Section 12 The Power of the Original Clan of the Soul (2)

Bu Jingxian heard from Mrs. Li that the power of the Soul Original Clan after twenty is impossible to awaken again. This year he is nineteen and cannot wait for natural awakening like this. The unique power of the Soul Original Clan is irreplaceable to his ideals. He is well aware of the major defects of the Soul Original Clan and feels that the power of awakening the Soul Original Clan is of great effect. If he can soar in the sky like Mrs. Li, he will no longer need light skills, and the defects of the Soul Original Clan will no longer exist.

"That's what it means."

"All right."

At first, Mrs. Li took Bu Jingxian a hundred feet high and let go. She fell rapidly and was frightened involuntarily. She was unable to relieve all the distractions as Mrs. Li said. Although she could do it during the second attempt, she failed to awaken her strength as she wanted. Fortunately, Mrs. Li caught it in time and did not fall to death.

The third time he brought him higher.

Such attempts over and over again have never awakened the power of the original clan.

Mrs. Li was so tired that she was out of breath. Bu Jingxian had already discovered that Mrs. Li did not have a profound martial arts cultivation, so she couldn't help but feel guilty. However, this matter was too important to him and could not give up.

When he was taken hundreds of feet high by Mrs. Li again, Bu Jingxian said: "This time, please do not save me."

"This is the gambler's idea, and it's hard for me to approve."

"It's not a gambling, Mrs. Li said that when she jumped over the cliff, she put aside her thoughts of life and death, and thought she would definitely die. However, she did not miss life at that time, but instead she felt a sense of relief and yearned for freedom with death. I think she knew that Mrs. Li would be able to save her, she would definitely not have that mood."

Although Bu Jingxian's answer was serious, Mrs. Li still found it difficult to recognize her.

"The situation is different. At that time, I was forced to marry, and I had hated being restricted since I was a child and had no self-destruction. Of course, that jump could feel that death could bring liberation and could break free from all constraints."

"I believe I can understand it. For me, the concept of soul is a responsibility and a heavy burden. I have tried so many times and I have been able to tell myself that if I fall to death, I don't have to bear this heavy responsibility anymore and face life without physically and mentally exhausted. What I owe is the fact that I can die, so please help from Mrs. Li."

Bu Jingxian is not lying. Through repeated attempts, he slowly let himself forget the beauty behind the responsibility, and only think about the burden that this responsibility has caused him from small to large. Those loads and pains are becoming more and more enlarged under this thought, until people can develop a strong desire to hate survival and seek liberation through death.

As the saying goes, life and death are in a thought. One thought goes to life and one thought goes to life, one thought goes to death and one thought goes to death.

"At a young age, he has experienced great changes, is responsible, and has no right to have his own ideals and pursuits. At such an age, he does not yearn for the things of love, flowers, snow and moon like ordinary people. He has become the North Lord who enjoys all his glory and wealth, but he has no happiness. Thousands of people kneel down and shout cannot make you feel successful, and thousands of beautiful things cannot keep your eyes. Only the restraint and self-discipline of ideals and responsibilities, the companionship of a beautiful wife like a flower, and the freedom to fall asleep in the heart. People say that the concept of soul is for freedom, but you have no freedom to realize the concept of soul."

Mrs. Li said these words clearly, continuing to shatter his attachment to life.

"What a pitiful child... What a stunning woman Zheng Linran is. How long did you desire to show your true self to capture her heart? How many times did you imagine the happiness of joining hands with her for life? You have been bullied for many years in Beiling Mountain. How many times did you have countless strategies to deal with those hateful classmates, but you can't do it. You would rather suppress and endure being a coward who can bully others. Everything is for the responsibility of the concept of the soul. It's really pitiful to live like this. I was not as pitiful as you when I was young... To be honest, I think it's better if a person lives like this, he might as well be free from death and endure it all. Even out of pity, I think it's better for you to fall to death."

Mrs. Li suddenly let go.

Bu Jingxian fell rapidly from a height of thousands of feet.

At this moment, he only had the words of Mrs. Li, the tiredness of the heavy burden of life that had been hidden and suppressed in the past. There was only the whistling wind in his ears, and the sky that was constantly changing farther in his eyes. How long he yearned for the freedom of the soul and the freedom to fly in the sky and earth, without fighting, only the freedom to calm down.

Mrs. Li looked at the figure who fell and became smaller quickly and closed her eyes gently.

"I don't want to know the result of this as the will of the soul should be realized, and whether the child should be liberated."

When Mrs. Li opened her eyes again, she spread her wings and flew to the top of the mountain, picked up her luggage that had been prepared early, and flew away without looking back. She used a illusion to confuse Bu Jingxian, which also affected her own mind. Only in this way can she act at this moment, and she did not want to see the fire of hope extinguished from the soul and will, nor would she see the child continue to walk alone with a heavy burden on her back.

The farther the sky, the closer the earth is.

Bu Jingxian saw Mrs. Li's departure, flipped and saw the danger getting closer and closer to the earth. However, he did not feel any sign of a miracle. This time, he would not have a savior. He felt very tired and didn't want to think about anything anymore. When he slowly closed his eyes, the last thought in his heart was just:

"If the soul will has not chosen me, then...just like this..."

A round blue bead rolled on the table, emitting a quiet light.

Bai Ling held her chin with one hand and looked at the rolling beads on the table in a daze. When she stopped, she stretched out her fingers and the beads began to rotate at high speed again.

When she returned to Chudu, Chu Gaoge came and heard the news and led a group of experts to greet him.

At the reception banquet, he promised to fund a large amount of money to build the White House, and to the death of her mother Bai Ling, he promised to handle the funeral with an official ceremony.

The villa of the White House has been put into construction at this moment. Chu Gaoge has led many noble officials to worship the White House and worshipped her as her teacher. Now she is one of the Wuzong sects who is fully supported by the Crown Prince of Chu. Her reputation spread throughout the Chu State and her identity has become noble. She has more than 300 apprentices, and many people come to seek her teacher every day.

She knew that Chu Gaoge was like this, because she knew that her skills were unusual, and because she was afraid that Bai Ling's death would make her feel resentful, she treated her more generously. To put it bluntly, it was the death of her mother.

This blue bead is priceless for experts in internal skills and is hard to come by. It is also a gift from Chu Gaoge.

But none of this made Bai Ling happy. She would rather her mother not die. She hated Chu Gaoge. But she could not ignore her mother's wishes. She knew that if her mother knew that death could bring all this, she would think that death was worth it. Rebuilding the White House was more important than everything. Bai Ling rarely laughed because she rarely felt happy.

She likes home, but never knows the feeling of home. She was taken around by Bai Ling since she was a child in order to find noble people who could help them rebuild the White House. She likes to practice martial arts, but she is not interested in the title of the world's number one master, and she doesn't like to bully others with her own abilities.
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