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312 Establishing Personality

When facing the enemy's invasion, Gao Qi suddenly told Anna about his experience in another world, which made Anna of course unable to understand.

But it sounds quite interesting, and Gao Qi never talks about what happened to him in the other world, so no matter what he is posting now, Anna wants to listen.

"What happened later?"

"later……"

Gao Qi paused for a moment, and then he said lightly: "Later I arrived at Jingchao. Because I looked like an Eastern native, I fabricated my own experience. Jingchao people thought I was a detained businessman, and then I followed Jingchao's army back to Shangdu City."

After breathing, Gao Qi said with emotion: "I want to be a swordsman, but I can't practice internal skills. I want to be a craftsman, but I can't feel the Yuanli. I am an ordinary person here, but I am still an ordinary person there. When I thought I could only pass the past for ordinary life, I was stuffed into the team of the Golden Lion Kingdom. Then, on the Golden Lion Kingdom, I actually found that I had the talent to learn magic."

Gao Qi shook his shoulders and said, "Then I stayed in the Golden Lion Kingdom. I started to learn magic, started as an apprentice, and successfully became a junior magician. Then I started traveling the mainland and taking risks, just like all legendary novels. It was my legendary experience, met many friends and experienced many dangers. When I was thirty-two, I became the youngest great magician ever, but most importantly, I met her."

Anna suddenly felt very uneasy inside, so she immediately said, "She?"

"She is an elf."

After saying this, Gao Qi suddenly stopped talking, and then he reached out and pressed his heart.

Anna rubbed the blood on her face with the clothes on her arm, and then she whispered, "Why don't you say it?"

"My heart hurts a little. I forgot a lot of things. The Emperor of Human Resources thinks this is his life and doesn't want to share it with me, but when I think of her, my heart still hurts."

Gao Qi shook his head blankly, and then he whispered: "She is not my experience or my love. She is the Emperor of Humanity, but her existence still affects me and the current me. The Emperor of Humanity still changes my personality and gives me more dusk energy that I shouldn't have."

"Then what?"

Gao Qi thought for a moment in a daze and said, "I forgot that the Human Emperor did not give me all my memories, but I was defeated. As the co-lord of the three tribes, I have been through more than 30 years of war, but in the end I was defeated."

With a long sigh full of regret, Gao Qi turned around and looked at Anna, and Niu Lidong who was obsessed with hearing. Then he said in great confusion: "I know that my emotions are not right now, but I really can't be interested in everything. I have led an army of hundreds of thousands of people, I have killed at least hundreds of thousands of people, I am the God of Dharma, my enemy is the God of Demons, I... have really experienced too much, but now, I am here, fighting side by side with dozens of deserted people?"

Gao Qiyong looked at the deserted people who were still fighting with disdain, and then he shook his head and said, "The person I love has been lost, the goal I have fought for is gone. I am obviously a human on earth, but I have no sense of belonging to the earth at all. I want to go back to another world, but I can't go back. I can't fight the gods and demons in another world, and I can't defeat the aliens here. What's the meaning of my existence?"

Anna said with a confused look on her face: "You are studying superpowers."

"But that's just to find something for myself, so that I won't be too empty and boring. There are still eight years left before the end of the world, so I can't just wait like that."

After saying with a confused look on his face, Gao Qi looked at his bleeding thighs, then he sighed and said, "I haven't been injured for a long time, long time, and I have never felt the pain. When I find myself bleeding, I am not angry or afraid, I will be happy because I am still alive, but why should I live? What is the meaning of my life? What is the meaning of my existence?"

Gao Qi is really puzzled because he is in a very strange state now.

Schizophrenia, or dual personality, was originally hidden very well at the height. He might not have noticed it himself, but the bleeding wounds on his legs and the long-lost pain evoked his long-lasting memories.

Gao Qi has never been injured. He is the future he who is not injured for a long time, the one who is the Dharma God and the Human Emperor.

The battle continued, and the deserted people were still fighting hard, but Gao Qi did not have the intention to help.

Because Gao Qi wants to die now, he doesn't know what the meaning of his life is.

Needless to say, Gao Qi's state is very wrong at this moment. He is at a critical moment when his two personalities are completely split or merged.

Niu Lidong suddenly said, "Brother Qi, can you talk about it after the war?"

Gao Qi looked at Niu Lidong with a cold look and said, "War? Do you call this a war? No, this is not a war, but there is indeed a bit of noise here."

Gao Qi squatted down, he reached out to stain some blood on his wound, and then he stared at his blood-stained fingers and said calmly: "The long-lost blood, the long-lost pain, um, the pain makes me feel that I am still alive, but what's the point of living now? I'll die, it won't take long, everyone will die..."

After saying that, Gao Qi looked at Anna. He stared at Anna and said calmly: "Now, right here, humans are still fighting for a little profit, but what's the point? What should I do? What's the point of doing what I've done in another world again?"

Niu Lidong took a deep breath and said tremblingly: "Brother Qi, are you crazy? What are you talking about, we, we..."

Gao Qi shook his head, and he smiled and said, "The Human Emperor hopes that I can find the secret of superpowers. He feels that magic has failed, so he will seek new powers. Perhaps he can create miracles, but without miracles, there will be no miracles. The superpowers are too weak, and it is not as good as magic. As a magic god, I have failed. Even if I really explore the secret of superpowers, what is the point of it? When the Human Emperor finds that nuclear bombs are useless, magic is useless, superpowers are useless, nothing is useless, the Human Emperor is already desperate, and I have disappeared in the future, because he knows that everything is futile, so what is the point of living?"

Niu Lidong looked confused, but Anna wiped her face hard with her sleeves and suddenly said, "Is she beautiful?"

Gao Qi was trapped in chaos. He tried hard to recall, but could not remember what she looked like. All the memories about her turned into blank space, leaving only a symbolic existence.

"She is beautiful, very beautiful..."

Gao Qi murmured like a dream, but Anna whispered: "So am I beautiful?"

Gao Qi looked at Anna seriously. The symbols in his memory seemed to be united with the familiar person in front of him, so he immediately said, "You are beautiful, of course you are beautiful."

Anna said with a serious look on her face: "So do you like me? Do you love me?"

"I like it, but I don't love it, I don't love it enough!"

After saying without hesitation, Gao Qi suddenly said, "No, I love you, no, you are different from her."

Gao Qi was almost immediately in chaos, while Anna still said with a calm expression: "I know that after you get the inheritance of the Human Emperor, you have become different. You are very confused. You try to play a normal self, but you don't know who you are."

Gao Qi exhaled and said, "Who am I? I am Gao Qi, I am the Human Emperor, I am the God of Dharma, I am the Lord of the Elf, the Orc Emperor, I am me."

"No, you are not the God of Dharma, you are not the Emperor of Humanity, you are just rising up."

Gao Qi whispered: "I am me, I am Gao Qi, and I am also the Emperor of Humanity."

Anna held a long knife in her right hand. She put her left hand on her shoulder, then hooked her neck and whispered: "You are Gao Qi. You were born on Earth and grew up on Earth. If you didn't go to another world, then you have to take responsibility for the earth. The most important thing is that she is the woman of the Human Emperor. I am your woman. Do you understand? Now, hug me!"

Gao Qi stretched out his hand in a daze and gently placed it on Anna's waist. Anna hooked her neck tightly and kissed her.

It was inconvenient to describe the feeling, but Gao Qi's eyes suddenly widened, and his eyes refocused, and through Anna's scattered red hair, he saw the stunned Niu Lidong.

I felt that Niu Lidong was a little annoying, so Gao Qi closed his eyes.

The heart was beating violently, and she gently held Anna's hands and hugged her tightly until after a long time, Anna, who was unable to breathe, pushed her high and away.

Anna took a deep breath, and then she said with a serious look on her face: "Do you know who I am now?"

Gao Qi opened his eyes, and there was only fanaticism in his eyes. After reaching out and pushing Ana's hair away, looking at the wound on her head, he said in a deep voice: "You are Anna, you are my woman, I am Gao Qi, I just Gao Qi."

Anna smiled, then she hooked Gaoqiu's neck with her left hand again, tiptoed, and whispered in Gaoqiu's ear: "I'm glad you're back. You've been like an old man during this period. Maybe I will like you who are old in the future, but now I don't like it because I haven't accompanied you to grow old yet."

He exhaled high and he whispered: "Your knife hits my wound, it hurts very much."

Anna let go of her high neck, she looked at the blood on the back of the knife, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I didn't pay attention."

Gao Qi grinned and said, "It's okay, well, I feel good now."

Anna pushed Gao Qi away, she stood back, and said seriously: "Now I'm going to kill those bastards who make me bleeding, are you going to follow me?"

Gao Qi finally focused his attention on the chaotic battlefield again. He shrugged and said, "I should do this kind of thing. Don't run around with a knife, look at me now."

He hugged the gun on the ground again, Gao Qi smiled and said, "I haven't used a gun for a long time..."
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