Chapter 46: Zhuang Zhou dreams of butterflies, as if from a lifetime(2/2)
Shania continued to cry, "They were going to Tokyo to promote...I won't go. It's nothing if I'm not famous. I keep praying to God, hoping that you can wake up again..."
Tang En felt a little guilty when he heard her crying about how she survived these twenty-four hours. He found that Xianya's phoenix eyes were bigger than usual, with red eyes, and obviously she was crying. How many tears had she shed in these twenty-four hours? Tang En probably wouldn't know for the rest of her life.
A warm feeling rose in his heart, and he raised his hand with great effort to wipe away the tears hanging on his cheeks for Shania. But he found a tube inserted into his arm. He was unable to move.
So he just pulled up the corner of his mouth and smiled at her. "Don't worry, I'm a wicked person. God won't want me."
Shaniya didn't respond, but just lowered her head and kept sobbing, as if she wanted to vent all her grievances and fears in front of Tang En.
This is not possible. How can such a lively and cute little fairy be so sad?
Tang En decided to change the subject. He turned his eyes to the still steaming cup behind Shania. “Is there water in the cup, Shania?”
Shania shook her head: "No, it's not water. It was the batter you fed me that time I had a fever... Are you thirsty, Uncle Tony? I'll pour you water..." She was about to get up as she said that.
Tang En waved her hand and stopped her: "I'm hungry, Shania. Can you feed me?"
Shania stood up in a hurry and turned to hold the cup, almost knocking it down again.
Tang En lay on the bed, watching all this quietly. He was indeed hungry. He was unconscious for twenty-four hours, a whole day...
Shania carefully held the cup and scooped out a spoonful of black paste that smelled of sesame, blew the breath and fed it into Tang En's mouth.
This is exactly when Tang En feeds her Chinese food black sesame paste after she fell into a fever and fell into a coma.
I didn't expect she still remembered it.
After eating half a cup, Tang En waved his hand and signaled that he could not eat it. �
"Uncle Tony is a villain. Even evil people live long. I can't die. Stop crying. Look, you're crying. How can you go out to walk the show to promote it like this?" He joked with Shania. It's really bad to have a sad face at this time.
"I pushed my job, and I have been by your side for this period of time!" Xianya said firmly. "Don't even think of leaving me alone and running away!"
Tang En didn't say anything, just continued to look at Shaniya.
Looking at her pear blossoms, Tang En thought of the absurd dream she had made before. If he was still the office worker who was busy and waiting to die, would he still have a chance to have a life-and-death separation from the world supermodel? If he was still the office worker who achieved nothing, could Xianya still say "I love you" to herself?
Even if this is a dream, I would rather live in such a dream. The self in that world... die if you die! Who cares about it!
He looked at Shania straight, and felt a little embarrassed when he saw Shania. It has been five years since the two of them were in contact. This was the first time Uncle Tony was so naked, without any concealment, and without dodging. The key reason why she felt embarrassed was that there were more things in her eyes that did not exist in the past.
"Sinia, do you know, I just had a very interesting dream."
"Ah? What dream?"
"I dreamed that I was going to die. Then I wanted to go to heaven. God blasted me out, and he said that when I was born, I was a wicked man, and when I died, I was a demon. "Tang En slowly told the story, like a storyteller. "At this time, that guy Satan appeared in front of me, and he tempted me with a tempting voice, asking me to hang out with him..."
Shania stared at Tang En with wide eyes. She didn't know whether Uncle Tony's words were true or false at this time. After all, Uncle Tony used to joke about her a lot. She was full of words and was not serious.
"I thought... it's right. I'm indeed a demon. So I decided to follow him. Unexpectedly, Satan, a bastard, waved his hand to block me. He pointed to the dark door in front of him and said..." Tang En imitated Satan and made his voice hoarse. "Whether you want to go to heaven or hell, it means you voluntarily abandon everything you are in the world. If you want to follow me, you have to forget all your emotions in the world and walk in through this door."
Speaking of this, Tang En stopped and took a break. By the way, he looked at the beauty. Even if Xianya cried and swollen eyes, she was still beautiful. And she had a kind of sorrow and sad beauty... It looked like Lin Daiyu.
"Actually, I am not afraid of death. I think death is no big deal. As long as I have no worries in this world, I will die, and even if I live and don't die, it is no different from death. What honors, money, reputation... What are you not brought with you if you don't bring you to death? I plan to walk forward. But suddenly I remembered something that made me hesitate again. Do you know what it is, Xianya?"
Shania frowned and shook her head: "I don't know..."
Tang En looked at her confused look, not to mention how cute she was. He laughed: "I forgot that I still owe someone an answer."
"Ah..." Xianya looked up at Tang En in surprise.
"I Tony Don never owe anyone anything. I don't want someone to chase me to hell to hear this answer. I can't bear the responsibility... Then I said to Satan apologetically: 'Mr. Satan, I'm so sorry that I can't be a demon with you. Why? Because I found that the world is beautiful, and I still have too many things to let go! I can't follow you.' Satan was very depressed and called me too greedy and that beautiful things could not be kept. It's better to forget them as soon as possible. I shook my head and said that's not possible. I just greedy. I just like beautiful things. I just want them to stay by my side. I just can't let go of someone..."
After saying such a big call, Tang En stopped and took a breath.
Shania didn't answer the conversation. She sat on the chair and waited quietly for Tang En to continue talking.
"I'm sorry now, is it too late?"
Shania pursed her lips, with tears in the corners of her eyes, and shook her head vigorously.
Tang En stretched out his hand and gently pinched Xianya's soft little hand.
"I'm so sorry, I'm so stupid. I almost entered the grave with stupidity and regret. Nothing big happens, my stupidity may be hopeless for the rest of my life. Fortunately, I almost died and figured out a lot of things..." Tang Endi's voice was a little weak. It was too physically exhausting to say so many things after coming.
"Can you continue to call me 'Uncle Tony'?" he asked.
Shania nodded nervously.
Tang En made a gesture, signaling her to lean down and lie beside her.
Then he turned his head and put his mouth in front of Shania's ear, and whispered: "I love you too, Shania."
Hearing this sentence made Shania's eyes widen. She was surprised and didn't know what to say for a moment.
This sentence seemed to have exhausted all his strength. After saying that, he fell down again, lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling and murmured: "I'm tired, I want to sleep."
Xianya became nervous. It was not a good idea to say this at this time. She held Tang En's hand hard and didn't want to let go. She also planned to press the first aid call bell at the head of the bed.
Unexpectedly, Tang En waved his hand to stop her.
"It's okay, I'm just a sleep." He smiled and comforted the panicked girl in front of him. "My life is still growing, and there are still many good things I can't let go. I just found out that I fell in love with someone. Why would I be willing to go to Satan again? Don't worry, I promise... I won't sleep too long this time..."
He slowly closed his eyes and soon a uniform breathing sounded.
This time, he really fell asleep.
Chapter completed!