promise to marry you when, I can’t divorce my current wife. So,”
After telling all this, Li Yan sighed softly: "So I asked a rather shameless question, wanting to make you come with me."
Huang Ying, who was held by Li Yan, shook her head vigorously. After hearing Li Yan's inner voice, she realized that she was right. This man was not planning anything, but wanted to help her, so he acted like that.
What makes her even more happy is that the two of him already have the feelings that each other needs, which she also has.
"I do!"
Hearing Huang Ying's soft but firm answer, Li Yan was somewhat excited. He had long understood that if he wanted them to accept each other, Huang Ying would be the best breakthrough, but when she agreed, it still made it hard for him.
Self-restraint.
Huang Ying in the old world hugs you tighter, are you sure? I am asking you to be with another woman, Ding Gong, won’t you be too wronged?"
Huang Ying blushed, not because of the boldness of this decision, but because it was the first time that he used the word "husband."
"You got married first, and you let me join you. I took advantage of you, and she is the one who feels the most wronged."
Li Yan also knew this, and he was speechless.
"Besides, there will be no grievances when sharing. For example, "My brother and I share the same mother, and there will be no differences. My mother loves me, and she also loves my brother, so there will be no conflict. I will not argue about anything, you
If you can treat me like before, I will be satisfied
Li Yan didn't know what was good, but classmate Huang Ying was so satisfying to him! She didn't need to do any ideological work at all, she was already convinced by herself. It would be wonderful if other people were as good as her.
He pulled his head back, looked at Huang Ying head-on, said "thank you" and kissed her lips.
Huang Ying, who had just experienced a huge psychological gap and depression, had no physical strength, but as soon as he kissed her, she felt like she had regained her vitality. This time, the kiss between the two people was more sincere and clear.
It's no longer an accident, it's no longer a time when both parties have hidden barriers. It's a truly no-taboo, full-of-feeling kiss!
Ten minutes later, the two separated. Huang Ying shyly retracted her body, lowered her head, and looked outside nervously. This was inside a car, or in a parking lot in the district. It was very likely that she would see someone she knew.
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"Do you want to go back?"
"Huh?" Huang Ying's almost inaudible whisper made Li Yan wonder, weren't we going shopping? Why should we go back?
"Then let's drive. Huang Yingzhuan doesn't dare to look at him.
Seeing how red she was to her ears, Li Yan realized that Ganqing had just kissed her and made the girl emotional. Everyone also understood that there was no longer any fear that she would regret it in the future. She was probably thinking about whether he would take him back to ask for money.
Get her!
Li Yan started the car and said, "Hey, hey." He smiled, making Huang Ying even more embarrassed.
"For the sake of safety, I think we should put safety first"
Listening to Li Yan's hesitant words, Huang Ying's breathing quickened, her heartbeat quickened, and she didn't dare to turn her head to look at him. She thought to herself: For safety's sake? Could it be that he wanted to buy a condom first and then go back?
?
Is it finally starting?
She just wanted to cover her face. If he really wanted to drive to buy that thing, she decided that no matter how hard it was, she would stop him from buying it in the nearby supermarket later. How embarrassing it would be to meet a neighbor and acquaintance!
"We should take safety first and take Xi'e with us." Li Yan kept looking at her expression in the mirror and thought it was very funny and cute, so he deliberately teased her.
Ah? Is it safe? Are you wearing it?
"Oh, I got it." Huang Ying hurriedly began to fasten her seat belt.
Li Yan drove out at a very slow speed. He held the steering wheel with one hand, reached out with the other hand, took Huang Ying's hand, and whispered: "Do you remember what I just said? Apart from not wanting you to regret it,
Fortunately, I have to enjoy things slowly. You don’t have to be nervous, and you don’t have to bear the burden of an exam. Now we all know each other’s feelings. It’s a matter of course. When there is a suitable atmosphere, we will naturally break through.
"One level of relationship"
"Well," Huang Ying felt ashamed. Why did it seem like she was impatient?
The car was driving outside, and Li Yan retracted her hand to drive. After her mood stabilized, she asked a more serious practical question, "Don't you want to know who my wife is?"
Huang Ying shook her head and smiled shyly: "You have had it before, but you haven't talked about your affairs in too much detail, so everyone who heard it thought you were joking."
Li Yantou and Sun Hui are the most obvious examples. If he believed that Li Yan had a wife, he wouldn't be able to budget for him for dating beautiful women or going out for fun.
"Now that I think about it, it's not that you are incapable. You didn't perform well in the sales department before. It only means that you don't care about bonuses. Now that you're married, if you can still have no financial pressure, it's either because your family is well off, or" she
The family conditions are good." Even after knowing this relationship, she was embarrassed to mention Li Yan's wife, and she didn't know how to call her. "And you are relatively frugal in terms of clothing, etc., I think it is the latter one.
Just plant it. That's still not good, so don't do it. Li Yan was surprised that Huang Ying could analyze all this despite such huge emotional ups and downs. She really grew up and matured a lot!
"Then do you want to tell her about your situation?"
This weekend is full of joy and sorrow. The happy thing is that yesterday I received bacon and walnuts from a friend in the mail to Lao Lai. The depressing thing is that someone reported Lao Lai again for a reward of 10 cents, and several old books had to be changed." Alas,
It's extremely miserable. Maybe in a few days, old books like "Happy Together," "A Love Story," "Appearingly Pure," etc. will all have strange names.
Chapter completed!