.The house was pitch black. When I took out the key and opened the door, I almost thought I had gone to the wrong place.

Then he thought, did Wang Qian return to her own house in Hexi?

Although I was thinking, the lights were turned on in my hand.

After the room lights up, I saw that Wang Qian was sitting on the sofa and her eyes were covered by the light that had just been lit up.

"Why don't you turn on the light?" I threw the key in my hand on the table and asked casually.

Wang Qian didn't answer me, but just raised her head and looked at my face. She looked very seriously, as if something was on my face.

"What's wrong?" I touched my face a little unconfidently. There was nothing on it. "Is there anything dirty on my face?"

Wang Qian shook her head, "No, but Shi Lei, I think I'm about to know you."

I understood, and understood what Wang Qian wanted to say to me.

Walking to Wang Qian, I slowly sat down and reached out to touch her hair, "Wouldn't we say this? I just came back from Shandong and went straight to Shanghai. Old Wu and Lei taught me a good lesson. When I returned from Shanghai to Nanjing, I was educated by a monk again... I was really tired and didn't want to say this anymore. Should we go to have a meal first?"

My voice is very low, but my pronunciation is quite clear. I believe Wang Qian can hear all my words clearly without any word.

However, after hearing this, Wang Qian's face was full of confusion, as if she couldn't understand what I was saying at all. Looking at her face, I didn't know what else I could say, so I had to continue to stroke her hair and pull her body into my arms. However, Wang Qian did not lean on me obediently, but instead used force on her shoulders to maintain the distance between us at about half a foot.

"What's wrong? Haven't you always ignored my business?"

Wang Qian shook her head, and I saw something crystal clear in her eyes. "That's because I think you have always been rational and you have always been very sensible. I thought it would be enough for you to give them a little punishment, so that they understand that deception and humiliation all have to pay. That would be enough... But, now... Shi Lei, do you know? There is only one word that can describe your current state..."

Actually, I had already thought of what the word Wang Qian was going to say, but I still asked, "What word?"

"I'm so sad... I'm sick... crazy..." Wang Qian said word by word.

Although this word came to my mind, I was still a little surprised when I spit it out of Wang Qian's mouth.

It's like standing on the side of the court to watch the ball. Although you are ready to be hit by the ball at any time, you will still be surprised when you are hit by the ball. For such unexpected feelings, we usually call it "lucky mentality".

"Why do you say that?"

"Stop at the right time... Shi Lei, don't you really know what it means to stop at the right time?"

I smiled coldly, "When they deceived me, why didn't they think that it would be enough? I didn't complain about Li Xiaoyu breaking up with me. After all, everyone has the power to pursue the life they like. She doesn't want to live with me that kind of life of fresh tea and fresh water. I really don't blame her. But she has no reason to make up some lies. Is it to seek balance in her heart? Then, who will give me my balance?"

"Okay..." Seeing that I was a little excited, Wang Qian calmed down instead, and she sat upright and asked me.

"Okay, even if Li Xiaoyu's deception embarrasses you, I ask you, why are you trying to take revenge on Xu Hao? That fat man didn't lie to you, right?"

"I disdain his character. I want him to understand that the things he relies on are not worth mentioning when he meets a strong enough opponent."

"Okay, even so, Xu Hao already knew. When he sold his game company to you as a whole, he already knew, why did you continue?"

"Haha, it's not enough to hit someone once. If he really understands that his reliance is nothing, he should be honest in keeping with everything his family gives him and living his life, rather than entering an industry that he is unable to control. It can be said that Xu Hao is simply responsible for his own fault." I don't know why. As soon as I talk about these things, my mind, which had just begun to wake up, became impulsive again.

"Okay, I can't do anything if you insist on saying this..." Wang Qian seemed helpless. She spread her hands, "Then I'll ask you again. Now, Xu Hao is completely discouraged. In order to get back more things, he has completely betrayed Li Xiaoyu and Li Xiaoyu's whole family. Why are you still unwilling to stop?"

"Because Li Xiaoyu hasn't learned a lesson yet! Do you know? When I was in Shandong, I really planned to let Xu Hao get a lesson, so I let it go. However, Li Xiaoyu, she, could stand proudly in front of me, pointing at my nose and say to me, saying that I still love her... It's ridiculous. This woman's sense of superiority has exceeded the imagination of people on earth. Since that's the case, I want her to know that I have no longer loved her. In my heart, she is not even an ant!"

Wang Qian suddenly laughed, "Hahahaha, if you really don't have any feelings for her, why can she still provoke your anger so easily? Shi Lei, when he really has no feelings for a person, he should not be angry with any of her behavior at all. But look at you now, you are like a crazy leopard, you have completely lost control!"

I was stunned by Wang Qian's words. Yes, don't I have no feelings for Li Xiaoyu at all? So why am I so excited because of her words?

"But I believe you, I believe what you said, you have no feelings for Li Xiaoyu for a long time. So, I can only regret to tell you an answer, that is, what you said, the so-called plan to let go when you were in Shandong is simply deceiving yourself. You have never thought of stopping. What you think is to let Li Xiaoyu and Xu Hao's family be destroyed. You just want to see them trampled under your feet and breathe. Because you are already perverted, you think you are a strong man now, and no one can defeat you, so any provocation and dissatisfaction will cause you to be angry. So who will be next? Young Master Bai? OK. After Young Master Bai is dealt with by you? Who will be the next target? Is it an obstacle in the family? Wu Feng? Or Zhao Xuanlong? Or someone else? When no one in the family interferes with you? Will the final target be me?"

Wang Qian's words shocked me and made me feel a little more awake from my anger. My tone became softer again, "Silly girl, why do you think so? I have never coveted the status of the so-called family heir. Others don't know about this, don't you still know?"

Wang Qian shook her head gently. "Two months ago, I believed it, but now, I don't believe it..."

I was completely shocked. What made Wang Qian start to disbelief me?

"Why?"

"Because, I saw a ferocious and infinitely expanding Shi Lei. He was not the man I always loved deeply. He had changed, became unreasonable and became crazy... Shi Lei. Whether you admit it or not, if you continue like this, you will definitely become a devil." Wang Qian was always very calm. Even the words she scolded me were calm, as if she was chatting with me, and she could not see any excitement on her face.

I was silent, I was confused...

I forgot that Wang Qian is a smart woman no less than me, but she will never reveal her intelligence in front of me because there is no need. However, when I have become no longer smart and start to be confused, her intelligence and wisdom will no longer be silent, but will emerge.

"You really look at me like this?" I was very depressed, even a little sad.

When I was in Shanghai, in front of Mr. Wu and Mr. Lei.

I still dare to say confidently that even if the people in the world don’t understand me, there is Wang Qian, and she will always understand me. But what is the truth? Wang Qian also stood on the side of most people. They all think I am perverted and I feel that I am unreasonable...

Have I really become a narrow and indescribable person?

As Wang Qian said, am I talking with the mentality of a strong man? Do I really feel that I am arrogant and intend to despise all this? Am I really complacent about trampling everyone under my feet?

If someone else said this to me, I would sneer and walk away with a sneer.

However, these are what Wang Qian said, the woman I love the most, and the woman I believe in and love the most. Even she said this, I really don’t know who can understand me, and I can understand that this is not the case in my heart...

I was very depressed, and my body naturally fell to the back of the sofa. I closed my eyes, and I looked like a revolving lantern. From the night of breaking up three years ago to today, everything is vivid in my mind, like a movie scene, just like a movie. The difference is that there is no sound, no sound at all, as if it is a silent film, everyone is not talking, they are just opening their mouths...

I saw those extremely familiar faces, I saw those concerned eyes, I saw those people around me, those who care about me, those who hate me, and those who do not care about themselves, but at this moment, their faces were all wearing the same smile... It was a kind of ridicule, a cold irony, as if at this moment, they were all standing on the same standpoint, looking at me who was transforming coldly. I needed a mirror, and I wanted to see what I had become...

Could it be a monster with all the hair and beards?

Just as I was getting more and more desperate, a sound suddenly rang in my ears, which was a familiar melody, "You said you live next door to heaven... I think there is only your body there... You said you don't want people to touch your past... All I want is your body... I want to have you..."

This is the voice of a girl, very familiar, but I can't grasp it.

In any case, I have to thank this sound. She heard the faint sound when I could hardly find any sound, and it was this melody that gradually brought me back from the edge of a cliff.

I gradually heard other sounds around me, including the whistle of cars, the sound of planes taking off and landing, the lines of "The Talented Emperor", and the cheerful and unscheming whistle of Old Peter...

I gradually walked back, and then I remembered that it was Feifei's voice? Isn't that the sound of Feifei playing the guitar, plucking the strings seriously, and singing "Next to Heaven" in a low voice?

Ah, Feifei, Feifei, where are you?

Involuntarily, I began to sing in a low voice with Feifei in my fantasy. It seemed that Feifei was wearing very bohemian clothes in front of me, sitting on the grass in front of the gymnasium, holding a guitar, playing and singing. Finally, she raised her head and shouted briskly, "Uncle!"

"You said you live next door to heaven...I think there is only your body there...You said you don't want people to touch your past... All I want is your body...I want to have you..."

When I finally sang the sound, Wang Qian turned her body, looked at me, and looked at me silently. She stretched out her hand, held me in her arms, and put my head on her warm chest. I smelled the fragrance of Wang Qian's body. The unique fragrance, my consciousness, and everything about me began to gradually return to my body...

I began to become sober!

"Shi Lei, now, I want to give you two choices. First, we will separate, you can do whatever you want. If you can restore to the Shi Lei in the past, I will come back... Second, you will let go now, don't care about anything, don't worry about anything. Let's leave here, let's leave together, go anywhere, and we will come back. When you return to your previous state, we will come back. We don't want any reputation, status, money, and power. I just want Shi Lei, who is clear in my eyes at any time..."

Wang Qian said quietly, and I raised my head and looked into Wang Qian's eyes.

I suddenly found that there was a spring flowing in Wang Qian's eyes. I finally knew what was happening when Wang Qian saw me for the first time. I thought, my eyes must be turbid now, and the so-called clearness in the past has long disappeared.

"Are my eyes very turbid?" I asked Wang Qian.

Wang Qian nodded, "Yes..."

"Let's leave, I don't want to stay in this ghost place anymore. Maybe, soon, I will return to the same me as before!"

Wang Qian nodded vigorously, and the spring water in her eyes finally broke out suddenly, and impulsively poured out, wetting my face. I felt that Wang Qian's tears were hot and had a boiling temperature.

Without telling anyone, or even saying hello to anyone, Wang Qian and I quietly packed up a few clothes, applied for a visa, and headed straight to the airport.

Our destination is Vancouver, Canada.

"Do you know? I always wanted to go to Vancouver. A few years ago, I watched a TV series, "Farewell, Vancouver". Seeing the snow there and the clean streets there, I thought, if one day I could stand on the streets of Vancouver with my beloved, how happy it would be." On the plane, Wang Qian snuggled in my arms, looked up at me and said.

I smiled faintly, as if I had regained some of my former wisdom and calmness, and hugged Wang Qian tightly, "But it's summer now, and there's no snow in Vancouver."

"But there are still clean streets and people living there, right?" Wang Qian's eyes flashed, and her long eyelashes flew up and down, making me unable to help but lower my head and kiss her eyes.

I suddenly stood up, took Wang Qian's bag, and flipped it hard.

"What are you doing?" Wang Qian asked me.

I didn't say anything, and finally found what I wanted. Then, I took out the same thing from my pocket, one in one hand, and walked towards the hatch door.

The stewardess at the door stopped me, "Sorry, sir, the plane is about to take off in a few minutes. Don't leave your seat?"

I smiled faintly at the stewardess who was about the same height as me, "One minute is enough..." As I said that, I walked over her body and walked persistently to the door of the cabin.

The gangway for boarding is slowly leaving and the hatch door is about to close.

I threw the two things in my hand to the staff on the gangway, "I'll give it to you!" I shouted loudly, and my two cell phones flew towards the staff member.

After throwing it away, I returned to my seat and waited for Wang Qian's questioning.

However, Wang Qian seemed to have a close relationship with me and didn't ask me at all, as if I had just gone to the bathroom just now.

The plane took off, we untied our seat belts, and I hugged Wang Qian and asked her, "Why don't you ask me why I threw away my phone?"

Wang Qian shook her head and smiled relaxedly, "It is right to throw it away. We have to leave, so we can't bring something that allows them to find us."

I smiled, my eyes drifting out the window of the plane...
Chapter completed!