"No." Bo Siqing's voice was very heavy, "It's not that you didn't think of him, you didn't forget him, you just... suppressed your nostalgia for him in the deepest part of your heart. Drawing, he saved you to make you live, to make you happy and happy. If you are immersed in sadness all day long and goes against his original intention, then it will be meaningless for him to save you."

Yunhua turned to look at him, "Can you find a reason for me in everything? Find a reason for me?"

Bo Siqing curled his lips and nodded for granted, "Yes, to me, you are the only one who is the most important."

Yunhua sighed, "What kind of virtue can I do?"

"I should say this."

Bo Siqing looked at her, "Drawing, I have another question that I am very puzzled."

"What's the problem?" Yunhua looked at him, "Are you going to ask me how Han Fangzhou died? There is nothing that I can't say. I haven't mentioned it for too long, and I have never mentioned it to anyone. At that time, in a very extreme environment, the elevator room was in a fire, and the high temperature and explosion... The explosion-proof blanket was not enough. After he knocked me out, he wrapped me in the explosion-proof blanket... I survived, and he burned it to ashes, leaving only some fine bones..."

Bo Siqing reached out and hugged Yun Hua.

The two of them stood in the wind, and never spoke for a long time.

After a while, Bo Siqing whispered, "He must love you very much."

Yunhua pursed her lips and her body stiffened slightly, "Why do you... say that?"

"If you don't love you so much, how can you sacrifice your life to save me?" Bo Siqing sighed, "I am so lucky to draw. You chose me. He loves you no less than me. He does even more for you than me, but you choose me... I am honored. I am also grateful for everything he has given to you."

Yunhua just leaned her head on Bo Siqing's shoulder, said nothing, and everything was silent.

"Drawing, the question I just wanted to ask is not this." Bo Siqing said, "I care and want to know how Han Fang Ark saves you, but that's just because I want to know your past and I want to say thank you to Han Fang Ark in person, even in front of his grave. The question I really want to ask is not this."

Yunhua was stunned, got up from his arms, and looked up, "What do you want to ask?"

She really didn't know what he had to ask.

Bo Siqing let go of her, held her shoulder, and looked at her, "Drawing, my biggest question is why you chose me, why you love me, why are you so good to me...."

Yunhua looked at him in confusion, "What does it mean?"

"Han Fangzhou has done a lot for you, and even died for you, but he did not touch you. You are only grateful to him, right?" Bo Siqing said, "What about me? What about me? I have done nothing for you? Why do you... like me?"

Yunhua was silent.

Bo Siqing said again, "Drawing, am I worthy of your goodness to me? For me, I can't imagine why you should be so good to me."

"..." Yun Hua was a little at a loss.

This question...

It's really hard to answer.

"Emotional matters cannot be measured by how much you pay," Yun Hua whispered.

"I know." Bo Siqing nodded, "But I have to have a point, or something that can move you. I can't think of anything I have worthy of your liking, deep love, and worthy of your life. Although I have lost those five years of memory, there is no doubt that I will still continue to carry out missions in the army in those five years. It is impossible for me to have too much time with you, it is impossible... it is impossible for you to give something..."

"I can't figure out what you love me."

"You can't be...are you handsome?" Yun Hua made a face at him.

Bo Siqing smiled bitterly, "Han Fangzhou is not bad, and there are many other good-looking people. I don't have confidence that this face can make you devote yourself to your heart. When you draw, you make me feel...incompetent. Especially when compared with Han Fangzhou, he has given you more than me, so how can I be treated like this? I am not worthy."

"Don't say that!"
Chapter completed!