Chapter 1 The sense of existence is low when you are small
Senior High School (3).
The summer is just right, the class is quiet, and the students are drowsy.
Bang~!
The slightly bald middle-aged male teacher suddenly slapped the blackboard, scaring many students from Shenyoutian shivered.
Then the teacher said with a bitter expression: "Students, all of you are energetic and listen carefully. Now you are in the third year of high school. In your future life, whether you are a Jackie Chan or an adult will be a year. Do you never take it lightly? Let's look at this question. I will remind you here. I love to remember it. Before I explain, can any student tell me how to do this question?"
As soon as the words were finished, the needles were instantly heard in the classroom. The students looked at their noses and their noses, fearing that the teacher would see them and get up to answer this question.
Seeing this, the teacher sighed with disappointment: "Don't anyone know such a simple question? You are really the worst class I have ever taught..."
The students secretly whispered that this sentence had long been outdated.
Unlike the students' dissatisfaction, Fang Yu looked depressed at this moment.
Teacher, I am right in front of you. My hand is so high that it is almost poking your eyes! Can you look at me at one glance? Even if you look at me...
When the teacher asked someone to answer the question, Fang Yu raised his hand, and he sat in front of the podium in the first row, just under the teacher's nose.
But facing Fang Yu, who wanted to poke his hands in his eyes, the teacher was like he was blind but didn't see it!
Although Fang Yu had expected this, his heart was still a bit desolate.
It’s not that the teacher has any opinions on him, nor that he is too naughty, the teacher has given up on him. It’s because his presence is too low, so low that people can ignore it even if they are close to you!
"Is no one really able to answer this question? Then forget it, I'll explain it to you, you must take good notes..." The teacher ignored Fang Yu's move in front of him, and sighed with a look of regret in the classroom.
"Teacher..." Fang Yu couldn't help it anymore. He stood up and shouted loudly from the silent teacher.
The bald teacher was stunned for a moment, his eyes were focal, and he only noticed Fang Yu's expression on his face, saying, "Student, do you have anything to do?"
"Teacher, I..."
Before Fang Yu could answer the questions on the blackboard, the teacher waved his hand and interrupted him in surprise and asked, "Huh? Who are you, classmate? Why did you come to our class?"
"Teacher Zhao, I am Fang Yu. I have been in your class since the first year of high school. Because it is not easy for people to remember me, you specially put me under your nose. Have you forgotten the teacher?" Fang Yu said with tears in his eyes.
The teacher murmured blankly on the spot: "Does Fang Yu have this person in our class? It seems to have some impression?"
"What's the square?"
"What Yu?"
"Fang Yu? I seem to have heard of it somewhere, why don't you remember it..."
The students looked at each other and had a small discussion about the name Fang Yu.
However, at this time, the bald teacher Zhao on the podium suddenly slapped the podium and shouted: "Don't talk, what do you think? Do you still need classroom discipline? Next, let me explain this question on the blackboard to you..."
The students were interrupted by Teacher Zhao's roar and shut up on the spot to be good babies.
So Fang Yu was ignored in a gorgeous way...
The teacher forgot the student who stood up and seemed to say something. The students also ignored the student who was still standing, the student behind who was blocked by Fang Yu. They subconsciously looked at the blackboard sideways and didn't seem to feel anything wrong. The classroom has returned to normal order...
Fang Yu opened his mouth, sighed and sat down, and Shenyouyou looked lonely.
He ranks among the best in his academic performance, looks sunny and handsome, and has good family conditions. Logically speaking, such a life future should be considered a victory for many people, but he just got a strange disease!
Low presence!
This strange disease is unheard and unsightly, and science cannot explain it. It can be said that Fang Yu can grow up so big alive is simply a miracle!
He has a low presence since he was a child.
When he was still pregnant, his mother realized that she was eight months old...
The days after his birth were even more bitter and tears. His family was in good condition and he hired three nannies to take care of him. He also needed to cry heart-wrenchingly to remind others of their existence in order to avoid being starved to death!
As he grew up, his presence became less and less proportional.
Before he was ten years old, his parents called the police at least 800 times just to find him. Ninety percent of them were still under his parents' noses. Many times his mother called the police behind his back and said that his son was lost...
As he grew up, Fang Yu gradually discovered that something was wrong with his situation and was particularly easily overlooked. For example, playing hide-and-seek with his friends, and others came home happily, but no one went to find him while he hid, as if he was not as good as him at all.
There were several times when he didn't hand over his homework or causing trouble for him. If he borrowed money from his classmates, he would forget it at all if he didn't mention the classmate. What's even more excessive is that there were several times when the traffickers had already kidnapped him, but the other party forgot about buying a pack of cigarettes. It was only when he found the police uncle himself that he was able to go home. After he got home, his parents remembered, oh~ I have a son...
As he grows older, his presence becomes lower and lower, Fang Yu goes from loneliness, panic, fear at the beginning to gradually become numb afterwards, and finally becomes accustomed to facing it calmly, and his sadness is not enough for outsiders.
Although he seemed to have been abandoned by the whole world, it seemed that this was not bad. He was quiet and leisurely, and he could only enlighten himself again and again.
However, over time, he tried to integrate into the group and try to express himself, but it was futile. No matter how outstanding his grades were or how handsome he was, his presence in the eyes of teachers, classmates and parents was getting lower and lower...
Three days ago, after Fang Yu's 18th birthday, he swore that his presence would definitely drop to the lowest value: zero!
In other words, even if he stands in front of someone at this time, if he does not take the initiative to attract the other party's attention, the other party will completely subconsciously ignore it as if it does not exist, and there will be no such thing as you looking at what you are looking at. And even if it attracts the other party's attention, if it is a little disturbing and interrupting the other party, he will ignore himself again...
I am a flesh and blood person, a living person, not transparent, why don’t you notice me?
Where is the problem?
Fang Yu realized that there was a problem and kept thinking about it. He had been thinking about it for more than ten years but still couldn't understand it.
When he realized that his presence had fallen to zero three days ago, Fang Yu boldly went to the big restaurant to order a large table of dishes. After eating, he slapped his butt and left. He also swaggered into the black casino and grabbed a handful of chips while people were not paying attention...
The King of Kings, eating black food. On the first day, Fang Yu did two exciting things. He originally wanted to steal a bank or something, but after thinking about it, he still didn’t have the courage...
However, the next day, the trouble did not come.
On the third day, he went to the restaurant to settle the account. After all, it was just for experimentation, and it was not that little money. However, when he checked the bill, the restaurant was inexplicably confused. Fang Yu threw the chips caught by the black casino into the river. This was not a good thing...
Therefore, the matter of "not taking yourself seriously" in front of you is nothing at all.
I was so transparent!
What can be done about this?
It is said that life is heavier than Mount Tai and lighter than a feather. I have no sense of existence anymore, and it is not even a feather lighter than a feather!
What is my life? Dust? Air?
If I die one day, no one in the world will remember me, and there is even no trace of my existence in the world... Whenever I think of this, Fang Yu, who is only eighteen years old, feels a sense of fear.
However, he didn't know how to change his situation.
If it really doesn't work, should you take advantage of your strange disease that has no sense of existence and does something exciting? This is better than being a transparent person silently for the rest of your life?
Eighteen-year-old Fang Yu is already planning variously for his future life.
Otherwise, what else can I do? I have no sense of existence now, so why are I talking about the future? Everything I do is boring.
I have a low presence and my parents are no exception. Since I was sixteen, my parents need to remind me of ringtones every day and look at my phone memos before I remember that I have a son...
The bell rang and the teacher with dry mouth stopped to give lectures. The students rushed out of the teacher in a hurry, and it was over at noon.
Fang Yu was the last one to leave. No one greeted him or cared about him. For everyone, he was no different from transparent and had no sense of existence at all.
The reason why he left last was because others thought he did not exist. Fang Yu was afraid of being knocked to the ground by his impatient classmates. This was an experience learned from countless lessons.
Leaving the school alone, he carefully avoided the crowd, crossed the road with fear, and did not breathe a sigh of relief until he stepped into an apartment three hundred meters away from the school.
I have zero sense of existence, and pedestrians and vehicles on the road will not worry about me. If I don’t pay attention, I will probably not be noticed by anyone!
This life is like walking on thin ice...
Standing at the door, Fang Yu thought about whether the landlord would have forgotten to ask for rent for himself for three months or five months?
Forget it, it’s not easy for him to eat something first and deliver it to him in person another day.
It is worth mentioning that Fang Yu has not lived with his parents since he was sixteen. It is really sad that his parents look at him like strangers when they go home.
After eating something casually, he lay on the bed for a morning break. Fang Yu stretched out a finger and pointed it into the void in front. Then, the void ripples were rippling like the water surface.
"What will be there?" Fang Yu murmured as he looked at the twisted void.
Chapter completed!