Chapter 794: Cherish what you have
Jiang Nuo still didn't make a sound.
Jiang Mo glanced at her, then looked away, and also looked outside the balcony.
It's just that the focus of his vision is blurred, and he is obviously not in the right state.
Jiang Nuo waited for a while, but didn't hear the sound beside him, so he looked sideways strangely.
Jiang Mo then spoke as if he had reacted: "There is a little boy. He has discovered that he is different from others since he was very young. When his sister plays happily every day, he has begun to think about why he exists.
in this world.”
The story was very plain, but Jiang Nuo listened to it immediately.
His brows were also furrowed.
"After the little boy grew up to go to kindergarten, he looked at the children of the same age and became more and more aware of his differences. Simple learning problems and even everything around him could not trouble him. He gradually felt lonely.
This kind of loneliness is something that even his parents and relatives cannot understand. He feels that he is in an independent world and no one can disturb him, and he is unwilling to leave this world. Life seems to have lost its meaning."
The more Jiang Nuo listened, the tighter his brows furrowed, and his heart started to rise, giving him a feeling of fear.
He even couldn't wait to interrupt him and asked carefully: "Who is the little boy you are talking about?"
Jiang Mo did not answer, but continued to tell his story.
"When the little boy was twelve years old, he decided to study abroad. At that time, his parents opposed him, thinking that he was too young to take care of himself, but he just wanted to go to a place where no one knew him.
restart."
Jiang Nuo was holding his breath at this moment.
If she was just suspicious just now, now she was sure that the little boy in Jiang Mo's mouth was him.
The two are twins who grew up together. She didn't know that Xiaobai had such horrible thoughts, and neither did her parents.
How sad it would be if we knew!
Ignoring his sister's worried and distressed eyes, Jiang Mo remained calm and continued to tell in a calm tone: "When he grew up alone, he regretfully found that there was no difference between the place he lived in and the previous home.
Still a lonely person.
He explores the meaning of life every day, watching the people around him blindly happy or sad, and he can't feel their emotions. He has tried being busy, and he has also tried shutting himself up at home and doing nothing.
No matter how he tried, he still couldn't find the answer he wanted."
"Has the little boy been found now?" Jiang Nuo couldn't help but ask.
The more she listened, the more frightened she became, and her body couldn't help but lean in Jiang Mo's direction.
The fingers that were holding on to the balcony handrails were turning white because they were nervous and squeezed hard.
Jiang Mo then looked away, glanced at her lightly, and replied: "He still didn't have it at that time."
"It wasn't there then, so it is now?" she asked uncertainly.
Not getting an accurate answer really made her feel nervous.
Jiang Mo said: "When he was seventeen, he stood by the river for a long time. Some people thought he was seeking death."
"Do you actually want to seek death?" Jiang Nuo couldn't help but reached out and grabbed Jiang Mo's arm.
As if this would stop him.
Only then did Jiang Mo move, looking down at his nervous sister and saying, "I would never do something stupid like seeking death."
"Huh..." Jiang Nuo let out a long breath, and then his tense body relaxed, and murmured: "It's okay if it doesn't happen."
As if he thought of something beautiful, Jiang Mo's usually indifferent face actually glowed with a faint light, and the originally lifeless person seemed to suddenly glow with vitality.
Although the expression was very cryptic, Jiang Nuo had been paying attention to him at this moment and noticed it immediately.
"It was also at that moment that he found the first purpose of human life."
"What purpose?" Jiang Nuo asked.
Jiang Mo said: "He wants to study a person?"
"Who is it?"
Jiang Mo didn't answer his sister's questions. He seemed to be telling them just for the sake of telling them. He had probably kept these things in his heart for too long, so he naturally said them out.
"He never thought that a person's life could be like this. Even if he wears the oldest clothes, lives in the shabbiest house, and is bullied, he still has a smile on his face every day and faces everything happily.
, whether it was a good thing or a setback, the boy suddenly felt that he was just like the person he was studying, happy and busy every day, and never felt lonely again. "
When Jiang Nuo saw that his brother's face, which had always been emotionless, emitted a different light.
She thought to herself that that person must be very important to him.
This is also very good.
"He originally thought that this kind of life would continue forever, and maybe they could be together for a lifetime, so that the boy would never feel lonely in his life."
"Yes, because that boy found the target." Jiang Nuo also agreed, with a smile on his face, but suddenly frowned and said: "No, you said 'originally thought', then
It proves that things are not going as expected, what happened next, and why did you separate."
"later……"
After Jiang Mo uttered these two words, he suddenly became speechless and had no further words.
The brilliance that just flashed on his face also disappeared, and he became the original Jiang Mo again, looking out at the balcony indifferently, with indifference and loneliness.
The atmosphere suddenly became tense.
"What, what's wrong?" Jiang Nuo broke the tense atmosphere with some nervousness.
Jiang Mo didn't say anything, he just lowered his head and looked at her deeply. His eyes seemed to be looking at you, but when he looked back seriously, he found that his eyes were empty, and nothing was retained at all.
"Cherish what you have."
Jiang Mo only left these words and turned around to leave.
"Little..." Jiang Nuo raised his hand and was about to replace Jiang Mo, but stopped talking just as he said a word.
She suddenly remembered that even since he was a child, he had never protested against the name "Xiaobai" for puppies and kittens, and of course he had never admitted it. At that time, he just didn't care.
?
Thinking of this, she felt upset. She was really not a qualified sister, and she didn't even understand this.
"Cherish what I have?" she repeated the sentence.
What she has is Suleiman, her parents, and her brother.
However, in Xiaobai's mind, what does he want to have?
Chapter completed!