Facing the solemnity, Xu Xingguo really had no choice.

From recruits to now, they have grown up in the military camp together, become recruits together, go to the teaching team together, go to the training team together, and then go to the special forces together.

If you want to say that there is fate in the world, this is fate.

If you have fatalism such as revenge in previous lives, then Zhuang Yan absolutely believes that he had an ulterior motive with Lao Xu in his previous life.

His solemn temper is also stubborn. Once his temper rises, he will be the one who dares to go to the house and remove the tiles.

So when Xu Xingguo saw the solemn and tough situation, he thought about the fact that things were going to be the most unfavorable for him.

"Zhuangyan, I'm not going to fight with you."

His tone became eased.

"I just want to ask you to help me carry logs before. I thank you, but you are a good person to do it to the end. Will you help me again?"

Solemnity means a character that is soft but not hard.

When he saw Xu Xingguo's tone became soft, he also became soft.

"Old Xu, I'm not in trouble with you, but..."

He felt that he had to make it clear to Xu Xingguo, and he didn't want to have a fight with Xu Xingguo to the point where he met his enemies.

They are all comrades who scoop rice from the same pot and brothers who can live and die together. Who would like to go that point?

"But I can't see you being unable to get along with yourself. I think you are too paranoid about your damn officer dream? What's wrong with being an officer? Being an officer is so good? If you don't become an officer, you can't be a good soldier..."

"No!" Xu Xingguo suddenly became irritable again and interrupted Zhuangyan with a firm determination: "No, it's not! You Zhuangyan doesn't understand, you know nothing! You don't understand me at all, nor do you understand me! Don't compare me with you! There is no comparison between me and you! Have you tried to walk ten kilometers of mountain roads to go to school? Have you tried to eat salt beans as vegetables for a week?? You don't! Your family is a cadre family, living in the city, you have never suffered since childhood! You have never suffered! If you don't become an officer, you will also have work arrangements. You can go to the government office and live easily for the rest of your life! What about me? If I can't become an officer, at least I have to become a volunteer soldier. If I can't become a volunteer soldier, I will go back to the mountains to farm and repair the earth!"

He became more and more excited as he spoke, his chest was fluctuating violently, his eyes were red, and tears flashed.

The solemnity was shocked.

He suddenly realized sadly that he and Xu Xingguo were indeed not the same type of people.

There is an invisible and intangible gap between me and Xu Xingguo. Two people with completely different backgrounds cannot achieve perfect unity in terms of thoughts or ideas.

Yes, this may be an invisible class.

Even though everyone wears military uniforms, eats the same pot of rice, sleeps under the same roof, and sings the song "Comrades-in-arms are as close as brothers", even if everyone has such deep feelings, they still cannot have the same values ​​and worldview.

These are all bit by bit, they are all gathered into towers, and have been imprinted in their bones since childhood.

He walked over and gently hit Xu Xingguo's arm.

Xu Xingguo lowered his head and started sobbing.

Zhuang Yan felt very uncomfortable, and took a breath and said, "I admit that I don't understand you, but I know what you are thinking. I don't dare to say that what I am must be right, but aren't we saying the old sayings? I'm not afraid of burning firewood when my body collapses. What's the use of being an officer?"

Xu Xingguo was silent for a long time, raised his head, put away his tears, and said firmly: "Soerful, everyone has ideals and dreams. My dream is to be an officer. I dreamed that I could wear an officer uniform, return to my hometown, and stand in front of my parents and neighbors. What I wanted is not just leaving the mountains, but also a glory that belongs to a man!"

"This overseas study training is my chance. I know how you will convince me. You will tell me, Xu Xingguo, you can still take the military academy in the future. With your conditions, it is not easy to sign a non-commissioned officer?"

"Yes, I don't deny that it makes sense if you say that. But since I was a child, I have known that I must seize every opportunity in my life. I am not you. You missed an opportunity, and you still have a lot of opportunities. I missed an opportunity, and maybe there will be no chance in my life!"

Zhuang Yan couldn't help but interrupt him and said, "As long as you stay in the army, with your military qualities, how could you not have a chance?"

"Is that right?" Xu Xingguo said: "At least I have to stay, right? Let's not talk about anything else, just say your equipment master, Zhu Dekang. Is his training not good? Is his military bad? What about it? After so many years of being a soldier, in the last year, he tried to raise pigs and get a third-class merit. Did he get it? Did he get it?"

"Let's talk about our old army, the Eighth Company, which one is so roaring in the Third Battalion? If you analyzed it from then on, you would say that they were promoted to battalion commander instructors, right? What's the end? One adaptation is over. The company commander went to the local armed forces department, and the instructor was transferred to the second-line troops... Do you use your theory to tell them, does it make sense?"

"There are more. Have you ever thought about your sacrifice? If God hadn't been to the teaching team, the seventh son of the teaching team, could not bear it. In the end, because the Lu Yuan had met someone who had retreated less than once in ten years, he had already taken off his hat badge and took off his military uniform and went back to farm! You tell them your 'taken for granted' theory!"

In the past, when I was talking nonsense, bickering and so on, Zhuangyan would definitely win.

This time, Zhuang Yan was speechless.

yes……

With so many people, so many things, and so many old squad leader in the army, his own big principles seem to be unreasonable.

For Xu Xingguo, promoting his life is his life.

Not allowing him to fight is equivalent to breaking his life.

Everything is so cruel.

Even soldiers have to face many cruelty that are facts and life.

The iron-clad soldiers, whether they are soldiers or officers, have to face changeable reality.

Zhuang Yan discovered that she really said she was dissatisfied with Xu Xingguo today.

But watching Xu Xingguo risk his life to participate in the selection, he felt so unbearable.

It's really a dilemma!

The fourth update.

Everyone, is it worth it? Is the Seventh Official OK?

When I saw the previous chapters, I was guessing Xu Xingguo’s future and final destination.
Chapter completed!