Chapter 1770 You are my desire to survive
"Why are you here?"
Yunhua looked at someone in surprise, but she didn't struggle and let someone hold her in her arms, like holding a large doll.
"Because of you."
"..." Yunhua snorted slightly, "When did it come? I don't know."
"It's time to come. If you don't come out later, I might have to go in and look for you." Someone put his chin on her shoulder and said with a chuckling.
"What do you want me to do?"
"I'm afraid you won't go home."
"..." Yun Hua didn't know what to say, "How could I not go home?"
"It's nothing impossible. It's usually the same thing, now it's now. When you're angry, isn't it normal not to go home?" Bo Siqing said softly, "You didn't go anywhere else before. Now, there's an extra father and an extra brother, so there's a place to run away from home."
The clouds were covered with black lines, "What are you talking about?"
"Isn't it? I used to go home as soon as possible after school. These days... I almost couldn't wait for you." Someone's voice was filled with resentment.
Yunhua bit her lip and she had nothing to say.
"I stayed at home all day alone, watching the time every day, looking forward to noon in the morning and afternoon in the afternoon, and I started looking at watches frantically in the afternoon, thinking about rushing to six o'clock, and quickly, a little villain who made me worry about came back at six o'clock. I could have waited before, but these days, I could not wait at six o'clock, or even at six ten, or even at six twenty..."
"Hey!" Yunhua blushed when he said it.
Is this necessary for this person?
It's still six:00 and six:20...
She couldn't help but look at the time, and it was only six forty now!
cough.
"I thought you were going to run away from home." Someone was full of resentment.
Yun Hua was simply defeated by him, "Who ran away from home and took such a path! It's only...it's only six forty at this moment."
"For me, it's already been a lot of forty minutes to run away from home."
"..." Yun Hua's face was still tense, but his heart was uncontrollably soft.
"You're still angry?"
"I'm not angry, why am I angry!"
"Be good, I can still feel it if you are angry or not."
"I don't!" Yun Hua couldn't help stamping his feet.
Bo Siqing hugged her tightly, clasped her waist with both hands, blocking her in his arms, "Tell me, what are you angry about?"
"I wasn't angry when I said it."
"If you don't say what you are angry about, how can I know where I am wrong? You have to give me a chance to correct my mistakes." Someone said to himself, "What are you angry about?"
"I said everything, I wasn't angry!"
"I'm honest, you don't even tell me what you're angry about..."
Yunhua was so heartbroken that she couldn't cry.
This person doesn't care about her at all, just talking to himself.
She said she was not angry anymore, and he wanted to ask her what she was angry about...
But, asking yourself, she was indeed not angry, but she was not in trouble either?
Although Yunhua was unwilling to admit it, she had to admit that she seemed... was having a quarrel.
As for whom I was having a quarrel, it seemed that I was not having a quarrel with him, but rather having a quarrel with her...
It was she who said that her previous life experience was unfair to him, but when he said that he also had a girlfriend who was so close that she had done everything, her heart still grabbed her and she seemed to have fallen to the bottom.
That mood was really uncomfortable.
She knew that she was not qualified to be angry. Even if he had a girlfriend in his previous life, even if he had a girlfriend who had done everything in closeness, she was not qualified to be angry. After all... After all, her own situation was more serious than him and even more unbearable than him...
But she just couldn't control what to do!
Can't control it completely.
This is probably human nature. Only state officials are allowed to set fire and not the people are allowed to light the lamp.
This possessiveness is really terrible!
Similarly, this possessiveness also made her ashamed. She was not qualified to ask for him at all, but she was still sad because he had a girlfriend...
She was spitting on herself deeply.
She is disgusting herself!
Seeing her annoyed for a while, and then her head was frowning again, Bo Siqing was extremely helpless.
He pinched her hand and whispered in her ear: "In my life, I have never had any girlfriend, nor any close relationship with any girls except you. You are the same. In this life, you have never had any boyfriend, nor any intimate relationship with any other boy. In this life, we are completely equal, absolutely equal, neither owe anyone, nor let anyone down, and no one is sorry to anyone. We are very compatible and very compatible, and we are born with a pair. Isn't that okay?"
Yunhua bit her lip and turned to look at Bo Siqing. She reached out and hooked her neck, lay on his shoulder and whispered, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I... I'm too entangled. In fact, things in my previous life are too far away. I shouldn't remember those pasts, not only putting pressure on me, but also making you... uncomfortable. Sorry, sorry..."
"Silly." Bo Siqing sighed softly, "What are you sorry for saying? For me, those things were your previous life, so long that they almost never existed, so illusory that it was like a nightmare for me. For me, these do not exist and are false, but for you, because of those memories, you will feel that they are real... Our position has been different from the beginning."
"I only care who hurts you, who makes you so painful. But I don't care about your previous life. For me, that's your too real nightmare, that's all." Bo Siqing's voice sighed, "If you are bound by yourself, then I can only pick up the scissors and remove the cocoon on your body..."
Bo Siqing chuckled softly, "You can think so. You have a long dream. In the dream, you have loved others and been hurt. This dream makes you feel uncomfortable. For you, this dream is very real, but for me, this is your dream, a dream that has never happened and never happened. How could I be dissatisfied with you because of everything in your dream? I took my anger on you? Then I really should go to the psychiatric department!"
Yunhua nodded gently, "I'm just a stubborn person. Sorry..."
"Stop saying sorry to me. The person you don't need to say sorry is me." Bo Siqing's forehead was against her forehead, and he held her face with his hands, staring at her, "Drawing, you don't know how happy I am to meet you and like you! If it weren't for you, Bo Siqing might be a machine without personal feelings. It was you who made me live and made me like a real person and a man."
Yunhua nodded.
"Can you feel completely relieved now? In the future, I don't want you to have any more troubles in this regard. No matter what you experienced in your previous life, it's not your fault. Never say whether you are dirty or not. This word should not be used on any victim."
"I have to be so lucky to meet such a special you, I cherish it very much."
Yunhua couldn't help but shed tears.
It was him that was so good, it was him that he was so perfect, and because she liked him so much, she was so worried about gains and losses, and she was so inferior. Those past experiences were entangled with her like maggots on the bones. If it were any other man, she would not have any guilt or inferiority, but it was him that she would feel sorry for him...
"I have figured it out, what is important is now. Even if you have had a girlfriend before, it doesn't matter if you have a very close girlfriend, because the person you like now is me and the person you love is me, that's enough. Since that girl has become your ex-girlfriend, it means you are not suitable, and it means that I am the only person who suits you!" Yun Hua said softly.
But as soon as she finished speaking, Bo Siqing suddenly burst into laughter.
Yunhua was laughed inexplicably by him, "What are you laughing at?"
Bo Siqing still laughed constantly, making Yun Hua confused.
Finally, when Yunhua was about to get angry, someone's smile finally stopped. He looked at Yunhua helplessly, "Daihua, you remember what happened in your previous life, I don't remember it. So... how do I know if I had any girlfriend in my previous life?"
"..." Yun Hua's whole body stiffened, and her whole body felt as if she was electrocuted and numb.
Her teeth were clenched, her lips were pursed, and her eyes were like lightning...
Bo Siqing coughed lightly, hugged her and patted her back, "Okay, okay, it's not you. You said so much that day, and you insisted on saying that your experience in your previous life was unfair to me. I was really angry at you at that time! The only thing about love is that you like or not, love or not, is there any fairness or unfairness! You insisted on being stubborn. I was angry for a moment and said that I had also had a girlfriend and had a close girlfriend..."
Yunhua felt that she had been so awkward these two days!
"Well, don't be so smart at ordinary times. Why don't you think about it more at critical moments? You remember your previous life, but I don't remember it. I said I had a close girlfriend in my previous life, so you believe it? Besides, you can see my situation yourself. If I didn't meet you, I might only come back from the army once every three or five years. I will continue to do tasks one person after another... According to what you said, I will die on December 8 this year. How do you think I have time to have a girlfriend? Or a girlfriend who is so close that she has done everything? Can I have that time?"
"..." Yun Hua bit her finger and thought about it carefully, it seemed that she really didn't have time.
"It's not that you don't know my personality. I definitely won't find a girlfriend casually. As for blind dates, it's even more impossible. My mother is anxious and I'm not in a hurry. Moreover, the nature of my job is so dangerous, so I won't find a burden for myself."
"Is that a burden?" Women can always grasp the key points very magically.
Chapter completed!