Chen Mu opened this diary and it was very thick and the cover was brown.

Chen Mu remembered that this was a birthday gift my father gave her on the first year of junior high school.

A little tangled.

After all, the diary is someone else’s privacy. Can you really read it yourself?

But the crisis is serious now. If Concubine Chen doesn't come back tonight, something really will happen.

At this time, don’t be pedantic. Chen Mu quickly browsed it. There were some daily life in front, which was of no use.

As he looked at it, Chen Mu slowed down because the following content moved Chen Mu too much.

"Today, my father went to Germany for medical treatment, and Chen Mu and I were the only ones at home. He has changed recently and has become hard-working. Every day, he does nothing except writing questions and reading books. He doesn't go to basketball or playing. He works so hard."

...

"Chen Mu took the first place in the grade this month. He is really a genius. He has improved by more than 100 points in a month. No one believes that he can, I believe it."

...

"Chen Mu has been admitted to high school and is the third in the city. Work hard will really pay off. His parents are also very happy and said he is sensible."

...

"I'm going to take the high school entrance exam today. In the exam room, I remembered a question. I couldn't get the first place in the grade, nor did I get the first place in the city. The highest is only the top 50, and I can't get the bonus.

I won’t give me tuition exemptions in high school, and I won’t have bonuses in college. Maybe, there are better choices besides going to college. Maybe, if I get a little worse in the exam and slowly regress, my parents won’t let me go to college.

Let the annoying Chen Mu go to the university. After all, I have already owed a huge sum of 500,000 yuan. Two people in college may be asking those annoying relatives to borrow money. It looks so painful, I refuse to bow to my uncle. I hate them."

...

"The high school entrance examination results are out, just like Chen Mu's admission line is high, and the grades need to slowly decline. When I graduate from high school, I will go to work, find a food and accommodation, and send all the money back. Let Chen Mu go to college. He is a genius and needs to study for a graduate and a doctorate. When he graduates, his family will be able to live a good life."

...

Chen Mu read this monologue and his nose was a little sour. Chen Yifei actually deliberately took the exam to get the wrong exam. She obviously knows it. She can clearly enter the key class and ranks among the top ones.

Chen Mu never thought of this, never thought of the financial pressure of both of them going to college, never thought of the fact that Chen Yifei actually chose to give up and give him the opportunity.

Holding back the tears and then looking down.

"My deskmate Lele said that her sister is a game anchor and she made a lot of money. She sent her a fruit mobile phone and tablet, which was a bit envious.

I asked Lele, what does this game anchor do and how can he make money?

Lele said that the game anchor just opens the camera to play games live. Her sister is beautiful and there are thousands of people watching it every day. She will send rockets if she is happy. One is 500 yuan per person, and her sister can get more than 200 yuan.

Lele said, you are much better-looking than my sister. If you become an anchor, you will definitely make more money than her sister.

I didn't believe it, but I didn't refute it."

...

"Lele advised me to try a live broadcast again. She said that she has a computer at home and can start a live broadcast, but she can try it without spending a penny.

I hesitated and kept saying to her, thinking about it again."

...

"I thought about it for many days and decided to try it. In fact, deep down I also want to go to college.

High school students don’t have time to work, and their parents won’t let them go, but the live broadcast only takes one or two hours, and someone can watch it. Just play around, anyway, it doesn’t cost any money.”

...

"It's so nervous when I started a live broadcast for the first time. Fortunately, there was no one in the room, so I just had to play games seriously.

After the game, there were so many barrages, so many called Miss, so many said Mom, I was in love.

There are many people who need contact information. I asked where I am from. Of course, I can’t say it. What if the people from the school know about it.”

...

"I have really received a gift. Rockets cost hundreds of dollars each. Is this person worth giving gifts worth ten thousand yuan?

If there are always such people, then Chen Mu's tuition fee will be fine.

I want to give my mother a washing machine. Actually, I can wash my clothes by myself, but my mother doesn't let her hands wash the clothes so roughly."

Chen Mu finally couldn't help it, and a drop of tears fell. Chen Yifei actually cared about this family so much.

I am really not a person, and I actually suspect that her money is not from the right way. Why can a selfish person like me have such a sister?

...

"The classmates in the class said he can play League of Legends, and he is very powerful. I can't even beat the human-machine, but the audience always encouraged me.

I don’t want to be a vase. I want to learn this game. I’m better than boys!

It feels really special when playing games in Internet cafes, but it is necessary to make good use of it. You have to write down the money you spend on treating others and return it to them when the gift money is sent out."

...

"The barrage of many people is so disgusting and despicable. What are their minds?

But there is nothing we can do. All the gains in the world require sacrifices. Just by being typed and said a few words, you can make so much money, and it is hard to find a job in the whole world.

I have to stick with it, I can, just be fine when they don’t exist.”

...

Chen Mu closed the diary and felt mixed feelings in his heart.

I thought I was the one who worked hardest for this family, but my sister was just a spoiled little princess who was willful and did not study hard.

But the fact is that Concubine Chen is the one who wants to carry the entire mountain with her thin shoulders.

And they have to endure their own misunderstandings, parents’ incomprehension, classmates’ vision of poor students, and barrage teasing.

What she burdened and endured seemed to be heavier than herself.

It was clearly stated that I would shelter from the wind and rain. You just need to be a carefree little fairy. Why did it turn out like this? You would think about blocking the wind, rain and dangers for me.

When Chen Mu walked out of the house, he already knew where Chen Yifei was.

Next to the small lake in that park, the diary said that if you are in a bad mood, you will go there to see the moonlight, the lake water, and the little ducks swimming around, and your heart will be calm.

Chen Mu decided to take the responsibility really, take the lead, win the world championship as quickly as possible, cure his father, and let the family return to his past happiness.

And Chen Yifei should return to campus, take the college she wants to take, and be a carefree and beautiful girl.
Chapter completed!