When Asano got the news from his mouth, the first emotion that popped up in his heart was envy, followed closely by jealousy.

After so many years, he thought that he had successfully integrated into the world and became Kitagawa Kenji. But time and time are different. A profound and meaningful day can even change a person's life; and March and Four

Ten years of nothingness can't stir up even a shred of memories.

In this world, Beichuan has been living in confusion. Everything he was familiar with in the past is gone. The world has changed but continues to move. He is like a child left in a crowded square, confused and confused by the crowd.

Where to go.

Memories without reality will only be a burden to people.

Beichuan was very sure that if he had not learned about the existence of Wu Geng, he would probably have settled in China for the rest of his life. He felt that it was okay. They were strangers in a foreign land, and their lives would be the same wherever they lived.

That's why he felt envious and envious of Wu Geng, who not only found a place to live, but also met someone he truly liked. In order to maintain this relationship, he even went to the extent of confronting his superiors and showing his teeth and claws.

Kitagawa suddenly thought of the clip not long ago. At that time, he and Akimoto Yasushi were sitting in the car discussing something. The students opposite were playful and rushed to the bus stop. They were wearing high school uniforms and full of energy. Because they did not pay attention to the passing vehicles, they were killed by the passing driver.

A reprimand.

"I'm a little envious," said Yasushi Akimoto, who was looking out the window at the time. "I can no longer run to the platform like them."

Beichuan was a little panicked. Standing in front of the girl, he was questioned by her with open teeth and claws. The calmness and calmness gained from decades of experience retreated completely in an instant, leaving a trace of youthful spirit on the beach.

"Don't you think it's against the rules at five o'clock?"

"What?"

"It's not like you can't feel it, even if you can't recall many things." He clenched his fists, his palms sweating slightly. The memories of the past swept him over at once. He deliberately contradicted her words,

Stubbornly refusing to admit defeat.

Wu Geng's heart palpitated slightly, and a strange atmosphere enveloped them, like a barrier, which could not be seen or touched. It could only be understood by being in it. Except for You Qichuan, she had never told anyone about her memory problems.

Is Beichuan from there too?

"You are willing to fight for Nishino and the operation, and you don't care if you take on the responsibility alone, but what do you really think? Do you think Nishino is grateful to you or complaining about you when he learns this?"

"Wugeng, do you really like Nishino to the extent that you are willing to sacrifice yourself, or is this just a kind of self-fulfillment on your part?" Beichuan stared into her eyes, "Punishment from the outside world will make you feel better.

Are you doing it for Nishino, or are you simply trying to find an opportunity for yourself to forgive yourself?"

——The pain is indeed uncomfortable, but sometimes it can also make people feel relieved.

In just an instant, Wu Geng's threatening claws and teeth were all broken.

"You must have experienced it when you were a child. That feeling of being outside the world. Even if you are the closest person, you can't feel family affection or love when you are standing next to you. You subconsciously isolate yourself from everything.

, live life with a cover on. Praising, preaching and criticizing, no matter how rude rebuking, no matter how flattering, are all like diluted sugar water, it has almost no taste in your mouth."

"In the final analysis, people like us are essentially the same," Kitagawa said. "We are extremely egotistical and selfish. We are very indifferent to everything in this world. No matter how selfless and dedicated we are, it will not help.

Someone saw through it."

Kitagawa thought he was the first to see through Wu Geng, but in fact, Nishino was the one.

If these words were said in normal times, they might not be able to break Wu Geng's defense at all. Only at this moment, when Nishino is not with her and her father has left, will Beichuan take advantage of her.

Wugeng grabbed the wrist of her right hand. She could not stop trembling all over even though she was in a hotel where the heating was on. Nishino had almost said these words from different angles. It was a pity that she had not had time to remember them in her heart.

The ups and downs of their emotions during the dispute between the two were so buried that only minor details were recalled afterwards.

She really didn't learn her lesson.

Even if she looks back on the past again and again and analyzes herself, her character is there. If she does something wrong once, she will do it wrong a second or third time. No wonder Nishino has lost patience with her.

Wu Geng couldn't stand listening any longer. The person in front of him was very good at finding the weaknesses of others and striking them hard. Wu Geng's still immature bravery was of no use in front of him.

"...Everyone should be impatient, Beichuan-san, I'll go ahead -"

"Want to run away? Because it's painful?"

"No, I -" Wu Geng hurriedly defended, but when she saw the other person's eyes that seemed to see through everything, she felt weak in her heart. She suddenly felt angry, and it became more and more angry.

The calmness shown by this person as if he was in control made Wu Geng feel very uncomfortable. When compared with her own mood of wanting to run away, it was even more difficult for her to swallow this breath.

"So Kitagawa-san, what do you want? If I graduate, will this all end?"

Kitagawa shook his head, "You really haven't learned your lesson. Wu Geng, Nogizaka is your place of residence, right? Is it okay to abandon it so easily?"

I was at a loss for words at the fifth watch.

"I have been observing you for a while, so I understand very well how much you care about Nogizaka and its members, but you will say things like graduation when you are pushed into a hurry. The more you care, the more indifferent you will appear, and you will always be afraid

You are stuck too deep, lest others discover your inner thoughts. I’m afraid you will be like this when it comes to your little girlfriend Nishino."

"..."

"The more you like it, the more restrained you are, the more timid you are, and you dare not take the next step," Kitagawa said. "Are you afraid that Nishino will catch you on your weakness, or are you worried that you will get too close and the essence of your character will be noticed?

Will he be disliked by the other party?"

Wu Geng has never been at a disadvantage when fighting with others. She had restrained herself in several disputes with Nishino, but this time she was completely defeated. Beichuan knew Wu Geng quite well.

, as if the two of them had lived together. Wu Geng was lectured to silence and couldn't find any angle to refute.

She became more and more panicked. She felt the hairs on her back suddenly rise and cold sweat broke out on her back. With a hoarse voice, she forcefully retorted, "...Beichuan-san, what do you know about me?"

"Of course I know," Beichuan quickly answered, "I know everything about you and Nishino very well, otherwise I wouldn't have had the chance to intercept these photos in your hand.

Wu Geng felt that the vision in front of her eyes was slightly shaken. The conversation had only lasted for more than ten minutes, but it had given her years of suffering, and the pressure that her spirit could bear had almost reached its end.

But Beichuan was unwilling to let her go and gave her the final blow.
Chapter completed!