Zhuang Yan didn't say anything.

Yin Xiancong said again: "I know you are not convinced. If you are not convinced, just say that there are no superiors and subordinates here tonight. Just think I am your brother. You have to say something to your brother, right?"

"Squad leader, I would be fine if you were really my brother. You are my brother, so I don't have to work so hard to train. How could a brother torture his younger brother so much?"

The solemn and unstingy temperament began to attack again, "Or, I'll call you brother, can you take care of me more in the future?"

Yin Xiancong was so angry that he almost slapped his solemn face.

"I said Zhuang Yan, are you shameless? You are so kind to be more comfortable in your relationship. You can call me brother when you meet anyone? Do you still have some shame?"

"Yes! How can you be shameless?" Zhuang Yanzhen said, "Everyone wants shameless. I am a living person. How can you be shameless? If you don't believe the squad leader, go to the cemetery to see. The tombstones are covered with photos of the deceased's faces, right? No one takes a picture of the butt on it, right? But you should look shamelessly when it's time. People cannot be shameless, but they cannot be shameless either."

"you……"

Yin Xiancong was about to have an attack, but it was right to think about it.

I have never seen anyone sticking a photo of his butt on the tombstone in the cemetery.

Although Zhuang Yan’s statement is obviously a fallacy, it is hard to refute it.

So I had to say, "I think every soldier in the class is like a brother. I am older than you. Even your brother is not just like you."

The solemn mouth immediately turned disdainfully and said, "Squad Leader, don't despise me, I don't call anyone anybody, such as the fifth and sixth squad Leader, I don't want to call them brother."

Yin Xiancong asked: "Why?"

Zhuangyan said: "They are unreasonable and they are not as kind as you, you are good. The sixth squad leader pranks people!"

Yin Xiancong said: "Why did he mess with you? That's training. According to what you said, letting you press the bed every day is not messing with you?"

Zhuang Yan said: "For example, last time he was responsible for organizing an emergency gathering. When the guy didn't get the time, he asked us to carry our backpacks and jumped three times on the playground. What do you think about this frog jumping and emergency gathering? Will the frog jumping faster when he jumped?"

Yin Xiancong was choked.

It seems that the same is true.

He suddenly realized that Zhuangyan's mouth was particularly tricky.

I can't beat this guy up even if I talk to him.

So he took up the squad leader's airs and said with a serious look on his face: "Okay, okay, I won't tell you this, I'll ask you, since you hate being a soldier so much, why did you come to join the army again? You said!"

Zhuang Yan glanced at Yin Xiancong and said, "Squad leader, did you ask me to say this?"

Yin Xiancong said: "Yes, I asked you to say it!"

Zhuangyan walked back to Yin Xiancong with a gun, dragged her over the stool and sat down, and said seriously: "My father has been a soldier and fought a war."

Yin Xiancong said: "Since your father is a veteran and a hero, why can't he see any traces when he arrives here? If you say that, I really want to say that, but you are not your father's biological child."

He sighed solemnly and exaggeratedly, stared at the rain outside the eaves with empty eyes, and suddenly said, "I have doubts, I rarely saw him when I was a child, and he didn't go home, and sometimes he only came back once every two years..."

"When I was a child, my mother showed me photos, pointed to the person in the photo and said, "This is your father."

"When I was a child, I admired soldiers quite well and thought they were very powerful and noble. At that time, the school was promoting every day and talking about dedication. I think my father is the kind of person who is very dedication. He can not even defend his life. What is this not dedication?"

Yin Xiancong nodded and said, "That's right, this is a hero."

Zhuang Yan didn't speak for a long time, suddenly took out a cigarette box, lit a cigarette, took a sip, and said, "Later, after the war, he returned from his job and was injured. After getting along, I found out that I was wrong."

Yin Xiancong frowned: "Wrong? What's wrong?"

Zhuangyan said: "My admiration for my dad is wrong."

Yin Xiancong said: "How can you say that?"

Zhuang Yan spread her hands and said, "What else can I say? He has just returned after I graduated from elementary school. I haven't been with me for so many years. When I come back, I have to take care of everything. If I have any dissatisfaction, I will beat me up. Why? Just because he is my father? He has fulfilled his responsibilities as a father? Isn't it just that he contributed a sperm back then?"

Yin Xiancong almost laughed out loud.

Suddenly, I felt that it seemed inappropriate to laugh on this topic, so I held it back.

"In our old traditional education, fighting is love, the older generation, you have to understand..."

Zhuang Yan said: "I want to understand him, but he also needs to understand this new world. What era has been going on now? How many years have they been reforming and opening up? His set of things in the army have long been unsuitable for the place."

After pausing for a moment, he said angrily: "Do he know what trend is? He doesn't know! Does he know what kind of worldly style is? He doesn't know! After returning from a career arrangement, the unit divided the house and could have got a large one according to his level. My mother asked him to send gifts and run around, but what about him? He said he didn't do that kind of flattery... As a result, the house dropped from 90 square meters to 70 square meters. What's the point of him?"

Yin Xiancong didn't say anything.

Seeing that his squad leader was silent, Zhuang Yan continued, "Squad leader, the world has changed. Nowadays, who doesn't plan for himself? My father's style has long been a celestial calendar. He talks about dedication and dedication all day long, but now you see who still talks about dedication? They are all fools!"

Yin Xiancong suddenly said: "Maybe the world has changed, but it is solemn. People cannot always stand from their own perspective in their lives, they cannot only think about themselves, and they must also think about others?"

Zhuang Yan said: "Squad Leader, this is a new era, it's different. You have been a soldier for several years, and the outside world has changed too much. If you are uncomfortable, why do you say for others? People have to live for themselves, which is called being free and easy."

Yin Xiancong seemed a little excited and said, "You are not called cool, but selfish!"

Seeing that Yin Xiancong's face was not good, Zhuang Yan didn't dare to be stubborn anymore, so she chose to smoke without saying anything.

The two of them were silent for a while, and then Yin Xiancong spoke.

"Zhuangyan, do you know why I came to join the army?"

Zhuangyan threw away her cigarette butt and shook her head.

Yin Xiancong said: "When I was about to go to high school, my brother had already received a college admission letter. There was also a younger sister who was going to go to junior high school. My parents didn't say it, but I knew my family had no money, so I chose to drop out of school and work. Later, when my brother graduated, I came to join the army and took the military academy."

Zhuang Yan was stunned.

It is obvious that Yin Xiancong sacrificed his future and fulfilled his brother.

He suddenly felt that these soldiers in front of him were all foolish?

In Yin Xiancong, he saw the familiar shadow of his father.

After a long time, Yin Xiancong suddenly sighed and said, "Soulang, a person cannot do everything for himself in his life. If a person always lives for himself in his life and has never considered others at all, life is boring."

Hearing this sentence, the solemn heart suddenly skipped a beat.

As for why.

He couldn't explain it clearly, either.

He thinks this is a matter of concept.

Yin Xiancong has completely different living environments from his own, and the two of them have completely different views on each other.

In Zhuangyan's opinion, how tiring is it to live for others all your life?
Chapter completed!