When people get stuck in a stubborn position, they will be particularly stubborn.

Body and emotional, everything is serving that little stubbornness.

I can't feel cold, thirst, or hunger.

Just competing with yourself.

However, once you calm down and come out of that state, all your reason will come back.

For example, Chen Shiying now.

After reason came back, she was very regretful.

She is not an ordinary person, she is a popular female star on the front line. She secretly ran out alone without telling her bodyguard, assistant, and agent, and turned off the phone...

This is in the middle of winter again.

Looking back now, it's so crazy.

She didn't believe she could do such a thing.

"Drawing, I'm sorry, I'm worried..." Chen Shiying held Yun Hua's arm and said, "You are so busy and uncomfortable, and you want you to come to me... But if nothing happened to me, have you never contacted me?"

Yun Hua was helpless, "Okay, I can understand your mood. You have always been too strict with yourself and have tightened yourself. It's better to relax your mood appropriately. I don't want to contact you, it's really not convenient. You big star, you are the focus of attention wherever you go. The reporters are like cats, and they come over when they smell a fishy smell. If I meet you, they will be photographed by the reporter in minutes."

"What are you afraid of when you were photographed by a reporter? You were not photographed before, and after all, you were also an Olympic gold medalist. Yes, the reporters are very interested in your news. I knew you were my friend before, and I have asked me questions about you many times, but I didn't answer anything." Chen Shiying said, "Drawing, is something wrong? I think you seem to have evaporated from the world."

Yunhua patted Chen Shiying's hand and comforted her, "These are a long story. Let's talk about it slowly in the future. You can call your agent first. I'll send him a text message from Mingchen. Don't respond to anything to the public for the time being. Let's take a rest for a night and wait until tomorrow."

Chen Shiying was silent for a moment, and her mood fell down again, "What happened on the Internet...drawing, actually..."

"Um?"

"Actually, I have almost accepted it for so many years." Chen Shiying whispered.

Yunhua was stunned, "What are you accepting?"

Chen Shiying chuckled, with a self-deprecating laughter, "What else can I accept? Of course I accept... I accept the fact that I am actually the daughter of a criminal."

"..." Yunhua looked at Chen Shiying in disbelief, "Shiying, what are you talking about? You...didn't you know? Did you forget? A few years ago in H Province, when you were filming, you found that someone looked like your father, so you followed him. Haven't you been in contact with him, don't you...didn't you understand them all?"

Chen Shiying lowered her eyes and whispered for a while, "Drawing, he actually... didn't tell me anything, he just said sorry to me, nothing else... didn't say anything. He didn't answer all my questions and all my questions."

Yunhua's face looked ugly, "You mean..."

Chen Shiying was silent, but suddenly chuckled, "Drawing, when you saved me, you said that intentionally, deliberately guided me to think about what he was undercover. In fact, you don't know anything, you just want to save my life, right?"

Yunhua has no way to say it is not.

This is true, she cannot deny it, and there is no need to deny it.

"Do you know? To me, your words were just a life-saving straw, a life-saving straw that I tried my best to catch." Chen Shiying said softly, "I was very hollow at that time and had no belief at all. I was too young at that time, and I was immature in my heart, and easily influenced by outsiders and rumors. At that time, I really didn't want to live anymore. I felt that living was too painful and painful, so it would be better to die. Death was not scary at all."

She smiled and sighed, "But... maybe people have a desire to survive in their bones. The so-called pursuit of death is just because I was too weak at that time, so weak that I could not handle the difficult situation at that time. At that time, you appeared and gave me the courage to survive. You guided me and asked me to wonder if my father was an undercover agent. He might not be a criminal but a hero... For me at that time, these were so important."

"I grabbed the life-saving straw you handed over and climbed to the shore desperately... I got ashore, and I spent the most difficult time in my life." Chen Shiying said, "I actually always believed that my father was an undercover agent until... until the time I met him."

Yunhua is simply unbelievable.

She originally thought that when Chen Shiying was filming her first film in her life, she happened to meet her father Chen Yecheng who followed Jinlang to the mainland for criminal transactions in a remote mountainous area. Yunhua thought that the encounter was a good thing for Chen Shiying, and it was a good thing that made Chen Shiying firm her beliefs. Who would have thought that that meeting would actually collapse Chen Shiying's beliefs...

What's even more terrifying is that Chen Shiying's belief collapsed at that time, and she didn't see it at all. She actually thought that Chen Shiying was very happy at that time...

"Don't look at me with this kind of eyes." Chen Shiying held Yun Hua's arm, leaned her head on Yun Hua's shoulder, and said softly, "You should know that I am a very talented actor... I can perform whatever I want."

Yun Hua could only sigh, "Then you have been..."

"I tell myself every day that I may really be the daughter of a criminal." Chen Shiying said softly, "You know, there are some things. People may not be mentally prepared. Once they are mentally prepared, they will be much easier. Over the years, I have almost accepted this fact. So don't worry about me when I draw. This incident has not had the psychological impact on me as you imagine."

She said, unable to help laughing again, "Actually, I thought my father's affairs would have been exposed very early. I don't know if it's because the family is too useless or the Xingchen Entertainment is too powerful, so that my father's affairs have been exposed until now."

"To me, it's like a knife that has been hanging over my head. Now that the knife has finally fallen, I can finally breathe really smoothly."

Yunhua pursed her lips, "What will you do in the future? This matter will ruin your acting career."

Chen Shiying shook her head, "I don't know what to do, just take one step at a time. Although I like acting very much, there is no way to do this kind of thing. I have been mentally prepared for a long time. So over the years, I have worked very hard and serious in every role I play and every drama I take on, because I don't know which step or which role is the endorsement of my acting career."

"Oh by the way, I can actually develop abroad." Chen Shiying smiled, "I just like acting, not like being a celebrity and being admired by perfect people. So it shouldn't be that difficult to be a little actor. If it's not possible in China, I can go abroad, Hollywood, and I don't pay attention to my background at all. I don't want to be a big hit, so being a little actor is still qualified."

Seeing that she was not joking and her tone was calm, Yunhua breathed a sigh of relief in her heart.

In this way, even if the situation is really bad, at least there is no need to worry that Chen Shiying will commit suicide.

"Shiying, do you have the habit of seeing a psychologist?" Yun Hua asked.

Chen Shiying shook her head, "No, our profession cannot be expressed to others casually. Psychologists are not in line with our national conditions. Besides, I don't have time to find a psychologist abroad. If I dare to appear in a psychological clinic, I will be photographed immediately by reporters. If I believe it or not, I will not take an hour to believe it, and the news of my crazyness will spread throughout the Internet. So... it's better not to read it."

This is a fact.

But Yunhua is still very worried.

Everyone will miscalculate their mental state.

Originally, Yun Hua thought that Chen Shiying had believed that her father was an undercover agent over the years, so she would live with great strength over the years. Even if she suddenly experienced large-scale cyber bombing, she would not be easily shaken. At least she was still firm in her heart and she would not have depression.

But at this moment, Yunhua realized that since a few years ago, since he met his father that time, Chen Shiying had already doubted her father's true identity from the bottom of her heart!

In other words, over the years, she has been slowly digesting and accepting that her father is a criminal.

No one confided in her.

Originally, Chen Shiying could only talk to Yunhua about this matter. This was the secret of the two of them. However, Yunhua had no news about it over the years and had never contacted Chen Shiying at all. Who else could Chen Shiying talk to?

Do you have any questions with Chu Yu?

The relationship between Chu Yu and Shen Shiying is intermittent, and Yun Hua doesn't know very well. The media revealed that Chen Shiying had a boyfriend outside the circle, and even during the interview, Chen Shiying himself agreed. Another time, the reporter took pictures of Chen Shiying wearing a ring...

But soon, Chen Shiying took off the ring again and clearly stated in an interview with the reporter that she was single.

In other words, the relationship between Chen Shiying and Chu Yu is not stable.

This emotional instability made Yunhua believe that Chen Shiying couldn't tell Chu Yu about her father's affairs.

In other words, over the years, Chen Shiying has always put all the pressure and pain in her heart, and on the surface she has to pretend to be sunny and free, using her best acting skills in her life to disguise, so that no one can see it.

Cloud painting is really unimaginable.

Over the years, Chen Shiying's heart has been covered with so much haze.

For a moment, Yunhua felt a sense of fate.

Could it be that she really can't change anything?

Even though she saved Chen Shiying and planted a seed in Shen Shiying's heart that her father was an undercover agent, the seed took root and sprouted smoothly, providing Chen Shiying's heart with continuous nutrients...

But what's the result?

As a result, the seed grew crooked unconsciously and became sick. It began to absorb the nutrients of Chen Shiying's soul, day after day, year after year...

If Chen Shiying went to see a psychologist now, Yun Hua would be sure that 80% of the time, Chen Shiying had already suffered from depression, and probably wasn't the early days.

"Drawing, don't worry about this expression." Chen Shiying smiled, "I really accepted it. In the past, I was too young and always stubbornly thought that my father was the hero I imagined. Later, I actually understood that humans... humans are very complicated. He may be my hero, and he may also be someone else's nightmare. I can't hate him...but I can't forgive him."

Chen Shiying took a deep breath, "Actually, I was relieved to hear what happened to him this time. I have stolen the years and it's time to go back now. I already...I am very happy, right? Even if I can't make a living in the entertainment industry now, I have a lot of money, and I can still make a living in the entertainment industry abroad, and those...and those families whose families have been destroyed because of the evil he has done, and their children should be... "

"Shiying, don't think so much." Yunhua held her hand, "Listen to me, have a good sleep tonight. Tomorrow... I will give you an answer tomorrow. No matter what it is, I will give you a clear answer."

Chen Shiying leaned on Yun Hua's shoulder, "Draw, don't be busy, waste your time, just like that, it's good... I'm a little sleepy... Um..."

Yun Hua wanted to say something, but turned around and Chen Shiying's eyes were closed.

She is really sleepy.

Yunhua sighed, looked up and looked forward. Inadvertently, she met Bo Siqing's gaze in the rearview mirror. She pursed her lips.

Bo Siqing glanced at her, then moved away again and continued to drive attentively.

The car parked in the villa.

The butler who came here temporarily was not known to Yunhua before.

"Mr. Bo, we maintain the villa regularly and can move in at any time. The servant has been arranged. You can directly tell us any need." The butler said.

Bo Siqing nodded, "Are the guest rooms ready?"

“Everything is ready.”

After the car stopped, Yun Hua woke up Chen Shiying.

Chen Shiying rubbed her eyes, looked sleepy, and still held Yunhua's arm, "I'm here, I'm so sleepy."

She almost hangs her whole body on Yunhua.

Bo Siqing frowned slightly and looked directly at the butler, "Please call two women over and ask Ms. Chen to go to the guest room to rest. Ms. Chen is too tired and can't walk by himself."

The housekeeper was stunned for a moment.

Chen Shiying was also stunned for a moment, and her sleepy feeling flew away instantly. She widened her eyes and looked at Bo Siqing, then looked at Yun Hua. Finally, she could only quietly say in Yun Hua's ear: "I lean on you, Young Master Bo feels distressed?"

Yunhua was speechless, "Stop talking nonsense, aren't you sleepy? Go and take a shower first. I'll ask someone to prepare food and then go to bed after dinner!"

"Okay, I'm at your house anyway, you have the final say." Chen Shiying let go of Yunhua with a smile and followed the servant to the room to take a shower.

Yunhua was in Bo Siqing's meaningful gaze and had a headache.
Chapter completed!