Chapter 245 The brave put down the sword in his hand
How do you view the Miraika Kazuki at the fifth anniversary?
This question is no answer at all now. How do you view it? What else can you do with companions, group members, friends who can chat with text messages, and elders who can engage in life negotiations?
Since the answer cannot be given at the fifth update, then think about it the other way around, what answer Zhongyuan wants.
——"Don't you understand yet! Himaka likes you!"
Izuda's words still echoed in his ears and could not calm down for a long time.
Can't say it.
Although she deeply realized that she was a fool, she didn't want to be a liar.
“…”
So she was silent. Between the answers she could give and the answers Zhongyuan wanted, she remained silent.
"Did you find it..." Zhongyuan smiled, but the world in front of her suddenly blurred. She raised her head, took a deep breath, turned her back, and quickly wiped her tears with her sleeve.
"Shi Xiaojiang, have you just discovered it now?" Zhongyuan faced her, facing the girl in front of him who had secretly loved in his heart for more than a year. Countless words he wanted to say were stuck in his chest, but they only gathered into one sentence.
"I noticed it too slowly, stupid."
I turned my face sideways and didn't dare to look at her.
Her clumsiness has hurt the other party countless times. Now she has the face to speak up. She feels sorrowful that she just stands here for five o'clock.
"It's okay anymore," seeing the embarrassment of the fifth update, Zhongyuan spoke out to rescue the situation, "Now I have given up, completely."
From when did the feelings you like gradually become a burden?
When the radio waves they like were unilaterally transmitted, the other party could only receive the wrong information, so they were only used as the care and love of friends. Even so, this relationship lasted for more than a year.
She originally thought this was pretty good, but after getting used to it, she might find the fun of immersing herself in it. It was like picking up beautiful shells on the beach. Even a little bit of pleasant memories can become a precious treasure.
However, it is not the case at all.
She wasted more than a year in a wrong relationship. She knew that there was no room for her to intervene between Wu Gung and Nishino, but she still had a glimmer of hope, "It's good," and "I want not the result but the process" and other lies and other lies deceiving themselves.
Zhongyuan Riyaxiang is not a robot. She has flesh and blood, and her heart is beating in her chest. She naturally has to stay with her likes. Whether it is exclusive or occupying it, who is willing to give up the person she likes!
With this contradictory mood, I wanted it but refused in my heart. The simple and pure relationship I once thought was like canned food that exceeded her expiration date and gradually changed its quality.
Before I knew it, I could no longer feel the throbbing and happiness in my heart at the beginning. Instead, I was destined to be unavailable. It turned out that happiness and misfortune were only separated by a piece of paper. If I had known this, she would have been better off with it from the beginning.
Perhaps, it's not too late now.
"In May last year, Shi Xiaojiang asked me to discuss emotionally," Zhongyuan said to himself, "Do you still remember what I said at that time, slanting around the bush, long and long talk. Silkworm cocoons wrapped in the inside and out. Shi Xiaojiang, at that time, I only wanted to say the truth--"
"Just refuse."
Zhongyuan's bangs were a little messy by the evening breeze. She stared firmly at the fifth update of the gaze that dodged.
"If you hesitate, refuse! If you are worried, refuse! If you are troubled, refuse decisively. If you are difficult to make a decision, refuse it decisively! Thinking about messy things will only make things more complicated. In the end, even your initial thoughts will be thrown away. If you can't even do these things, it means... it means you like her!"
Wu Gook widened his eyes slightly and looked up in surprise.
Anyway, I have no hope at all. Then don’t delay, like each other but insist on keeping that layer of window paper without breaking it, and maintaining an ambiguous and subtle relationship.
"You like Nishino Sang, right?" asked Nakamoto.
"So, even if you hesitate, worry, and have difficulty making a decision, you still don't want to refuse, for fear that the relationship you maintain now will change and hurt the other party, so you can't make up your mind. Shi Xiaojiang, I didn't expect you to be a person who is looking forward to the front and back. There is no way to have the best of both worlds in this world. Getting will inevitably be accompanied by loss, and change is also a one-way driving path. Some things can never be returned to the past. Since you can't bear to throw them away, then accept her openly!"
"Riya Xiang, I..."
"I've already lost it." Zhongyuan looked at Wu Geng and smiled calmly.
For Zhongyuan, falling in love with Wu is an adventure that seems to have a glimmer of hope but is actually a deadly adventure. The newborn brave man who does not know how to know the difficulties and retreats to move forward with his ability eventually gave up the goal of destroying the great devil and took the initiative to end his adventure journey.
"..." Wu Geng suddenly felt heartbroken and could not speak.
"I've thrown it away. Just now, did you hear it, a 'swoo--' sound. Toward the end of the horizon, in the direction of the setting sun, a 'swoo--' sound was thrown away. Then the eyes chased, until it dragged its tail completely disappeared in the horizon."
Zhongyuan made the whole set of throwing things like a short drama, and finally spread his hands out, indicating that there was nothing in his hands. "So, Shi Xiaojiang, go back to the previous issue," she said with a smile, "'How does Shi Xiao view Zhongyuan Ria Xiang?' This is a simple question."
I don’t know anything at the fifth update. Is Zhongyuan showing off his strength or has really given up.
Zhongyuan stretched out his right hand, and his spread palm was facing Wuguan. Wuguan was silent and slow to move.
Zhongyuan did not urge her, but just waited quietly, and then Wuguan slowly stretched out his right hand and held it up.
When the two of them held their hands together, Zhongyuan suddenly had an illusion that perhaps in the two years since they met Wu Jing, they had never been as close to each other as they were at this moment.
"Then the answer is-"
"…yes, companion." Wu Geng whispered.
Zhongyuan opened his mouth and smiled with tears in his eyes.
“bgo!”
There was a "clang".
The brave man put down the sword in his hand.
——
Before the sky was completely dark, Wu Gung accompanied Zhongyuan to stay on the rooftop for a while, saying a wordless sentence. When things were said, Zhongyuan felt relaxed, as if a big stone pressed on his chest for a long time was lifted up.
Zhongyuan talked about the topic of avoidance in the past like a joke, but Wu responded more dullly. The explorer and the explorer seemed to have changed positions.
When they returned, in the walkway of the stairs, Zhongyuan and Izuda, who were squatting against the wall, hugged each other warmly, apologizing to each other over and over again. Not long after, the two of them cried into tears.
At the fifth update, he stood aside, looked at the two of them with a wry smile, and suddenly his heart moved.
So have I been dumped once?
Chapter completed!