illustrate.

If I have something to do, I will update it every two days. I will write more if I have some free time and some ideas.

nonsense.

I dreamed about Asuka last night, and I was chatting regardless of my position as a fan or an idol. Because I am a clumsy speaker, I really wanted to talk but couldn't find a suitable topic. I had to ask boring questions like what do you usually eat and how long do you sleep.

In order to relieve the embarrassment and tension, I had to pretend to be very calm, and my response was also very thin. I mustered up the courage to talk about a topic, and I ended it hastily after two or three back and forth. Although it was a dream, her voice was very nice, and there was no

impatient.

It would be better if we just sat together and enjoyed the peaceful time. But I was eager to leave something behind. The longer the time dragged on, the heavier the silence became on me.

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After I woke up, I was as harsh on myself as I was with the joy of winning a lottery. Then I thought, even if I really see her, I'm afraid I won't be able to talk to her properly. This is quite discouraging.
Chapter completed!