Chapter 227 How can I believe you?
After his parents divorced, the deeper Xiao Xiao trusted his parents, the stronger his anger and pain of injury are now.
Xiao Xiao walked to the stairs and thought, and was particularly angry. He suddenly turned back and saw her mother still sitting up and crying. The man also sat up and was hugging her mother to comfort her.
"You all say that you are difficult, and you all say that there is no one to say about pain. It is also what you have always taught me. The family is the closest to you. Whether it is good or bad things, you should know that the happiness, sorrow and pain of the family are inseparable wholes. But, Dad didn't say it, and you didn't say it. Yes, you all think that I am a child and think it's for my good. But will your concealment and deception bring good results? If you told me earlier, will the result be worse than now? Don't think that my attitude is too excessive, don't think you are wronged! Have you thought about it, now I am the only one who always follows the purpose of the family! I will tell you everything, and I will communicate and talk to you, even if I know that something you will not accept! Even if I am angry with you, I still don't want to let down your trust in me! Because we are still a family and we will never be able to separate our loved ones in our lifetime!"
"Xiao Xiao..." Xiao Xiao's mother was interrupted by Xiao Xiao just as she was about to say something.
"I believe you are good for me, but the reason why you are hiding your affairs is not for me. It is because you are ashamed and have no courage to confess your ugly face to me! Don't use it as a fig leaf for me. What you are talking about is not a relationship, you are just satisfying your desires to fill the void! Please stop discussing love with me anymore. You may have forgotten what you were like when you really only talk about love. Now you are full of desires. I think it is ridiculous to use your ugly desires as a guideline to discuss simple love!" After Xiao Xiao said that, he looked at the man who had been silent on the bed with disgust and said angrily: "Please don't bring back the dirty things that do not belong to this family! Don't let me go home less and less! I beg you, okay - Mom!"
Xiao Xiao turned around and left, before leaving, leaving the last sentence: "I'll go to the old house tonight! Please call me if you leave."
Xiao Xiao went to the garage and drove away alone.
She wanted to find Chen Wenjin, but she didn't. Because she couldn't tell anyone about her parents' scandal, and her boyfriend couldn't do it either. She didn't want Chen Wenjin to be more contempt and respectful to her parents in her heart.
Xiao Xiao returned to the old house and immediately called her father with a landline. One was about quarrels with her mother, and the other was about letting her parents know that she was in the old house with confidence, so she didn't have to worry or suspect unnecessary.
After chatting like this, Xiao Xiao felt much better, her father felt much more at ease, and promised to communicate with her mother.
Xiao Xiao wanted to find Chen Wenjin, but he was afraid he would disturb him sleep. After thinking about it, he couldn't bear it, but he lay down in a shower and still couldn't sleep. So he took his cell phone and tried to send a digital text message.
‘The text message is low. If he falls asleep, he will not be awakened…’ Xiao Xiao held the phone and waited for a while. The phone suddenly rang. She looked at the number and smiled in surprise. “Did you wake up?”
"No." Chen Wenjin thought to himself, he probably thought that Xiao Xiao had the possibility of contacting him, so he was particularly sensitive to the voice of text messages. Normally, he would not wake up from it.
"I just got home and had a fight with my mother, and just finished talking with my father." Xiao Xiao didn't say that because of something, he really couldn't discredit her mother's image.
"You father and daughter have a good relationship. You can talk to him in a bad mood. It's rare." Chen Wenjin sat up, guessing that the phone might be chatting until dawn.
"Of course! Happy and unhappy should be shared with the closest family members. There is no reason to talk to friends, but not with parents, right? Their life experience is richer and they will give references from aspects and angles that their peers cannot see." Xiao Xiao's answer made Chen Wenjin wonder how good the atmosphere in their family was before Xiao Xiao's parents divorced, so that she could trust and rely on her parents so much.
"Well, it sounds like you're in a much better mood." Chen Wenjin agreed with Xiao Xiao's idea. Many people like to keep unhappy things in their hearts, for fear of having bad effects on their closest family members.
However, overestimating the ability to regulate emotions will lead to negative abnormalities in some behaviors, attitudes, and states. The closest family members who do not know that the reason will inevitably make random guesses, and may even feel wronged and angry because of these negative emotions. The negative emotions caused by this will make the emotional self-control of people who hide bad things worse, resulting in anger that "I am so stressed and in such a difficult situation, you can increase my investment?"
So, a vicious cycle of negative feedback began.
Chen Wenjin saw many wars between his father and mother since childhood, and this is the case.
In fact, occasionally when Chen's father came home after drinking, he would scold people and things he met at work with very bad experiences. Chen's mother would tolerate his emotions, not only would he not quarrel, but he would even comfort him.
To put it bluntly, it is because I know the reason for Master Chen’s abnormal emotions.
"My dad said he would talk to my mom tomorrow. Actually, I think my father was more wrong with their divorce, but instead had a fierce conflict with my mom. Maybe it was because I felt that my dad was as concerned and patient as ever. Or maybe I had not seen him live with his half-sister. If I met, I might be jealous, sad, and even blamed my father for leaving me and my mother and living under the same roof with another mother and daughter..." Xiao Xiao was very willing to talk to Chen Wenjin about his own affairs, except that it would destroy the privacy of her parents' image.
Chen Wenjin was also willing to listen... So the call came from the dark early morning to the beginning of the sky getting brighter.
Xiao Xiao held the phone and yawned uncontrollably. Chen Wenjin couldn't help but ask: "Are you afraid of dark circles?"
"Um... don't meet today! I'm going to sleep." Xiao Xiao was afraid of dark circles, and even more afraid of meeting Chen Wenjin with dark circles.
Chen Wenjin yawned, hung up the phone and went to bed in seconds.
Originally, he thought Xiao Xiao was joking, but he didn't expect that she wouldn't meet. When asked on the phone, she said that the dark circles were not very serious, but she refused to meet.
"I'll go to Amei's house to play later. I'll agree that she will accompany me today. If you look for me, you can call me." Xiao Xiao originally wanted to use another word, but after hesitating, he was still embarrassed to say it.
"Is it okay when I miss you?"
"I'm a little embarrassed..." Xiao Xiao felt that the two reds were red, but he liked to hear this very much. He plucked up the courage to whisper: "I think I can call."
"That's bad, the phone bill will explode."
"Did you always coax your girlfriend like this?" Xiao Xiao felt girlish. Although he liked her, he couldn't help but think of Butterfly and Huang Hui, and couldn't help but want to explore.
"I have always been honest and said it if I feel something. Is this called coaxing?" Chen asked the king to change the key points. Xiao Xiao did not forget the key to her problem, but felt that he should not hold on, so he fulfilled his operation and accompanied him to discuss the nature and definition of coaxing...
Chen Wenjin originally thought he was going to talk about his phone's out of battery again, but Xiao Xiao said someone knocked on the door, and then went to open the door, and said, "Ami is here, let's not talk for now."
After hanging up the phone, Chen Wenjin saw that the battery was not much left, so he simply picked up the battery and plugged it in to charge it, and replaced it with a spare battery.
The backup battery in this era is good, but the disadvantage is that it has to be removed by charging.
Xiao Xiao was willing to face him with mild dark circles. Wang Shuai has been promoting his friendship with the Yellow-Haired Prince and the director recently. Chen Wenjin was too lazy to deal with it. According to the plan, he completed the necessary initial part, and then waited to see if the Yellow-Haired Prince would do anything to him.
Just at home, what can I do?
Chen Wenjin turned on the computer and played a stand-alone game that I remembered in this era that passed dozens of times.
Even though he hasn't played for a long time, the picture is rougher than the future, he still remembers the levels and plots, and can still recall the hidden treasure chests of the mechanism one after another.
While playing, the phone rang. He glanced at him and guessed that Abao might want to borrow money.
That cheater opened a bottle of expensive wine that day, and he must have done almost the same amount of money he borrowed before. There are still several hard days to endure during the holidays, and there is another Li Xiang by his side. How can Abao not borrow money?
“Where?”
"Home."
"Didn't date Xiao Xiao today?" A Bao hadn't mentioned borrowing money yet, but this might be the prelude.
"She has something to do today." Chen Wenjin was waiting for A Bao's next sentence.
"Then don't stay home. Come to my house to drink and go to the house I rented. I plan to stay in my door and stay away recently. That night was really hurting my energy."
Chen Wenjin thought about Abao's not far from Xiao Xiao, and he might be able to have dinner with her later and watch a movie, and then said, "Okay."
On the way, Chen Wenjin called Xiao Xiao and said he wanted to go to A Bao. "Go to play together?"
"No! Don't see you today! If the dark circles of eyes have not recovered tomorrow, we will still not meet." Xiao Xiao was very determined. Chen Wenjin was not in a hurry to force it. Originally, she thought she would not be willing to meet Li Xiang.
However, when Chen Wenjin went to Abao's place, he found that he had more than one guest.
There are two girls in Abao's house. One looks average but has a very good figure; the other is quite beautiful, looking pure and beautiful.
"They are Li Xiang's good sisters." Abao closed the door, said there was water in the refrigerator, and asked Chen if he wanted to eat.
After sitting there and chatting for a few words, Li Xiang suggested, "Why not play cards, how about playing blackjack?"
"How old is it?" The girl with a good figure immediately became interested.
Chen Wenjin looked at this situation and guessed that Li Xiang was looking for someone to make a move and wanted to trick him and Abao.
"I won't bet, I won't bet." Chen Wenjin refused without any pressure. He was too lazy to use material counter-movement power for this. His original intention was to stay here for a while, and then he went to find Xiao Xiao.
"Are the big man still afraid of losing money?" The girl smiled and found that the provocation was useless, so she said again: "Then, if you play ten yuan per card, you can choose to take one without giving it money. Is this OK? If you are afraid of losing money, you can choose to take it."
Abao immediately became very interested and hurriedly shook Chen Wenjin, but saw that Chen Wenjin looked obviously not interested, so he quickly asked: "Does it count? If you don't joke, gold will count me!"
‘The wallet is not shrunken, and you will never stop jumping into the pit!’ Chen Wenjin really thinks that Abao is making wedding dresses for Li Xiang, can he agree to this?
"Of course, let's keep your word! When you come out to play, how can you not be able to play like this? Besides, we have good luck in the cards. It's impossible to let us lose if we lose!" The girl was full of confidence.
Chapter completed!