Chapter 493: The Appearance
"...There's nothing wrong with giving up, right?" Xiao Feiniao opened his mouth and spoke after a long time, "After all, the initiative is not on my side."
Fukawa was surprised. She thought Xiao Asuka would show more emotions, but her tone was just light. That pretended calmness even reminded her of Hashimoto.
"Asuka..."
Fukawa wanted to ask her if she really thought that way. The implication of these words seemed to remain, and Xiao Asuka didn't seem to mean to completely cut off her emotions.
"Maimai, actually you don't need to come here to test me."
"I'm not……"
"Na-chan, Nana Min, Mai Xian, Shi Wu Geng, and Mai Mai, all of them have come to talk to me, but it's actually not necessary," she hugged her knees, "...this kind of relationship won't be so deadlocked.
Going down."
Fukawa looked in the direction of Wu Geng and the others.
"Maimai, you guys too."
Fukawa's heart rippled, and she turned back to look at Xiao Asuka, "What?"
Little Asuka was silent for a long time, biting her lip. She slowly lowered her head. Just when Fukawa thought she was talking about something and leaned into her ear, Little Asuka suddenly stood up. It seemed that she had been sitting for too long, and she stood up suddenly and was still a little short.
Somewhat swaying.
Xiao Asuka turned her back to Fukawa, said "liar." and left quickly, walking towards the center of the practice room. At this time, the dance teacher had already started clapping, and was about to proceed to the next stage of contact.
Fukawa was dazed for a moment, holding his hands on the floor and just about to get up.
--fraud.
Asuka's words came to mind again, and this time it caused even greater waves.
That's right, she thought. How could she be qualified to preach to Xiao Feiniao now?
It's just that, in the world of adults, this should be a very common thing. Although lies are despicable, at least they maintain a superficial peace. She just...
They just haven't gotten used to it yet.
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When Hanai opened the door of Aishi's bedroom, he was startled by the "miserable elephant" inside.
Used manuscript papers were discarded everywhere, some of which were crumpled into pieces and rolled all over the floor.
"What are these..."
Hanai sighed and closed the door. He looked up and saw Ayoshiki sitting at the desk with his back to her, maintaining a writing posture, but his body was stiff and motionless.
Hanai called out tentatively, but the other party didn't respond at all. So she had to sort out the still intact manuscript paper at her feet, and quickly sorted out a path.
Most of the words on the paper are gibberish-like idle paragraphs, with no distinction between time and space. Sometimes the dialogue is abruptly cut off in the middle, and then connected with a escaping description. Traces of the unique spirituality of Nashiki can also be found between the lines.
It was just the chaotic structure that confused Huajing.
new book?
She rubbed her head, put a stack of manuscript paper on the desk, and pushed Aushiki's shoulder, and then the other person came back to his senses.
"Ah... the flower well."
"Xiang, what's going on with you? Your mother said you haven't left your bedroom door for a day or two."
"Really?" Ai Shichipi held his forehead tiredly, "Sorry, I didn't notice."
Sorry? Hanai was frightened by this apology. He stretched out his hand to measure Aushichi's forehead and said, "Are you okay? Do you want to go to the hospital? I see you don't have a fever either. It seems like there is something wrong with your brain."
Ayoshiki plucked Kajing's hand, "What?"
"You actually apologized to me. You are definitely ill." Huajing made a fuss.
Aishi was stunned for a moment, then seemed to have come back to his senses, "Isn't this a normal thing?"
"But you obviously said this apology naturally because you were cared about. In the past, you just said "I'm sorry" coldly with a sullen face." In other words, Hanai is saying that Ayoshiki is more humane.
She looked back and forth at Anishi as if looking at her, and marveled, "We haven't seen each other for a few days, why have there been such big changes? It shouldn't be. Did something good happen to her?"
A good thing? It should be a bad thing. Declaring war with others, and even saying "you are my enemy". What on earth is she anxious about? With her character of being able to take action but never speak, she would solemnly break up a dispute
Putting it on the table really doesn't look like her style.
Ayushoku shook his head, "...Nothing."
"You obviously look like something."
Under Hanai's slightly amused gaze, Aoi unexpectedly avoided it.
Forget it, it’s a good thing. Huajing thought, so he stopped dwelling on this issue.
"By the way, what are you writing, a new book?"
Hanajing looked at the spread manuscript paper, but there was not a word written on it. Thinking of the scrap manuscripts scattered around the room, she felt something move in her heart, but she did not show it on her face.
But Ayoshiki said openly, "Well, a new book, as I mentioned before, a new book about idols."
"Really?" Huajing nodded, then considered it carefully, "Did you encounter any difficulties?"
"Well, I can't write it."
Hanai always felt that Ayoshiki had become a little strange. This was the first time that he saw her devote herself so much to writing, but with no results. There was also a trace of gloom between her eyebrows, and she seemed to be quite distressed and entangled.
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Is it the bottleneck period...?
It's hard to say anything to Hanai, especially for a talented author like Ayoshiki. A little inductive language may lead the other person to an unknown creative path.
"Is there anything I can do to help? I see that things are not going well for you."
Ayushi was silent for a long time, and then said: "I couldn't write, so I wrote several pages, but I felt it was inappropriate halfway through."
"The protagonist of your novel is a girl, right?"
"Um."
"Then is there any opportunity for her to become an idol? Or should we say the circumstances?"
"……have no idea."
Hanai glanced at Ayoshiki in surprise before hearing her continue: "The initial setting was just a coincidence, there was no special arrangement, and then the subsequent plot progress was very natural. Everything fell into place. What would she do?
, what should be done, but..."
"But?"
"But she has changed." Aushichi's tone suddenly dropped.
Hanai noticed the change in the atmosphere, "Isn't this normal? The characters grow as the plot progresses."
But Ayoshiki shook his head, "That's not growth, it's degradation. People who are so indecisive and worried about gains and losses cannot become the protagonist in my writing."
"Because it's the complete opposite of your personality," Hanai sighed, "But what happened in the middle to make the protagonist become this kind of character."
Catfish didn't answer.
By the way, one of the editor’s lessons is that you can’t dictate a writer’s ideas for a new book.
"Anyway, don't be too anxious. There is no need to rush for time. Our publishing house has always focused on quality rather than quantity." After all, there are so many unsold new books that the warehouse can hardly hold them. She added in her heart.
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"Hanai, do I seem to be a person without friends?" Ayushoku asked seriously.
Like, of course she can't say that.
"Why do you think so?"
"...I was told by the kind of person I have always hated," Ayoshiki frowned, "Such words as 'you don't understand anything'."
"You will also feel angry," Hanai said with a smile, "but this is also a step of growth, and people will always experience this."
It turned out to be interpersonal relationships. For some reason, Hanai was a little relieved that Ayoshiki could have normal interpersonal relationships. Even if he suffered some temporary setbacks and a temporary bottleneck, in the long run, the benefits would outweigh the disadvantages.
Ayushichi thought of Nishino at this time. Although she thought that the other person was not compatible with her, she would not underestimate him. There was perseverance in that person's eyes, stubbornness and stubbornness, and he was also ready for self-sacrifice.
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"Nishino...Nanase..." she muttered in a low voice. This name gradually became stronger in her heart, and it was one of the few things in her life that she needed to face up to.
Hanai didn't hear Aushiki's words clearly, but he saw her pick up a pen and write seriously on the manuscript paper, immersed in her own world. This time, she did not throw away the manuscript paper.
Huajing smiled silently and was about to leave. His eyes passed over the top of the manuscript and he saw the first sentence.
Chapter completed!