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Chapter twenty-six, if you like

early morning.

Wang Taika returned to the villa.

He opened the door gently, because Wang Taika estimated that Xueqiu had fallen asleep, so he didn't even turn on the light.

In the dimness, a figure rushed over. Wang Taika was startled at first, then realized and put down his fist: "Aren't you asleep?"

"I don't dare to sleep until you come back." Xueqiu hugged Wang Taika.

Wang Taika had a headache. Since bringing Xueqiu back, Xueqiu's dependence on Wang Taika has greatly increased, even to the point of being... clingy.

At first Wang Taika thought it was Xueqiu who was acting like this because of the fright he had received before, but now that so much time had passed and Snowball was still like this, something was wrong.

Wang Taika held Xueqiu's shoulders: "Your heartbeat is speeding up, what are you thinking about?"

"I..." Xueqiu faltered: "I didn't think about anything. I just felt that seeing you would make me feel at ease."

Wang Taika thought for a while and decided to say bluntly: "There is one thing you have to understand. If you just think that I saved you this time, because I helped you, your mood will be shaken, and your favorability will suddenly increase. What will happen next?"

If it's a ridiculous decision or a choice made on a whim, forget it."

Snowball was stunned.

Wang Taika continued: "This is human nature, a variant of Stockholm Syndrome, but you can't have inappropriate feelings for someone you shouldn't have because of something like this."

Snowball bit his lip and asked, "Someone who shouldn't be?"

"Let me tell you frankly, if you develop some inexplicable dependence or love because I helped you, this is actually wrong. This is just a secret released by your brain to you when you are emotionally excited.

Sign, you mistakenly thought it was heartbeat, but it was not. So, don’t think too much.”

Wang Taika pushed Xueqiu away and went to the side to turn on the light. When he turned around, he realized that Xueqiu had already burst into tears.

"Here we go again..." Wang Taika held his forehead, what he was most helpless about was this, it was hard to coax.

"How can I prove that this is true?" Snowball asked.

"It can't be proven. Some so-called love is just an unconsidered impulse." Wang Taika felt that his current situation was already very big, so he didn't want to involve Xueqiu anymore, so everything he said was very straightforward, even

A bit decisively: "I help you because we had a very close relationship before, but this is different from the relationship between a man and a woman."

Xueqiu shook his head and said: "You are wrong. I have never felt that the relationship between us is between a man and a woman. I feel...I feel that I am not likely to fall in love with anyone. To be honest, I don't like love.

When I feel alone, I feel unsure, worried, and uncomfortable. I don't like this kind of burden. What I like is to follow you, no matter where you go."

Wang Taika was confused when he said this: "What!"

"It's not love, it's companionship. I don't have love, so I don't have any extravagant hopes or hopes. But I want to feel courage if I can. The source of my courage now is to see you and touch you."

Xueqiu said seriously: "For me, I don't care at all about love or not. I'm not very good at falling in love with others. If others love me, I will feel pressure. I just hope that there is someone by my side who can

Give me confidence. I used to think that this person could be anyone. But now I think, it’s better to be you. No, that’s not right, it should be, I hope it’s you.”

Wang Taika didn't know how to answer. Is this love? Obviously, no. But this dependence is real. Is it just Stockholm syndrome? No, it's not.

how to say......

There is a saying that sounds cruel, but it is true. Snowball's psychology actually doesn't have that many big problems. She is just... so miserable.

Xueqiu is the only person Wang Taika has met since arriving in South Korea who has a greater lack of sense of security than Wang Taika himself.

In other words, this lack has reached a level that can be considered a serious illness. The result is that Snowball's perception of love has been completely lost. She knows who is good to her, and she will reciprocate the kindness.

But the power to feel loved and warmed in my heart has been lost.

To use an analogy, Snowball's heart is made of "snowball" and can no longer be warmed.

So now Xueqiu doesn't know anything about love or not. It's like she had the organ called "love" surgically removed and it's gone.

Therefore, many of the things Xueqiu did were somewhat unreasonable. Just like a long time ago, Xueqiu even regarded "giving up on oneself" as a reasonable solution to his troubles.

But now, Xueqiu's feelings for Wang Taika are not necessarily love, but entirely due to a kind of spiritual dependence. Wang Taika would rather be a lunatic in the eyes of others, but also wants to firmly control his destiny in his own hands.

The life of Snowball is what Snowball longs for.

Therefore, Xueqiu's feelings for Wang Taika are not love, but more like a believer's worship and belief in gods. She regards her infinite possibilities as a vision and places her trust in Wang Taika.

This is even more troublesome. Wang Taika didn't want to be anyone's god, but now he has easily become the god in Snow Qiu's heart.

believer, believer...

Snowball decided to follow Wang Taika.

At this time, the persistence in Xueqiu's eyes was so obvious.

But Wang Taika couldn't find another solution, because he understood that if even Snowball's last psychological defense line was torn down and rebuilt, then this person's spirit would basically be ruined.

Wang Taika once made a bold calculation: if Snowball continued on his original thinking track without stopping him, he would almost go crazy or die.

But now that Snowball has found his spiritual sustenance, at least he will not make the same terrible conjecture again, and Wang Taika seems to have no reason to continue to expose it.

That's it, Wang Taika has double standards. When it comes to his own problems, he must break the casserole and get to the bottom of it. But when it comes to other people's problems, in fact, as long as he can maintain a good state, he can maintain it.

Because Wang Taika can control his own mental state. But the mental state of others is like a program.

Anyone who has ever been a programmer knows this: If a program works in a way you can't understand, then you'd better not touch it anymore.

Because if you try to touch this program, the final result will most likely be that you still don’t know why this program is running, and because of your participation, this program that could originally run will no longer be able to run at all.

Therefore, as long as the program can move, don't worry about too much. The same goes for human thinking, as long as it ensures conditional sub-health.

In fact, most of the time, even if it is mental illness, it doesn't matter. Isn't Wang Taika a good example? He is a leader among mental patients!

At least now, Xueqiu can still face everything with a smile, instead of giving up on himself, casually hanging out with someone he doesn't love, and then falling together, venting his inner madness with crazy words and outrageous actions, and ruining himself until he is like mud.

, was cast aside.

When Wang Taika figured it out, he no longer struggled with it. It's okay now, just think that he has an extra follower and a younger sister. Anyway, the relationship between Xueqiu and Zhien-chan is also

very good.

Wang Taika sat down and waved: "Forget it, come here."

Xueqiu thought she would be driven away, but she didn't expect Wang Taika's attitude to suddenly change. She slowly walked over and sat next to Wang Taika.

Wang Taika stretched out his hand, put it on Xueqiu's shoulder, and said: "Forget it, don't worry about it, love or not is optional, just enjoy the moment."

Xueqiu was stunned, and then smiled. Although she didn't know the profound meaning of Wang Taika's emotion, she knew that Wang Taika accepted her.

"Okay..." At this time, Xueqiu lost a little of her usual quirkiness, but had more tenderness and attachment that are hard to see. She snuggled next to Wang Taika, like a quiet little girl.

kitten.

Wang Taika looked down at Xueqiu's cute and cute appearance, and felt soft. He smiled and said, "You look easy to bully."

Snowball stared at Wang Taika with watery eyes and spoke softly.
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