[310] Adoptive mother and adopted son
Seeing Yun Nianyi, Dr. Leng forgot that there was a Kunshen under the table.
This is the first time she has seen Yun Nianyi in such a mess.
The strong woman, who was regarded as idols by countless independent young women, wore sunglasses when she walked in. After closing the door, Yun Nianyi, who took off the sunglasses, exposed everything. Her eyes were covered with blood, which was obviously lack of sleep. Her expression was very haggard and heartbreaking. The feeling that she gave people was exhausted.
"Doctor Leng, I can't live such a life anymore, I feel like I'm going crazy..."
Yun Nianyi looked extremely painful, and she asked Dr. Leng for help as soon as she entered the door.
In fact, Yun Nianyi has been here for treatment several times. In the past few times, she still maintained the demeanor of a strong woman and concealed it very well. She just asked Dr. Leng some questions indirectly. Today, this strong woman seems to have a collapse in her psychological defense line, and it is very different from before when she comes in.
Be calm and always be so calm when facing patients: "Ms. Yun, you know, I am a psychiatrist, and I treat heart disease. The old saying goes, heart disease requires heart medicine. If you don't open your heart, it will be difficult for me to prescribe the right medicine."
In order to relax everything, she said: "In fact, the history of many business tycoons' success is a history of blood and tears. In the process of starting a business, you will inevitably encounter some unbearable things. Don't have too much psychological burden. There will always be solutions to things."
"No, it's not a job, it's my son... No, my adopted son..." Yun Nianyi grabbed the corner of her clothes like a little girl who made a mistake and said uneasy: "I said, I'll tell you everything, I hope you must keep it a secret for me."
Dr. Leng: "Please sit down and relax first."
Yun Nianyi seemed to have found a sofa next to her, and sat down with some anxiety, saying tremblingly: "Twenty-three years ago, not twenty-two years ago, not twenty-two years ago, I had just achieved success in my career and planned to adopt a child... At that time, I planned to adopt a girl, and I found several orphanages, but I couldn't find a suitable one..."
Dr. Leng: "Don't worry, drink a glass of water first and talk slowly."
Yun Nianyi drank water to moisten her throat, and her tone was no longer so anxious: "Later, I was doing a charity event in an orphanage and accidentally saw a little boy lying on the window in a daze. For some reason, I felt that I was destined to be with this child. Originally, I planned to adopt a girl, but in the end I adopted this little boy..."
"His biological parents died in a tsunami in Huludao. After several twists and turns, he was sent to an orphanage in City C. That year, he was only five years old, with a loner and unsociable personality, and he lay on the window in a daze every day. He always believed that his biological mother would come back to find him and not talk to anyone... He only said the first thing to me two years after I adopted him."
Yun Nianyi gradually became immersed in the past, and her body was filled with a holy maternal glory, and her tone was as gentle as a kind mother: "In the first two years, he was apart from staring in front of the window and playing electric games. Even people like me who rarely come into contact with games could feel his unique game talent. I brought him a lot of puzzle game discs from abroad, and he would definitely pass the level if not more than three days. Moreover, he reached the highest score in the instruction manual every time..."
"I consulted many child psychology experts and thought of many ways to tell him the story of the Pig Killing Killing, and tell him how Pig Killing Killing defeated all difficulties with an optimistic spirit. At the beginning, this method was very effective, he became more and more optimistic and his personality became lively. But later he..."
Speaking of this, Yun Nianyi showed a hint of sadness: "I don't know if it's the extreme of things that will turn the opposite or why. Later, he became a little optimistic and too outgoing. The child was very precocious. He regarded the pig-killing knife as an idol. Before he learned the pig-killing knife, he first admired the pig-killing knife's private life... When he was in the third grade of elementary school, he wrote an essay called "My Ideals"... The next day, my Chinese teacher invited me to the office and read his composition. In that article, the meaning was probably that when he grew up, he would have sex with many beauties like a pig-killing knife..."
"Third grade in elementary school?" Dr. Leng interrupted and said lightly: "This is indeed a little too precocious, but it is commendable that he dares to write down what he thinks in his heart."
"Yes, he has always been brave." Yun Nianyi sighed lightly and continued: "That was the first time I criticized him severely. Since then, I ignored the experts' suggestions and educated him in my own way. I think the child is mine, and there is no need for outsiders to point fingers... At that time, he was young and did not show any abnormality. It was not until after he was fourteen years old and entered the rebellious period that I realized that he was getting different."
"When he was fifteen years old, he had his first love, and his girlfriend was named Susu. At that time, I happened to be doing business abroad for a long time. I was impressed by Western ideas, so I didn't stop him. I just suggested that he treat Susu well and not do things that make the two regret for life. Susu is the most beautiful girl in their school. It took him only a few days to make the little girl fall in love with him. For a while, I was quite proud of him, thinking that my son is really amazing..."
"Half a year later, he brought Susu to his house for the first time for a meal. That day, my thoughts changed. When I saw Susu, I suddenly felt very disappointed and realized that he would never belong to me again. He belonged to Susu, and maybe he would belong to other girls in the future and would be farther and farther away from me..."
Dr. Leng: "This is normal, you don't have to blame yourself. When your child grows up, he will always leave his parents' arms."
"No, it's not normal." Yun Nianyi's face had just soothed, and then she became painful again: "I thought so at first, but later I found that my feelings for him were not limited to the relationship between mother and son. During the ten years of ten years with him, I educated him in my own way, making him more and more like the person in my mind, the perfect man in my ideal... I even thought that if I was as old as Susu, I might fall in love with him at all costs... It was this sinful thought that made me make an irreversible mistake..."
Dr. Leng was silent. This kind of case of foster mother falling in love with her adopted son is rare.
"In the past, I spent every year with him on his birthday, but a month before his sixteenth birthday, he asked to go outside to celebrate his birthday with his friends. In fact, this is normal. Many children at this age do not want to celebrate their birthdays with their parents. But I..." Yun Nianyi said, in great pain: "I made an irreparable mistake..."
Chapter completed!