I give you explanations for yourself, theories about yourself, real and amazing news about yourself.

I give you my loneliness, my darkness, and the hunger of my heart; I try to impress you with confusion, danger, and failure. (Note 1)

At the bottom of the poem, there are two additional lines of words. The handwriting is a bit blurry, as if tears fell on it, but the tears have dried, leaving only a blurred mark...

My dear Olivia, if I can't give you these, then I hope to use my life to live in your heart forever young and wish you happiness.

This is the last poem I write for you. Love you forever, Luo An.

Looking at Luo An's last poem in this world, Xia Pingan was a little moved.

Luo An, this impoverished painter, is definitely an infatuated person.

But isn't this infatuated guy afraid that the woman will have nightmares at night after reading this suicide note? Hanging is the most ugly way to die. After death, the tongue will stick out. Death is the most unworthy. As long as you live, there is hope.

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Also, this guy owed money to the hotel owner. Not only did he not pay back the money, he almost turned his guest room into a haunted house before he died. It was so unkind...

Xia Pingan picked up the mobile phone with a broken screen and looked at it. The mobile phone could not be turned on and had no power. In Paris nowadays, charging is a very luxury thing.

The books on the desk are all works on art or poetry and philosophy, and none of them are related to making money and survival.

Xia Pingan stood in front of the desk for two minutes. Then, Xia Pingan heard his stomach growling.

This is because of the idling and peristalsis of the intestines caused by hunger. It is also the body's protest and reminder to Xia Pingan that this body is too weak. The transformation of the body by the spirit body requires a lot of food and calories.

When Xia Pingan woke up just now, he felt that there was still a lot of alcohol left in his body, and his head was still a little confused, but after a while, the alcohol seemed to be digested, and his head became clearer and clearer.

Yesterday, poor Luo An locked himself in his room and didn't eat anything for a whole day, but drank two bottles of wine.

The need and pressure of survival suddenly hit us.

Xia Pingan tried to sense his secret mandala, because his spirit body and body had not fully adapted, and the secret mandala was still trembling, and it was completely unusable.

You must find a way to get through these days of adaptation between your spiritual body and your physical body.

Once he gets used to it, he will be the only Summoner of the Six Yang Realm on this planet, the undisputed strongest person in the world!

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Chapter completed!