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Back in the army, Fugui was still immersed in sorrow and could not extricate himself.

Every time he thinks of swallows, his heart will tremble. This pain is like a sharp sword that penetrates his chest deeply and makes him bleed continuously. He doesn't know how to stop the blood that keeps gushing out of his heart. In fact, he knows that he doesn't want to bandage the wound, and would rather suffer slowly by the pain of longing, even if he is knocked down by severe pain.

He went to the back mountain to visit Zhang Chengliang, and infinite sadness suddenly surged throughout his body. Such a young life has been lying silently in these six years. The ruthless time has left traces of time in front of his tomb. The once smooth and white stone tablet was already covered with light green moss, and the once bright inscriptions were gradually eroded by wind and sand. The bright red of that year has been dyed into a dark red by the vicissitudes of time, and welcoming and seeing every sunrise and sunset on the Gobi Desert alone.

The thoughts of wealthy flew to his hometown. He thought: Will the lonely grave in the distant mountain village gradually fade with the change of seasons? I don’t know if the moving and sad love story will be forgotten as the years pass?

Perhaps, in this world, no one can refuse the hurried pace of time. Just like the snowflakes flying in winter, the vast Gobi Desert has become the master of the desert, but as the seasons change, when the poplars in the distance spit out a touch of tender green, the thick snowfield gradually disappears without leaving any trace.

The snow is gone without traces!

Is the snow really scarce? For those who really like snow scenery, how can the white snow fields really have no traces? The true traces of the dancing snowflakes will always be clearly left in people's hearts, just like those unforgettable pieces of human life, no matter how bitter or sweet it is, they will always be treasured in their hearts.

Just like the voice, appearance and smile of swallows, they always flash in Fugui's mind inadvertently, touching his mood every moment, because this familiar shadow has left a deep mark in his heart!

Whenever Fugui silently stares at the photos of swallows and looks at the bright smile of swallows, he always doubts that he is in a terrifying nightmare, he can't believe that swallows have left him. But when he thinks of the lonely grave in his distant hometown and the cold tombstone, he feels like he is awakened in his sleep. After waking up, he is still immersed in deep regret and self-blame.

Yes, he owes Swallow too much, too much. Although he has given Swallow a promise, this promise has become a lifelong regret as Swallow leaves!

He suddenly remembered what his sister said to him before leaving: Brother, you should take care of yourself. Sister Yanzi is gone. I believe that her spirit in heaven will also silently bless you. I hope you will find the one in your heart as soon as possible and be able to live a happy and happy life!

Happiness and happiness?? Fugui smiled bitterly and shook his head. Can he still be happy and happy? For him, the word "happiness" is far away to him. From the moment he saw the portrait of the swallow, his happiness disappeared with the swallow. He could not forget the swallow, because the swallow is deeply imprinted on his heart and will never be erased!

Every time he saw the cold full moon in the sky, the swallow's handsome smile would come to his mind again. It was still so clear, just like they broke up yesterday, he seemed to be able to smell the fragrance emitted by the swallow and feel the warmth of the swallow. But as the moonlight gradually faded, his heart would also be depressed. At that moment, in the tears that seemed like a dream, the swallow's clear figure gradually drifted away and finally disappeared from the distant horizon.

Facing the vast and empty Gobi Desert, he often feels extremely lonely. It is an unbearable loneliness, as if he is the only one left in the huge world, his soul floating on the ancient yellow dust road, without purpose, dreams, and no concern of his relatives from afar... Looking back, the heavy steps he took left two lines of crooked footprints in the wind and dust. Every step he took would make him farther and farther away from home. Every step he took, he would pour all his strength into his mind. The unforgettable heartache suppressed him almost suffocated!

Will people have a next life? Looking at the vast sky, wealthy and noble kept asking themselves such a childish question. Although he knew that the so-called next life was just a legend, he still prayed silently, hoping that he could know and love the swallows in the next life, and be able to happily carry the swallows’ warm hands, so that laughter would fill the road of the next life.

The white clouds, the miserable grass, and the vast world, wealth and honor suddenly felt sad again. He felt like a wanderer wandering in the distance. Without the concern of his lover, his longing was nowhere to fall. Only the hot sunshine ruthlessly scorched his lonely figure crawling on the Gobi Desert with difficulty!

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Those days were the most difficult and most painful years in life for wealth.

He didn't want his comrades to know his thoughts, for fear that his comrades' care and greetings would arouse his painful memories, and for fear that endless sorrow would hurt his bloody longing.

Although he is not good at disguising, fortunately, his comrades in his good relationship with him are all generous soldiers. He doesn't say it, others won't ask him, nor do he pay attention to the changes after he returns to the team, because everyone's focus is on the less than that of the same return to the team.

Xiaoyu was one day later than Fugui. He was a person who could not hide his feelings. Deep sadness was revealed on his face without any concealment. When he returned to the dormitory that day, he threw his backpack on the bed, and he patted his chest with anger on his face and asked everyone: "You are all here, so I'll go and ask you one by one. You must tell the truth, is my surname Yu really attractive?"

Everyone looked at each other by his question. Jin Hui gave him a blank look and asked, "I went home, which nerve was wrong?"

Xiaoyu adjusted his excitement a little, and a trace of bleakness flashed across his face: "Just go home and make trouble, why would you be angry? You said, no matter what, my surname is Yu, and I am also a great captain and officer. They said they would wait for me. I have not returned yet, why are they all married?!"

Du Lei smiled and said, "We admit that you are an officer, but as for whether you are a man?" He winked at everyone: "We don't know." His words caused everyone to burst into laughter.

Xiaoyu glared at him fiercely, pointed at him and said angrily: "It's just that you guys are ill-mouthed, as bad as those two little guys, I really want to beat you guys..."

Yang Aiguo interrupted him, pulled Xiaoyu's sleeve and said, "Wait, Xiaoyu, what did you say just now? Why didn't I understand?"

Xiao Yu sat on the bed and looked at him: "What's wrong with it? The female classmate I often wrote to them got married and married two young faces. Hey, do you know? When I heard this news, I felt like the sky was falling and the earth was sinking. At that time, I wanted to tear the two young faces apart! Later, I found that female classmate, and I had to ask clearly why they chased me wildly and ended up falling in love with each other? Alas, I understand now that girls are unreliable and can only deceive men's feelings with sweet words!"

Sateng frowned, scratched his scalp, thought for a while, and stopped Xiaoyu who was excited and said, "No, Xiaoyu, wait, why am I confused? What the hell are you just saying? You, a female classmate, married two young guys? You won't be like this, right?"

Xiaoyu stared at him and scolded, "You pig brain, can the law in your place marry two men? I'm talking about my two female classmates. Oh, I'm not bragging to you, those two female classmates are very beautiful and like me very much when they were in school. They chased me very tightly. When I joined the army, I agreed to wait for me. I have changed my mind in just a few years. How can I believe the girls in the future? I'll remind you here, don't believe women in the future, so as not to accidentally fall into their gentle trap. That would be an endless disaster!" After saying that, he sighed.

Yang Aiguo stood up and said, "I understand, little brat, I ask you, are you chasing two girls at the same time?"

Xiaoyu said disapprovingly: "What's there? Does a person as charming as me have more than two girlfriends? No matter what, I have to have a reserve. If one fails, I can chase the other." After saying that, he sighed and said in disappointment: "What's more, both of them ran away after talking about it. Women, it's really disappointing!"

Du Lei said with a smile: "Boy, you still don't have confidence in your charm? Otherwise, you have to reserve your girlfriend. However, if you end up with this, God is considered to be aware of it. This is the best punishment for you to step on two boats."

Sateng nodded and said, "I think it deserves it! It's the end. Xiaoyu, you should study hard with us. Look, I've been married to your sister-in-law for almost a year. Have I done something to be sorry for her?"

Du Shengli went over and patted Xiaoyu on the shoulder and said, "Xiaoyu, you did something wrong. Fortunately, the two girls got married and finally escaped from your clutches. It's worth thanking!"

Xiaoyu's face turned red and he shouted angrily: "Why are you not sympathetic? I feel uncomfortable, and you are still talking sarcastic? Besides, don't pretend to be good people here. You have never done anything to be sorry for your wife. That's why you have no chance. In this ghost place, you can't see a woman for a few years. What should I do in the future? You can't let me be a bachelor for the rest of my life, right?" After saying that, he picked up his clothes and said fiercely: "I won't tell you anymore. I'll find a comrade who can understand me to talk about my worries. What I need most now is to talk and comfort."

Fugui kept listening to their jokes silently, but he kept thinking about Yan Zi in his heart. Although he didn't understand the girl's heart, there was one thing he believed in, that is, no matter how many years he and Yan Zi separated, Yan Zi would definitely wait for him!

Suddenly he felt someone patting his shoulder, and he turned around and it was Du Lei.

Du Lei looked at him with a smirk: "Why are you stunned? You didn't even hear me?"

Fugui: "Oh" said, "What are you asking?"

Du Lei looked at Fugui and said, "Fugui, it depends on your depression these two days. Do you have any worries?"
Chapter completed!