Chapter 183 Sura is equal to the Black Phoenix (2)

"You already know that I am the princess of the Landias Empire, but do you know, how I don't want to be this princess! This title not only brings me endless pain, but also only brings me humiliation rather than glory." Eyes flowed, and a faint sadness flashed in her eyes. The dead indifference that appeared on the black phoenix seemed to have returned a little.

Holding Sula tightly, as if she was afraid that she would run away, Ye Yinzhu put her face on top of her head and listened quietly.

"Do you still remember? Before our final battle in the Seven Kingdoms and Seven Dragons Battle, I told you that my mother is a palace maid in the Landias Palace. According to the rules in the palace, the palace maid can leave the palace when she reaches the age of twenty-two and go to the outside world to find someone she likes to start a family. Originally, my mother also lived a peaceful life according to this trajectory, but she was raped by her father the night before she reached the age of twenty-two. From then on, my mother's painful life had just begun. At that time, I, as Sura and as the Black Phoenix, did not lie to you, but I had hidden some of them and integrated everything that my two identities told you, which is my real life."

"Sula." Ye Yinzhu's heart hurts so much. He has a good memory. He has always remembered the story of the silver coin that Sula told him. When he thought of the painful experience that Black Phoenix said, he really could not imagine that such a tragic experience occurred to Sula alone.

"My mother still left the palace after being raped by my beast father. Unfortunately, she became pregnant and had twins. Nine months later, she gave birth to my younger brother and I. But my younger brother died because she had no money to see a doctor. My mother became disabled in order to buy some fruits to pay tribute to her younger brother. Every day we live a life that is worse than slaves. When my beast father found me, my mother had already died of illness due to overwork. The only thing she left for me was that silver coin, even if she was about to starve to death.

At that time, I never used it, so what if I am a princess? I am afraid that all the princesses in the world have never felt like living like that. Do you still remember the biological brother Samoyed by me? The half-brother of the same father? The royal family is the most dirty place. Until I was taken away by the teacher and castrated Samoyed by myself, my painful life was relieved. Yinzhu. Do you know who was the teacher who took me away and who helped me castrated Samoyed with my hands?"

"It's Sloan, the Lord of Dark Tower." Ye Yinzhu said in a hoarse voice.

Sula was slightly stunned, "So you have guessed it. It's the land, yes, my teacher is Sloan. One of the masters of the Seven Pagodas of the Falan, shrouded by countless halos, is a powerful secondary holy demon master. The teacher saved me because of the resentment and hatred in my heart and accepted me as his disciple. From then on, I lived a life like a human being. Although the daily practice is so difficult, I don't care. I want to take revenge and revenge on all the people who have hurt my mother and me. So I practiced desperately, at this point. How can my little junior sister from the Holy Tower of Light understand? She grew up in light, but I am always in darkness."

After a pause, Sula's weak voice lowered a little, and a light gray color appeared on her pretty face. The jasper dragon poison in her body had already begun to attack, but she endured the pain in her body and did not reveal it.

"After I finished studying Dark Tower, I returned to Landias. Due to my background, my father did not ignore me, but attached great importance to me. The teacher told me that I would not allow me to retaliate against my father no matter what. After all, he is my father, and part of the blood flowing on me belongs to him. In order to cut off relations with him forever, I promised him to do three things for him. The first thing he asked was to let me sneak into the Milan Empire and find the secret of the number of magicians in the Milan Empire."

Speaking of this, Sula's expression gradually softened and she leaned into Ye Yinzhu's arms, "That was then, I used a disguise technique on myself and became a little beggar. I met you. The only person who brought me happiness in this life."

A faint silver light flashed, and Li Sha's body slowly disappeared into the light. In fact, the time for her summoning place had not yet arrived, but Li Sha was very clear that there was no point in staying there. No matter what the reason, she felt it would be better to leave this last time for the two of them.

Ye Yinzhu naturally knew that Li Sha's Leaving, but his heart had already been completely focused on Sula at this time.

Sula smiled faintly on her face. Although the poisonous wounds on her arm were constantly spreading, she smiled happily, "Do you still remember? What did I say to you when you gave me gold coins?"

Ye Yinzhu said softly: "You said, I am a good person."

Sula nodded and said, "You still remember it. I told the truth. I have seen all kinds of people, but for the first time I saw a fool as simple as you. Some people gave me money because of pity, but none of them gave me so much land like you. I stole your ring, and I didn't even know whether it was to keep a souvenir or to sell it."

Ye Yinzhu also remembered the scene and threw away the ring. She was extremely embarrassed at that time, but it was that time that she met Anya.

"Later, when you arrived at the college, I was really shocked when you walked into the dormitory. I thought you had found me, but you were so stupid that you didn't see the change in my expression and became roommates with me. Do you know when I really fell in love with you?"

Ye Yinzhu shook her head gently. He didn't even know Sula was a woman, so how could he know this?

Sula smiled and said, "It was the first time you gave me all your property. You never thought I would lie to you at that time. Do you know that since childhood, you were the first person besides your mother to believe me so much. Perhaps it was because of that trust and your stupid look that I fell in love with you."

Ye Yinzhu was stunned for a moment, "Is it that simple? I thought it was because I was handsome."

Sula burst out laughing, "Are there few beautiful men? I have seen so many. I like you because you have a pure heart. I never thought I could use the word purity to describe a man, but after I met you, I realized that there are still good people in this world. Maybe it's because my childhood experience was too bumpy. I really like you because of such a simple reason, it has nothing to do with your outstanding appearance and magical piano magic."

After a pause, the gray gas on Sula's face became a little stronger, and she continued: "As I spent more and more time with you, I found that my love for you will only continue to deepen. When I saw you and the ocean and Xiangluan, my heart would inexplicably hurt. It was not until then that I realized that I had fallen in love with you. You have long become an indispensable part of my life. It is precisely because of this that the happiness I was originally with you is gradually decreasing."

"Why?" Ye Yinzhu asked in confusion.

Sula raised her right hand, which was not poisoned, and held Ye Yinzhu's hand with only four fingers, "Because I am afraid of losing you, I am afraid that after you have a woman, I will not pay attention to me anymore. Although I know that in your heart, I just treat me as a good brother, I still can't help thinking this way. I am afraid that you will get farther and farther away from me, and that feeling makes me unable to extricate myself. Even I myself don't know why. For a while, I have fallen into extreme contradictions and pain."

"Then why didn't you tell me that you were a girl? Do you think I would mind your identity? Sula, no, really won't. Whether you are from Milan or from Randias, how could I mind your identity?"

Sula sighed, "Because I know I can't be with you, I never told you that I am a daughter. The ups and downs I have experienced since childhood have long made me a very rational person. Being with you is at least just me unrequited love. Although I am not sure what will happen when you know I am a girl, at least you may like me. Think about it, if you know I am a girl, can we still live in the same dormitory? When you know I am a girl, wouldn't I be more painful if I don't like me? On the contrary, even if you fall in love with me, when one day I have to leave you, the feeling of separation from life and death, whether you or me, is probably unbearable. Your heart is simple, and I don't want to hurt you, so..."

Speaking of this, Sula's voice choked a little, and tears reappeared in Ye Yinzhu's eyes and pulled Sula's hand against her face, "So you chose to bear all this alone. Sula, you are so stupid, you are so stupid."
Chapter completed!