On the contrary, it is Li Mengyao. She will always wake up and understand that nothing can be hidden today. But she is not ready yet and is forced to face it. What will she say?

"Zhu Bowen."

After waiting for several hours, a call came from the bedroom. Zhu Bowen did not go in immediately, but went to the kitchen to drink water, and then held the water glass in a daze.

"Zhu Bowen?"

Hearing Li Mengyao call again, Zhu Bowen put down his cup and walked slowly to the bedroom.

Li Mengyao sat beside the bed, opened the windows, turned off the lights, and could barely see his back. Zhu Bowen was not prepared to change anything, so he just leaned against the door.

"You want to tell me something?"

"kindness."

There was a long silence, and Li Mengyao didn't know where to start. Thinking about the meeting just now, Zhu Bowen had already understood everything he should know and shouldn't know. It would be futile for him to plead not guilty.

"About Andreas, I..."

Li Mengyao felt like a lump in his throat when he mentioned this name.

"Success was very important to me at that time. I was kicked out because I was unsuccessful. I lived on the streets of France because I was unsuccessful. I want to continue to be unsuccessful..."

She wanted to break the pot a little bit, and always picked out the most stupid thoughts in her heart. Success, these two words are very vulgar. If Li Mengyao was sober, she would never admit that she thought that way.

But the Li Mengyao who thinks this way, the Li Mengyao with flaws, the Li Mengyao who is honest to the end, is more real.

"You didn't plan to come back because of what happened with him, right?"

"Yes."

"Because you love him?"

Zhu Bowen asked this deliberately. He didn't want to hear Li Mengyao's conclusion that he was obsessed with greed. He had his own reasons for various reasons, and there was nothing to blame.

"No, it's just that... I feel guilty."

"You feel sorry for me? So you don't plan to come back to see me in this life?"

"kindness."

In the darkness, Li Mengyao struggled to maintain her remaining self-esteem. She was as proud as she was. She made the mistake she regretted the most, but in exchange for her current success and fame, she never felt at ease.

Yuan Tianzhen really thought that the bad days were over and that she could hide Zhu Bowen's secrets for the rest of her life. She was just lying to others, and she was good at it. It seemed that it was no longer possible, and this thorn finally grew out of the darkness.

This person always likes to pretend that the years are peaceful, he has a playful smile, and everything is fine.

"If you didn't think you were going to die, you wouldn't come back shamelessly?"

"kindness."

"Oh shit!"

Zhu Bowen behind him couldn't help but curse lightly, which made Li Mengyao feel ashamed.

"Damn it, do you still think that I am a mysophobic and can only see so much of things in bed? Whoever you are with will make me crazy?"

After experiencing Li Mengyao's many deceptions, her return without explanation, the illness she concealed, and the life-and-death decisions she made on her own, Zhu Bowen never felt angry, but only felt helpless and sad.

But seeing Li Mengyao unable to distinguish between what is fake and what is true self-contempt, Zhu Bowen could no longer bear the years of depression in his heart.

"Yes, I really look down on your approach. My heart is more important than my body. Isn't it disgusting for you to think of relying on an old man to get to the position? So why are you so embarrassed? Is it so important whether you succeed or not?

No one is waiting for you to return home in glory!"

How is this different from those people in the entertainment industry who are trying their best to climb up? Why is Li Mengyao's stubbornness never used in the wrong place?

But Zhu Bowen knew that it was useless to scold her. He probably wanted to go somewhere else.

"You have made the decision and become a great artist. Is there any use in regretting it now? It's so damn funny. I've been struggling there for a long time. Are you a human being? Can you still feel dirty? Suddenly you feel embarrassed?"

He decided not to coddle the guy who wanted to die, so he turned on all the lights in the room, and when he opened the curtains, he found that Li Mengyao had tears streaming down his face.

"Okay, stop crying!"

She shed tears silently, and people thought she had bullied her. Zhu Bowen was duplicitous. Although he scolded her, he acted very gently. He squatted in front of Li Mengyao and wiped away her tears.

"I should be the one who feels wronged, Li Mengyao."

"sorry."

Li Mengyao squeezed the corners of the quilt tightly, lowering his head and not daring to look at him.

Zhu Bowen suddenly felt that he had scolded him too harshly just now. Li Mengyao was indeed a very shameless person. He could do such a thing, so he was extremely shameless. Naturally, he didn't want him to know.

Hey, what should I do? Zhu Bowen doesn't know how to coax people, and he is used to Li Mengyao's shamelessness. What he wanted to express just now is that the past things don't matter, since it is shameless, then forget it.

Okay, who cares? But Li Mengyao just can't understand and can't turn around.

"In my heart, you have never been the white lotus Li Mengyao."

No? Li Mengyao was a little stunned. She hadn't thought about it. She looked up at Zhu Bowen in confusion. She wanted to explain but didn't dare. It seemed that she was very unclear about her position.

"Yes, you have never been a white lotus. Not only are you very good at deceiving people, you were too thoughtful to hide when you hooked up with me. You are so sweet when you go out to socialize and smile at others. You like to socialize and play both sides. For so many years, I

I’ve seen it a lot, and I haven’t thought about what you might do behind my back.”

Should we say that Li Mengyao was too involved in the drama? Zhu Bowen stabbed her forehead bitterly.

"Actually, I've never liked your personality. It's annoying to death. Why do you make out with everyone you meet? How do you have any moral integrity?"

Looking back at himself, he was too naive. Zhu Bowen felt that he was the quiet and independent white lotus.

"I'm not afraid to tell you that I once thought of giving you three chances to cheat and make mistakes, but you only used it once and felt so guilty. Thank you so much."

Come to think of it, the reason why he didn't argue with Chaile just now was because he was really disdainful. He didn't even bother to listen to the psychological activities of these wild men who are so perverted that they love you so much that they want to kill you.

In this world, we are never independent. No one will always be good. You must learn to love her bad qualities. Otherwise, you will not be able to live with anyone.

"But now this opportunity is cancelled, it will save you trouble."

Even though he scolded and said what needed to be said, Li Mengyao, who thought he was a white lotus, remained silent.

In fact, Zhu Bowen knew that he looked arrogant on the surface, but in fact the bottom line of self-consistency was very wide, while Li Mengyao was arrogant deep down.

Therefore, many times, it is not so much that Zhu Bowen cannot accept her past, but that Li Mengyao cannot pass her own test. She always has a set of principles of life that she pursues, commonly known as perfect personality, which is more unpleasant to say that she has a perfect personality.

High-profile.

"Did you listen or not?"
Chapter completed!