1

I habitually look for the keys dropped in my bag in front of the door with the dim light overhead.

Then, at that moment, I suddenly thought of you.

I remember you complained many times, saying that the lights here were too dim and it was difficult for people who came back to find the right keys. You even went to argue with the property management company about this. But the other party ignored your opinions and used vague words to prevaricate you.

They said they would improve in the future. Two or three months have passed and their improvement is still far away.

I’m not angry at their perfunctory attitude. You see, many of these small issues in life have different viewpoints, and it’s difficult to distinguish right from wrong. Maybe in the eyes of real estate developers, you are more like a troublemaker who has to worry about trivial matters.

tenant.

After you came back, you were a little angry and asked me why I didn't speak for you, but stood aside and snickered.

I smiled and apologized, saying that I would invite you out to eat during the next holiday as an apology. You just let it go, but your expression was still a little angry.

I didn't tell you at the time. I thought it was interesting. When I saw you arguing about something, you were so eager to wield truth as an invincible weapon, but not many people cared about the so-called correct truth. So you were somewhat discouraged. This

This emotion is shown on your face. You seem to be fighting a battle that is destined to fail, but you are still unwilling to compromise and give up. This kind of childish naivety makes me laugh. Of course, I don’t mean to belittle you. I

It’s exactly the place I like you.

2

I pushed the door open gently, and the light from the entrance leaked through the crack into the slightly dim apartment corridor.

I came back late because of my work at the TV station, and you were always here to help me keep the light on. It used to be that the lights here were white, the kind that was a bit blazing. You said that lights that are too bright are bad for the eyes.

Especially when a light suddenly turns on in a dark place. So you took me and picked a relatively soft light from a nearby lighting store, which was yellowish and warm. You said that this kind of light would make people feel at ease. I think, indeed.

When I come home from work every night, I have such a light on, and I feel very peaceful. But this is not because of your theory that warm-colored light will make people feel warm, but because of you. I know someone is still waiting at home.

I will light up a light for me. Just thinking about it will make the fatigue of the day's work dissipate a lot.

If I say this, the birds will definitely laugh at me.

Nanamin is too easy to dismiss, and so on. Then she will refute all the advantages I put forward about you one by one. Believe me, she has this patience.

Last time, I couldn't meet because of my busy work. Feiniao took the initiative and called me after a long time. We chatted for four hours until early in the morning. She opened up the conversation and kept talking.

As for your topic, Feiniao will probably have a contemptuous tone.

That man... is totally useless. He is like a child and not like an adult at all. Why would you choose him, Nanamin?

I'm afraid she didn't know that I deliberately turned on the speakerphone at that time, and you were sitting next to me, smiling awkwardly.

I'm very grateful that you can tolerate these pranks in my life, but don't be too nice to me. At least you have to get angry. When I do something wrong, when I am too willful. Like this

I can also correct something for you and for us. If you are always giving in the relationship, I will feel a little guilty.

I hung my bag on the wooden rack and took off my high heels at the entrance. The hard leather often rubbed my ankles red.

It's hard for me to understand why women in the workplace always have to wear a pair of uncomfortable high heels. You see, they are not suitable for standing for a long time, and it is not convenient to walk, especially on uneven roads, which are full of dangers. Before

, at the recording site of the program, I was busy distributing the script information for the guests. I walked a little too quickly and happened to step on a wire on the ground, almost spraining my foot.

I thought that someone else would have fallen down there and caused embarrassment, with documents scattered all over the floor. But I quickly stopped leaning and was fine. I didn’t expect that my experience of dancing as an idol would save me here.

One life.

3

I turned on the light and came to the living room. There was the meal you prepared for me on the table, wrapped in plastic wrap, with a small note attached next to it:

If it's cold, heat it up in the microwave. By the way, there's also the ice cream I bought in the refrigerator.

The writing is serious and earnest, just like your character. In fact, I occasionally think it would be better to draw a heart shape or a smiley face behind this kind of note. But I never said it, because it kind of suits you.

His style. Rigid and serious, gentle but kind-hearted.

I tested the temperature of the food with my hands, and sure enough, it was still hot. But it was almost twelve o'clock in the evening.

I was a little helpless. I pulled the chair away, took off my suit jacket and put it on the back of the chair, and then sat down. I often work overtime until late at night, and you only started preparing dinner half an hour before I came back. Obviously you were the second

Tian Ya had to go to work, but he smiled and said, it doesn't matter, the meal will only taste delicious if you eat it together.

After I criticized you harshly a few times, you drooped your eyelids like a puppy being scolded by its owner, and you became despondent. There is nothing you can do about it. We get along together and need to maintain the things in life together.

Balance, instead of you accommodating me again and again.

From then on, you would no longer wait for me until late at night, but you delayed your dinner time just so that I could eat warm food when I came home late.

That's why I feel guilty. On the contrary, I worry that if one day I take your kindness to me as a matter of course and accuse you when you are a little cold, will you point it out severely?

I hope you will. I also hope that I will not be spoiled by you and become that kind of unreasonable woman.

You made rice, cabbage miso soup, fried mackerel and three side dishes. They were arranged neatly, just like your meticulous character. When you peeled off the plastic wrap, you could smell the warm aroma.

I picked up the chopsticks and nodded slightly. As I said that, I started. Although no one was present.

You know how grateful you are to be able to eat a hot meal late at night after working overtime. How enviable that this small happiness can fill your daily life. Asuka is still young

, it may be difficult for a mother to take care of her daily life, but she will understand sooner or later.

The food you cook is delicious as always. As I was eating, I thought, if I could have met you when I was studying in Beijing, I might not have applied to be an idol, but if I hadn’t become an idol, I wouldn’t have known Asuka.

, Mai Mai, Mai Yan, Misa and the others, as well as many younger members, so... you see, it is difficult for us to decide whether a choice of one thing is good or bad. Fortunately, I did not miss either of these two things.

4

I love your mackerel so much.

We work in different companies, and the first time we met was because of work contact. At that time, as the project leader, you held the document bag and raised your glasses from time to time, with a flinching look, occasional lags in speech, and a little awkward movements, like

An intern who has just joined the industry.

Later I found out that you heard about my former idol’s identity from a colleague, and you felt nervous and reserved, so you didn’t dare to have too much contact with me. I thought it was cute, and after several meetings, I even jokingly asked you to search online.

Look at my old videos. Who knew you really stayed up all night watching the videos from my idol days? When you talked to me about it, you were still filled with admiration and admiration. You were obviously older than me. I felt shy, so I had to

Cover it up by drinking water.

Frankly speaking, at that time, I felt more like I had a best friend than I had feelings for you. You were introverted and reserved, had a strict tone of voice, and were good at listening. You just occasionally liked to stick to justice on some small issues. So,

On the day when the company's docking project ended, you plucked up the courage to invite me to your home. I went without thinking too much. At that time, what you were doing was mackerel. We drank some wine, not much, and I could see that you were a

People who are not used to drinking will already look a little tipsy after just one can of beer.

I only became aware of my current situation when your vision became subtle. I was also a little panicked. A woman agreed to be a guest in a man's home. What does this mean? It is difficult not to arouse other people's imagination.

I stood up and left in a panic on the pretext that I had something to do, and you sent me downstairs a little disappointed. I got into the hailed taxi and was about to close the door when you suddenly reached in and was pinched hard.

I got out of the car in a panic and went to check the injury on your hand. It was all red and the back of my hand was a little swollen. Just when I was at a loss, you were still in a cold sweat and asked me for my email address with a forced smile. I couldn’t laugh or cry, this was the first time I met you.

A clumsy person like you.

After that, I went to the hospital with you. The doctor asked about the cause of the injury. You hesitated and were embarrassed to answer. I laughed in my heart and helped you out. I said that I accidentally got caught in the door. It was true, it just passed you by.

Stupid move.

Your hands were wrapped like rice dumplings, and the doctor repeatedly reminded you that it’s best to take leave this week and recuperate at home. Even so, you didn’t forget to ask me for my contact information. I thought it was funny, and at that time, I suddenly felt

I thought, you and I might get along unexpectedly.

After that, things seemed to fall into place naturally. After being together for more than half a year, you asked for a date. It was after a movie night at a nearby park pool. You picked the right time for the fountain to turn on, and at the moment when the water spurted out,

, confess to me.

I don't know whether to praise you for your originality or for your old-fashioned thinking. Seeing my helpless smile, you thought your confession failed and you were very discouraged. You raised your eyes timidly and asked me, can we still be friends in the future?

I had no choice but to take the initiative to hold your hand and say no with a smile.

5

Misa and the others couldn't hide our relationship at all, and soon they launched three interrogations on you. When I received the news and rushed over, you were already surrounded by them on a single chair in the center of the living room. You were thrown into confusion when I came in.

He came over with a pitiful look, asking for support. Mai Mai sat aside and smiled apologetically at me.

Asuka was sitting on the main seat. Needless to say, she must have been incited by Misa Mai, as the two of them were afraid that the world would not be in chaos.

Nanamin, I knew this guy had no good intentions when he got close to you. I must have been right now. Asuka said it with certainty. I went over and knocked her on the head, while Mai and others were laughing next to her.

.

This guy is not worthy of you at all, Feiniao screamed, looking quite aggrieved, asking me what exactly I like about you.

I thought about it before answering uncertainly, is the mackerel delicious?

I admit that this answer really has no content, but you don’t need to show that pitiful look. Thanks to you, I laughed out loud on the spot. Asuka stood up like a detective who identified the murderer, Nanamin, you laughed

, you don’t like him at all.

I like you. You don’t need to doubt this. Of course, mackerel is a factor. Your clumsiness, your hard work, your enthusiasm, you like to be thorough in everything you do, and you are panicked and sometimes at a loss. You are used to familiarity.

I like the comfort brought by the sense of security and hate novel and exciting things, but I am unlikely to refuse my request.

When we first went on a date, you tried your best to say that you were brave and didn't believe in ghosts. I took you into a haunted house, but you were more frightened than me. Instead, I turned around to comfort you.

You must think this is subtle when I say this, but I just like these details about you. It is real and warm. You are a living person. There has never been another man like you who has taken root in my heart so tenaciously.

As for me, I even got used to having you around.

6
To be continued...