She hugged her gently and rubbed her gently for a long time but she didn't react. Huo Siran frowned slightly, looked at her, and read a feeling of fragility on her pale little face... Shu Fengshou

"What's wrong?" he couldn't help asking.

The tiny figure stood alone, staring at the kettle in the corner, smiled sadly, and shook his head gently.

there is nothing.

She just suddenly lost all her strength and didn't have the strength to argue with him anymore.

...that's just.

Hosran frowned for a long time and picked her up and walked towards the bedroom. Lin Yitong was obedient, leaning gently and weakly on his shoulder without saying a word. Until Hosran put her on the bed, she just slowly hugged her knees slowly and slowly. Asked her what she wanted to eat, the people on the bed looked very thin and thin in their winter pajamas. After a while, she said, "There are quick-frozen dumplings and dry noodles in the kitchen, and you can eat it after cooking."

Hosran subconsciously felt something was wrong, frowned, gently stroked her face for a while, and slowly got up to go to the kitchen.

Just cook some noodles.

He should.

The room was really too small. He cooked noodles in the kitchen with a strong and upright body. When he raised his head, his forehead accidentally hit the eaves and made a faint breathing sound, which she could hear.

With his limbs wrapped around him coldly, Lin Yitong's watery eyes were fixed on a certain place and remained motionless for a long time. He thought, at least he, a military leader, could condescend to come from such a distance and cook a bowl of noodles for her without any complaints. It was also good, and it was also good, right?

But the sourness, coldness and desolation in her heart still lingers and cannot fade away for a long time.

She has always known Hosran's domineering and heartless temper. The reason why she was able to act coquettish with him was that she relied on his love for her. Even if she was not arrogant because of her favor, she knew that he could tolerate and that he loved everything about her. So he didn't know that his cold frown just now would make her feel that the world collapsed instantly, and the sun and the moon were gone.

Especially. He is for Yun Shang.

In fact, he was right. The humiliation and heartache between her and her mother was gone. Perhaps the forced suppression of Yun Qinghai couple had nothing to do with Yun Shang. But he didn't know that it was Yun Shang's existence that made her always see the incomplete life that her mother shouldn't have, and reminded her that the fact that she had no father in her life was that he could do nothing or say nothing, it didn't matter.

But how could he stand in front of those who had hurt her and frowned and blamed her.

damn it*

Late at night, frost.

Huo Siran threw the towel to the chopping board. When he walked to the bedroom to hug her, he felt that her hands and feet were very cold and her finger bones were cold. He felt a little painful in his heart. He held it in his palm and rubbed it twice, and then made a decision.

New Year.

At most, he would take her out of this ghost place until the New Year.

"It seems to be a little bit of a lump in cooking..." Hosran glanced at her elegant and calm face, and carried her to her lap, "Don't you teach me two tricks?"

"... Just use cold water to lift it," she held the small bowl and resisted slightly, smiling, "Be careful that the sauce drips on your pants..."

Hosran hummed indetently.

Until now, I felt a little tired. I have been busy in Kyoto for several days, including the New Year's Eve inspection and military district assessment. I came to her to rest with peace of mind, why... Huo Siran frowned slightly, remembering her excitement about Yun Shang's incident just now, and couldn't help but gently rub the sauce on the corner of her mouth: "Do you need me to make any promises?"

The man in his arms paused, then laughed and shook his head.

She always believed that men had everything they wanted, and she never wanted to tie people up with promises.

Hosran rubbed her face gently, frowned slightly, "But I don't want anyone to enter your room for the second time..."

Lin Yitong stared at his furrowed eyebrows, and the smile on the corner of her mouth gradually faded: "...you know, no. You have already told him clearly enough today."

Gu Jingsheng has never been the kind of ignorant person.

Hosran paused, frowned and thought deeper before saying, "Today I... I said that because I was a little too anxious, but it was only a matter of time. Before leaving here, I will go to Jing Sheng and talk to him."

The person in his arms said "um" in a long time.

The atmosphere was strange, and Hosran's chin was pressed against her soft hair and said, "Do you want to know what happened to Yun Shang and me?"

Lin Yitong seemed to be choking, her fingers froze, and she said for a long time: "You said."

"Six years ago, I was in a special training abroad. Yun Shang happened to be studying abroad, and it was a pure accident. At that time, Yun Qinghai was in the provincial military region's troops. She lived near the special training camp, so she gradually became familiar with each other. Later, when some accidents happened, she happened to be by her side."

The fingers holding her waist gently buckled, "There are some injuries that may have to accompany her for the rest of her life..."

"She's gotten off for me."

...

There are some irreplaceable things in anyone’s life.

Later, those irreplaceable became things in life and cannot be changed.

damn it

When midnight was approaching, a figure slowly walked out of the corridor of the hospital's emergency department, with thin and thin arms covering her arms.

The young nurse on duty was startled.

"Hey, why are you out? You...you are the one who has been inflamed with knife wounds today, right?" The young nurse frowned even more, trying to come forward to support him, "How can you move around and run around? Go back quickly or not, do you want your arm?"

Gu Jingsheng glanced at her indifferently, slowly showed a pale smile, and then slowly dissipated, replaced by a hint of desolation and sadness.

He doesn't want to talk much.

But on this day, there will always be all kinds of people clamoring in his ears. If nothing unexpected happens, there will be some tomorrow.

The little nurse was still saying something impatiently in her ear, and Gu Jingsheng curled the corners of his lips and interrupted softly: "I came out to tell you that the patient in the ward next to me seemed to have just been in shock..."

What?? The little nurse widened her eyes.

Then a rush of running wildly, Gu Jingsheng's ears finally became clear.

Lin County is so cold that it falls in the middle of the night, and it is frozen to the bone.

A long shadow walked out and stopped the car for nearly twenty minutes on the almost deserted road. The darkness covered his left arm that was not very movable. He took a late-night taxi. In the nearly hour's drive, the red and sticky blood dripped all the way.

damn it

The nth call was called, but it still didn't work.

Huo Siran drank tea in the teahouse for half a morning, but for some reason he couldn't contact Gu Jingsheng. He put his finger on his forehead for a long time and finally guessed something.

At noon, Lin Yitong got off work and walked towards the teahouse.

When entering the private room, they were obviously restless. The eyes of both of them were almost in line with each other, and they felt something was wrong.

Hosran held her hand and sat down on the wide sofa in the teahouse box, placed her in front of her, smelled the faint smell of medicine on her body, and asked, "Has he been discharged from the hospital?"

Lin Yitong fell into his arms, feeling that whenever he talked about such sensitive topics, he could not get close to him without any scruples. Although his black coat was set against his jaw that was not shaved in the early morning and had a little stubborn, she felt a little attached to her. She shook his big palm and tried her best to prevent herself from thinking about those things.

"Well. The procedures were not completed. He left a card and left himself." She found a comfortable place in his arms.

Hosran looked down at her, and before he could say anything, a waiter came in to serve the food.

"I'll leave in the afternoon. This busyness may be until the New Year. I will definitely find an opportunity to meet him before the New Year." He kissed her hair, and he promised.

Lin Yitong was slightly stunned and raised her head: "Why... you have to tell me what you did?"

Huo Siran stared at her and didn't say anything, just thinking that if Gu Jingsheng really had no weight in her heart, he wouldn't have to say that.

But no matter what, no matter what, he was going to find Gu Jingsheng.

Because there are too many words between their brothers that need to be honest with each other.

damn it

It’s not that Gu Jingsheng is unwilling to face it, but that there are many things that he hasn’t figured out yet.

When it was about to get off work in the afternoon, Lin Yitong received a call.

The three words "Gu Jingsheng" on the phone were flashing quietly. Even if the rating meeting was going on then, she still carefully held the phone and put it in her pocket, and asked the head nurse for a leave. The air outside was as cold as ice, and only the phone in her palm was hot.

"Jing Sheng."

She called him softly, just like the previous name, but her hands were shaking.

Gu Jingsheng's voice sounded slightly hoarse, but calm: "Tongtong, do you remember that you once lost a cardiothoracic surgery work card? Do you remember where the one I gave you later?"

When such a long time is brought up, memories seem to be whistled back.

The guilt and heartache made her almost unable to suffocate.

"It was thrown in his car." She replied, every word was dry and difficult.

It turned out that night, they were really together.

Not his illusion.

Gu Jingsheng was silent for a long time, and his voice became weaker when he spoke again: "There was another time when the eldest brother had an accident in the city hall. Is it you who rushed over to save him?"

That time he heard from his colleagues that there was a passionate scene, but when he met her, she was covered in blood and was restless.

"...It's me." She closed her eyes and dissected the ugliest side of her to him.

Gu Jingsheng began to breathe unsteadily, slowly recalling, slowly chuckled and spoke in a hoarse voice: "So early..."

It turns out that since so early, someone has begun to covet his most precious things.

"Did he know at that time?" Gu Jingsheng straightened up and asked, "Does he know we are together?"

"Jing Sheng..."

"He is my elder brother. Although he is not always together, he can still live and die for each other. How could he not know what is my most precious thing?"

He asked lightly, striking the hearts.
To be continued...