014 I miss you like a vine, tightly entwined(1/3)
Mo Huaiyuan officially went to the Light and Shadow Team for training in the year. He was 21 years old. He was 18 years old.
That year I settled down and had happy events.
Mo Huaiyuan had excellent grades and physical fitness tests for three years in the Military Academy, so the Light and Shadow Team had already decided on him before secretly selecting people. At that time, this mysterious organization that was not well-known among the nationally organized troops, was not affiliated with any military region but directly under the national defense department. In the eyes of outsiders, it was as sharp as a sword-like existence as the "beehive" of F country.
An Ran didn't know what this "light and shadow team" was, but An Zhanyu had been so happy that he had long been crazy.
Later, An Ran realized that there were too many legendary figures in the army, even Huo Siran and 6 Qing, who were once selected for the Light and Shadow Team.
An Ran is not bad either.
When the notice from the Central Military Region Higher Military Academy was delivered to the home with a red post with a gold-edged gold edge, An Zhanyu's comrades and colleagues were completely overwhelmed by the threshold.
Mo Huaiyuan, who had not returned home for three years, saw An Ran again. She smiled like a bird and rushed over and hugged his neck, and called him sweetly excitedly: "Brother Huaiyuan!!"
Mo Huaiyuan held her little hand, and there was a hint of embarrassment and confusion in his smile.
Time is too cruel. He was the three years of overlapping her in junior high school. After being trampled by time, she was left behind. She was incomplete and only a few memories were left.
During that holiday, the two would sometimes meet on the stairs.
"Have you finished training yourself?" An Ran had just taken a shower and looked at him with a wet hair scattered. "It's great, I have abdominal muscles, and it's so developed!"
Mo Huaiyuan was covered in sweat and looked extremely charming. He curled his lips lightly and said, "Wear shoes. Even the wooden floor shouldn't always run around barefoot."
An Ran stuck out her tongue, deliberately hit him and passed by him, but then she exclaimed herself! The shower was wasted! It hit her sweat!!!
Mo Huaiyuan looked back at her and smiled faintly.
At that time—
Say you like her?
No. At that time, Mo Huaiyuan only felt that the three years he had been with him were a cinnabar in his heart, which burned his wounds on his lost parents and would never heal.
Xiao Anran had her hair loose and followed him chubbyly, and sighed while pinching the flesh on his thighs. For many years, she appeared in his mind from time to time.
When it comes to joining the army together, where can we get so many "together" in life?
Mo Huaiyuan would never know how much Anran hoped to be close to him at that time.
——She always lay on the windowsill, hid behind a big tree and watched him run around the entire quiet lake for 10,000 meters, and saw the scars that could not be hidden on his forehead and neck when he came out after taking a shower. That was the wound he was hit when he fought that year and tried his best to protect her.
Does he still remember?
Will he protect her like that in the future?
An Ran herself didn't know that. Ai Meng looked up at him all the time and longed for his protection, but when she saw him smiling like the wind, she also met a bright and sweet smile. The picture was so beautiful, but she was so afraid that she would not be able to walk into his heart.
Mo Huaiyuan's sudden change in character was not because of anything else, but because he left home. After leaving her, as a man, he would no longer be as gloomy as he was in his youth. He should become strong himself, and he would be indestructible in his future even if he was alone.
Some people say that people born from orphans generally have no sense of belonging, insecure, and no sense of responsibility to anyone.
And Mo Huaiyuan felt that it shouldn't be like that.
If no one takes him in the world, he will stand up as a big tree.
...
At the age of 24, a girl appeared.
That was Mo Huaiyuan's second year since he officially entered the Light and Shadow Team.
As the task was heavy, countless girls inside and outside the Light and Shadow Team noticed him and even pursued him. Mo Huaiyuan was like this at that time. When performing the task, he was resolute and strict, polite and humble in private, but his smile only reached his eyes and could not reach his heart.
Too many girls are defeated.
Except for her.
Ren Keyuan is also a soldier and the most beautiful military flower. She has always insisted on waiting for him to take him back to the dormitory every day after training, and sending him things in front of the entire company.
That night, when she walked downstairs with him to the dormitory, she stood on tiptoe, climbed his shoulder and kissed his lips.
Mo Huaiyuan looked up at her.
"If you don't respond, I'll kiss you all night.
tang” she said with a blushing face.
Mo Huaiyuan laughed softly.
After a moment, seeing that she was really not stopping, she put one arm around her waist and kissed her back.
Ren Keyuan just felt dizzy.
——No reason, Mo Huaiyuan just thinks that life is a line, and love seems to be time.
Ren Keyuan could also feel that Mo Huaiyuan was just forced to a certain extent by her. The next day, she pulled his hand in front of the entire company and said, "You have kissed me, am I not your girlfriend yet?"
Mo Huaiyuan leaned on the mattress and raised his eyebrows to look at her. As the cheers of the whole company, he smiled faintly.
Ren Keyuan couldn't understand the meaning of the smile - is it "whatever" or "good"?
Anyway, she started to fall in love. She and Mo Huaiyuan.
When I first found An Zhanyu’s house, An Ran opened the door.
An Ran was wearing a white dress and stared at the beautiful woman blankly and asked, "Who are you looking for?"
"I'm looking for Huaiyuan, is he here?" Ren Keyuan asked with a sweet smile.
An Ran's heart skipped a beat!" It was the first time someone was in front of her, calling Mo Huaiyuan so intimately.
Nodded and opened the door: "Come in, come in."
Mo Huaiyuan was still neither salty nor light in her arrival. In her deep eyes, there was no intention of blaming her for coming to the door suddenly without saying hello, nor did he feel embarrassed that she was not entertaining her at her own home.
An Zhanyu was very enthusiastic and kept asking about Ren Keyuan's family situation. Her family background was innocent and even a bit prominent, and she looked like a lady from a family.
An Ran's little face was pale, and he poked the rice in the bowl, as if he was sitting on pins and needles.
That day, Mo Huaiyuan gently pushed Ren Keyuan's waist at the entrance of the stairs, let go of her lips that were constantly kissing, staring at her from a high point, and confronted her with a deep voice: "I want to tell you first that I have never been in a relationship, and I may not be sure about what it feels like, or even whether I love or not. In this way, do you want it??"
Ren Keyuan was stunned for a moment, and then, after a long time, he hugged his waist and pressed it tightly against his chest, and said hoarsely: "I want it."
It was then that she realized that Mo Huaiyuan's parents were completely lost and she was living under someone else's roof. While her motherhood was flooding, she heard him so responsibly advise her to think clearly first and give her room to refuse and let go, and her psychological defense suddenly collapsed.
"That girl, is your sister?" She thought of An Ran and suddenly felt something was wrong.
After hearing this, Mo Huaiyuan's face changed slightly.
"She is Anran. She is still young." He said in a deep voice. There was a natural protection in his tone.
Ren Keyuan couldn't understand why the complexity and depth in his eyes were.
That time, An Ran listened to the song upstairs for an afternoon, and when she ran down, she ran into the man and woman at the entrance of the stairs. The first time she saw Mo Huaiyuan kissing a woman, she was deeply and entangled, and the undercurrent surging between the exclusive couple was intense.
She stepped back step by step and the CD machine fell to the ground.
Mo Huaiyuan woke up in shock, let go of Ren Keyuan, and looked at her, with a complex look that had never been seen before.
From the purity of a boy to the wildness of an adult, this process was difficult to adapt. At that time, he just felt a little embarrassed to run into her.
She smiled with her pale little face and said, "I'm sorry, you guys continue!"
Run away.
After leaving the house, he ran all the way to the farthest position from home where he ran along Qingshui Lake, crossed the railing and stepped on the reef, and plunged into the lake!!
That's just the beginning.
The love that was not pointed out when I was young, never revealed, became a period of undercurrent.
After that, I had to slowly adapt.
Wake up slowly.
Since it is love, it will become deeper and more intense, and the fire will become bigger and bigger, and it will be difficult to end.
However, when he couldn't help it in the end, Mo Huaiyuan stopped in time, grabbed her hand that had already touched her clothes, and asked in a low voice: "Keyuan, is this your first time?"
Ren Keyuan slowly stopped, looked at him, and then lowered her head with a pale face.
Her reaction clearly told him, no.
At first, Ren Keyuan really felt that this was something he cared about when the couple loved each other until they were so strong, but after just a moment, she immediately understood as if she was electrocuted. She suddenly raised her head and asked him in a hoarse voice: "You...you don't want me to be the first time, right?"
Mo Huaiyuan's deep eyes seemed to her assumption, and while she was shocked and heartbroken,
Mo Huaiyuan had calmly returned to normal, patted her head and said, "... Forget it."
She doesn't want to forget it!!
Tear her shirt and she snuggled in.
At that time, his ability to deal with such things was not that strong.
After a few faint consolations, she still stirred up a fire.
For a moment, out of control.
This is what Ren Keyuan wants, she loves him.
When she woke up, Mo Huaiyuan woke up earlier than her. She first asked her physical condition, whether she felt uncomfortable, and whether she was unhappy or regretful. Ren Keyuan was flattered and covered her quilt and answered one by one.
To be continued...