What if I tell you that you are no longer in my heart?

Lin Yitong once thought so naively that such a reason for hurting people was enough to push Gu Jingsheng away from her. Who would give up her self-esteem and beg for mercy for the sake of love?

But he will...Shu Jun is slow

She didn't expect that he would.

The smile in the little dimple became sweeter, and her eyes were red, and she said hoarsely: "Actually, I just said it wrong, and the result was good when I died on duty. The bad thing is that if I end up with a high degree of disability, I cannot live well, and I will be dragged down by you so that I will never be able to live a life of hard work."

Gu Jingsheng smiled with pain, patted her little face gently and said, "Tongtong...Tongtong, you don't have to deliberately hurt me with such words. Although it really hurts, how could I not know what kind of person you are?"

——How come I didn’t know that such an excuse could not even convince you?

Her eyelashes drooped gently, she said, "Jing Sheng. That's all I said. Sing."

Please don't force her.

The little hand pulled down the warm palm of her face, and she turned around and left.

Gu Jingsheng suffocated his breath, held her little hand with red eyes, tightly, and then pulled him back to him.

Her little face turned pale and her breathing tightened slightly: "Jing Sheng, don't forget your demeanor."

Ho. Demeanor?

Gu Jingsheng smiled slightly, and the demeanor could not keep her. What's the use of coming?

"I won't let you go." He said four words in a soft voice, "Tongtong. I won't let you go even if I die." You are the whole of my life. If I let you go, how should I go alone?

die.

This stimulated her heart and also reminded her that her little face turned from white to red. She took a breath and said softly: "Do you remember the days when you were imprisoned and reviewed by the provincial military region and I was running around for you?"

Gu Jingsheng was stunned, unable to hold her hand tightly, and didn't know what she wanted to say.

"The surveillance video that was enough to make you sentence and convict you, Commander Lu showed me the moment he said that you would be safe because someone came forward to protect you. You know, right?" The fog appeared in her water eyes, and she looked at him with concentration, "I know you are safe now, and you may even reach the top, but I..." Frowning her slender eyebrows, suppressing the severe pain of her heart, "I don't want to... be with a murderer..."

These few short words were like bombs, exploding in Gu Jingsheng's mind. His hand was loose and he couldn't even hold her.

Indeed, there is no reason in this world that can hurt him more severely than this.

His handsome face faded away, pale like a ghost, and the last smile was barely drawn into the corner of his mouth, and he said hoarsely: "I remember... the first thing I did when I came out was to tell you clearly. I looked for you for a long time but couldn't find it. Finally, when I finally saw you... I explained it clearly..."

He told her at that time, Tongtong, I will only tell you once, that I did not do that.

Gu Jingsheng took a deep breath and wanted to give himself some courage and strength. He trembled and pulled her over to her face, and asked a soft voice to make him feel desperate: "Tongtong, don't you... believe me?"

His hands were trembling, as if his life was hanging in a thread, and he would break it as soon as it collapsed.

Her red watery eyes also stared at his face, giving him the last knife: "Yes Jing Sheng."

"I don't believe you."

The few light words, word by word, completely destroyed all the confidence and persistence castle built in his heart. At that moment, it seemed that the whole day had collapsed. There was a loss of consciousness after being hit hard in his eyes. For a moment, all the explanations were so pale. She destroyed everything with one word, and nothing he said was useless.

He...can't hold her anymore.

The little hand trembled slightly and pulled out of his palm. Now, there was no effort. Her red water eyes raised her eyes and looked at him, just thinking that he had agreed. She gently rubbed the soreness of her wrists, turned around, and left his vision step by step. His world.

The family members and patients, doctors and injured came and went, bustling and noisy, and she turned a blind eye to the ears.

When she reached the wall at the end of the corridor, she hid in and was sure there was no one here. Then she slowly squatted down, squatted down tremblingly, covered her mouth, and cried out loud.

God knows how courageous it takes for her to say these words, and God knows what kind of situation she is forced into.

But.

But.

How could I not believe you?

Fucking fuck**

"She didn't tell me when she would go back to China. It was probably the Chinese New Year. That girl was busy and didn't know if it was before or after the Chinese New Year," Qi Yuan prepared the last dish with apron, and said, "Here, take out the bowls and chopsticks for me."

Hosran leaned against the door and thought about things. Now he came to his senses. When he walked into the cupboard to get things, he suddenly froze when he thought of this. It seemed that the little woman had also ordered him.

The tone was natural, and it was a gratifying tacit understanding between an ordinary loving couple.

"What are you thinking? You're so trance," Qi Yuan took off his apron and patted his waist, mocking, "I'm used to living alone, but I feel uncomfortable when I live with a woman?"

Hosran curled the corners of his mouth, and he was not uncomfortable. On the contrary, he enjoyed and cherished those days very much, and it was hard to get.

"But I said," Qi Yuan sat opposite and knocked on the edge of the bowl, "Have you received the certificate?"

I heard that it is one thing for him to get a marriage, and whether he has obtained a certificate is the key.

Hosran nodded: "Yes."

Qi Yuan's heart skipped a beat, his face turned pale and he didn't say anything. He just curled the corners of his mouth and said, "I didn't say it in advance, I decided to be so hasty."

Hosran frowned and looked at the dishes full of red and green peppers, and said in a deep voice: "It's not hasty, and it's easy to make a decision. But before I could not inform everyone, and my parents were not easy to communicate, I just did it in Kyoto."

Qi Yuan sneered and dug the rice in the bowl: "I thought you had found a baby, so I hid it. In the past, when you asked me to do things, I just thought you were a small fight and didn't take it seriously. I took the time to check it out two days ago," she raised her eyes and smiled deeply, "But that's it. You have a bad view."

After so many years, the emperor was not anxious about the eunuch. She thought he had chosen something, but she didn't expect that such a soft and weak girl could handle it.

Hosran curled the corners of his mouth and didn't care. He was choked when he just took the first bite of the dish.

Qi Yuan is from Sichuan. She is used to Sichuan and Hunan cuisine and never cooks lightly. What’s more excessive is that she prefers spicy food. She actually bought chili peppers, which are like burning with fire.

Qi Yuan frowned and quickly handed the water cup over: "Is it so spicy? I forgot to tell you that I just brought the pepper back from home."

Huo Siran waved his hands repeatedly, his expression became colder, and he sipped the water in one sip. He felt that the stomachache that had been away for a long time was coming again. He was injured in drinking two days ago, but now he is like this. "Come on, eat light, Mapo tofu."

Mapo tofu. Light??

Hosran smiled and shook his head, regretting that he had come here to have dinner with this elder this afternoon. He didn't say anything, but the food was not as good as the taste. He began to miss the days when the fire was fired at home. Whether in Kyoto or C City, she felt very warm. But suddenly remembered that last night, he got angry and slammed the door and left without saying a word, and his face slowly changed, and a trace of guilt surged up.

Qi Yuan was still nagging, talking about trivial matters in the hospital, and as he spoke, he was involved in Lin Yitong, saying that she was not very rude in her behavior.

——Married men care about this very much. No matter how much women make trouble at home, it will be fine, but if it is said by others, it will be serious.

Seeing that Huo Siran's face became increasingly ugly, Qi Yuan shut up obediently and stopped when he saw that he was ready.

...

In the evening, I took the time to go to the hospital to see Gu Jingsheng's parents. I met him before. I chatted with the two elders for a while and found that the ward was empty. Huo Siran held the railing with one hand, glanced at the place where he looked deep and said slowly: "Where is Jingsheng?"

Why doesn't he stay here?

Just as her father was about to speak, Gu's mother, who was wearing an oxygen hood on the hospital bed, showed a pale smile, raised her hand and said hard: "I'm out... I'm with Tongtong. When she first came to see me, she was looking for Jing Sheng and said she wanted something to tell him."

As for her, it would be enough to have her father Gu. After finally returning safely, her son was back safely. When she was critically ill, her daughter-in-law was busy taking care of her. In her opinion, this kind of touching emotion of seeing true feelings in times of distress was overflowing with her heart. Even if she was tortured by illness, her smile could not be concealed.

Gu's father frowned and lowered his old face to suppress her wrist pity, pretending to be cold and scolded: "Don't move. Pull the wound."

The concern and condolences on Huo Siran's face gradually became cold. He clenched the railings with his hands tightly, and his father and mother were still in the old age and spread their affection through the faint smell of disinfectant water. He slowly stood up and walked out of the ward with a cold and complex aura.

It is until five o'clock.

And he flew back to Kyoto at around 4 a.m.

Oh.

When he reached the duty desk, there was a young nurse who recognized him, blushed and called him the leader with a heartbeat. Huo Siran's cold eyes gradually softened, and he said slowly without avoiding suspicion: "Where is Lin Yitong?"

The young nurse was stunned, looked around and replied obediently: "I don't know if I'm still here just now. Maybe I've gone out with her boyfriend if I have something to do. Chief, please sit down."

sit??

He was sitting here waiting for her, waiting to see when she would come back and who would appear in front of him?

His fists clenched in his pocket and slowly loosened it. He pulled out a cold and hard smile and walked over to sit on the bench next to him. It was not that he really wanted to wait, but that his stomach was really uncomfortable and he felt sore from a burst of burning. He covered his hands without a trace, held his head and closed his eyes and leaned on the bench for a long time.

He later realized that he was wrong about what happened last night. He shouldn't have been so angry that he slammed the door and left. He missed her all day long, wanted to hold her in his arms and admit his mistakes, and told her that he would try his best to change in the future, and not always accommodate him like this, the more he accommodates him, the less ignorant he is. As for the matter when she wanted to be transferred to the Kyoto Branch, when he went back, he would immediately send someone to do it.

Don't worry.

Don't worry. We'll be together soon.

But he was thinking so, but his heart was getting more and more painful. Everything in the hospital was really as Qi Yuan said, not only dazzling, but also harsh.

He was suffering.

But I couldn't stand it anymore.

...

At seven o'clock in the evening, the tiny figure finally came back from outside in a dusty manner. The look of fatigue could be seen between the little face. He was soft and obedient, but hesitated for a long time. He finally walked over and squatted down gently, grabbed his hand on his stomach and shook it.

Wake up from a dream.

The thick eyelashes slowly opened, and the pain in the stomach seemed to wake up and began to ferment slowly. Hosran thought he was wrong, but when he slowly leaned over and stroked her little face, he realized that it was real. She came back and was right in front of him.

"Where have you gone?" he asked softly in a hoarse voice. His just woke up made him unprepared and he had no lethality at all.

She seemed tired, her slender eyelashes drooped gently, warming her cheeks in his palm: "I went to the clinic with Director Qin. The village is very far away. It has just rained and it is difficult to walk on the road."

Huo Siran didn't say anything anymore, and said "hmm" to express his belief. As for where Gu Jingsheng went, he didn't care. He didn't want to ask.

"Tongtong... go home?" He paused, and he begged hoarsely.

She just lay on his knees, raised her face and looked at him. For a moment, a warm atmosphere seemed to be blending in the air, falling next to the two of them in silence.
To be continued...