Section 2
Why are you confused?
Because there is no hope.
In the past, you asked me about this question, but now I asked you about this question.
You? Me? You are me, I am you. You are always asking yourself.
Different, I used to be fragile, but you are firm, but now you are fragile, but I am firm. If you are me, why would our will be so contrasting?
Maybe hesitation, but not confused. You kicked me all the hesitation and unreleased feelings. You must force yourself to distinguish between you and me to prove that you are firm. Only in this way can you feel that you can lead and let me fall asleep. But in fact, you are me, I am you, you have never fallen asleep, and I have never led.
I deny that it is because you are too fragile. It’s just that you die by the law. It’s good if the woman dies. I want to kill her. Those who mess up my heart must get rid of it. If you want to live well, you can’t lose yourself. If you die, I won’t be sad, you are fragile.
You say relaxed words and make easy judgments to the empty memories. It’s not that you are really not sad, but that you have never experienced the feelings in memory clips.
You are making excuses.
So what about Rou Kexi's death? Can you have no ripples in your heart?
There was silence, and there was no sound of quarrel in the sacred mind.
Are you really me, and I really are you?
That's what it was originally.
But that's not what I do.
That was before Rou Kexi died. From the moment she died, you had lost yourself, but you were unwilling to admit it.
You are talking nonsense, I have never lost myself, I don’t love Rou Kexi, I never hate Yini, I don’t love or hate, how can I lose myself?
What is love?
...I don't know, I have never loved and hated me, how could I know?
Then how do you know that you don’t love Roukexi?
Because I have not been desperate for her, I am sad because I like her, just because I am used to her existence, it has nothing to do with love.
Only when you just want to eat anything will you mean you are hungry?
...This is impossible. I don’t love her. Uncle said, don’t love or hate her. I always remember and do the same.
Why did cruelty die in the end because of love?
I don't know, that's my uncle's own business.
But I know that you can control your own behavior, but you cannot control the emergence of feelings. You just keep avoiding the concepts of love and hate, and you are not really able to control your own emotions.
...You shouldn't say this, you should only say why don't you practice qigong.
I should, because I am you. It turns out that I have understood what emotion is, because I can feel it, because you can, and I am you. But I have only understood it recently.
It's still wrong, I wouldn't have been tied to myself by these things before.
Because you have been immersed in self-righteousness before, you have always believed that you have no emotions. Until Rou Kexi dies, you can no longer be immersed in self-righteousness, because your feelings reject your self-righteous persistence.
...I don't admit it.
Then do you still dare to sneer at these contemptuous sneers?
...
You can no longer laugh.
You are really me? I am really you? Then why are we now quarreling with you and me?
...This time, another person fell into silence that had never been silent.
After a long time, he spoke silently.
Because we have been escaping, and now I have no external sustenance, I think I can only start over. Should we all stop escaping? Let’s re-experience and experience all the past feelings that you and I admit and deny. We shouldn’t have been so strongly apart from each other. Are you right?
...This is the only time you have asked me to admit without thinking. Whether you are me or I am you, in the process, we have adjusted our feelings. If we really make the same choice and get the same experience, we can explain everything. Whether we are escaping and we will figure out whether we can't deny it.
Flying memory clips are vividly felt in my mind, happy, sad, indifferent, and constantly flying through the rebellious mind...
...
Can Ren is sleeping. This is the first time Zhen Shang saw Can Ren sleeping. Zhen Shang felt that Can Ren was really strange in his sleep. She was obviously sleeping, but she could laugh and cry, and her expression changed rapidly, like a face change, extremely strange.
Can Ren slept for a long time, Can Ren slept on Zhen Shang's legs because the two were on the raft, and there were no beds or pillows. When they came, Can Ren made Zhen Shang fall asleep like this. Now, Zhen Shang has also been energetic and let Can Ren sleep soundly.
Canren talks in his sleep, but his sleep is very monotonous. Because of his boredom, Zhen Shang began to count the times that Canren talked about. Fengliu, 1,875 times; Lan Fengchen, 1,121 times; Roukexi, 1,963 times; According to the law, 1,963 times; Qianru, 386 times; Yini, 1,657 times, but this is an exception, a gritting teeth.
...
Do you still want to kill Ru?
No, you are really me, and I am really you. We are indeed escaping.
so……
So, there is no you and me, only me.
Yes, it's just me.
What is forgetting?
It's definitely not amnesia.
There are still many missing.
Yes, but you will find it and figure it out. Forgetting should never deny or avoid it should be a kind of cognition, but it is not enough to understand this cognition.
But I will find it in the end, I will.
Yes, I will.
...
Can Ren woke up and felt his whole body wet, and then he felt the soft warmth. Zhen Shang was embarrassed to smile at Can Ren who woke up. Can Ren then realized that he was lying on Zhen Shang's thighs, and their clothes were soaked in the sea.
"Thank you, you rest, I've had enough sleep."
Canren said, leaving Zhen Shang's thigh, Zhen Shang calmed down his embarrassment and asked with concern, "Do you think it's better?" Canren smiled and said softly, "I'm fine. You can rest." Zhen Shang didn't move, so why did Zhen Shang feel embarrassed to use Canren's legs as a pillow at this time?
Although I have done this too many times and have become a habit, my feelings are very different at this time. Can Ren didn't think much about it, looked at the sea and sky in the distance with a confused look, and pulled Zhen Shang closer. Zhen Shang lay down, pillowing Can Ren's legs, and closing his words tightly. It took him a long time to fall asleep.
The Legend of Justice Sword, which raised his hand lightly and lost its powerful power, was so eye-catching that the sword body was two grooves like tears.
"I thought of a new name for it, just call it Tears." Canren murmured to himself.
Chapter completed!