["Listen, dear, dear, you have to remember."]

【"You are a unique existence."】

["You should remember that you are the leading actor on the stage of your own life and the brightest color in the painting."]

["You should remember that you are a flying chick, a shining star, and a glorious future."]

["Remember, you have the vast sky and sea, you write about the miners who died, the bloody truth, you care about food and vegetables, and there is injustice and indignation towards the world in your eyes."]

【"You use the pen as a sword, break out of the cocoon, you can build your own tower."]

【"You have to remember that you are never anyone's shadow."】

【"You should not become the cornerstone of standardization, there will always be light in your eyes."】

【"You are always encouraged to be creative."】

["You [fight to the death], you [God rewards those who work hard], you gradually understand that the slogans you wrote are also warning yourself."]

【"The land is worthy of love, and the world will always be wonderful."】

【"...and you have an infinite future."】

…

The drizzle like a bead curtain gradually formed a line, laying a heavy rain curtain outside the cave.

It seemed as if the sky was pouring water from all over the world, and the sound of continuous rain gradually drowned everything.

Inside the cave, the blood-red color was vividly dancing.

The shivering girl hugged her body, her head lowered, her whole body curled up, and bright colors danced on her hospital gown.

When she raised her head, the waves in her eyes were like a whale about to sink to the bottom.

"You mean, guilty?" she asked.

"Well." Su Mingan said: "It is not a shameful thing to admit that you are ordinary. The same is true for being willing to be ordinary. We should be free to choose our own way of life. But... there are always people who will feel guilty for this. Dongxue is doing

When you made this choice not to face it, did you ever regret it in your heart?"

"..." Dongxue tilted her head.

"But, I remember..." she said.

She said and suddenly stood up.

The thin hospital gown stuck to her body like a piece of paper, folding up when she stood up. Her wet black hair stuck to her cheek, she clenched her fists, and her thin body was shivering.

"...Someone once told me this."

She sighed and stared at him with dark eyes.

"...The person who believes in what I believe and loves what I love said that I am not sick at all." She said: "Is it a disease to not want to grow up? Yang Xia, when I wanted to grow up countless times,

When I jumped from the top of the building, it was you who held me and hugged me tightly... You let me continue to face life. Now, you are telling me to let me face the world... But

I can not."

"[Time passes quickly in frustration and disappointment, but you haven't even seen the real life.]" Su Mingan said: "If you don't regret these losses, I will no longer advise you."

Dongxue lowered her eyelids.

On her body, the soaked clothes that she had not changed were shaking with her figure, and the ruby ​​pendant on her chest was also glowing with fire. Her black hair was wet and clinging to her body. Under the large hospital gown, she was exposed

His arms were covered with marks from electric shocks and whippings.

...It was a scar engraved in her skin and flesh, and etched in the bottom of her heart.

She trembled slightly, then stepped forward and approached slowly.

…

[During the days of correction, Dongxue thought about committing suicide countless times. 】

[Later, she gradually discovered that a woman named Yang Xia appeared beside her. 】

…

Su Ming'an's eyes wandered slightly, his thoughts were a little stagnant, and he was still thinking about the organization of the next sentence.

Then he saw Dongxue suddenly step forward and hug him.

The moisture of the rain hit her face, her skin was covered with water stains, her hair scratched his neck, and the wrinkles in her thin clothes were extremely obvious.

At this moment, there was nothing charming in his mind, only absurdity.

He knew that Dongxue loved Yangxia, and only Yangxia.

As a visitor from another world who came to the task halfway and talked nonsense for a long time for the last clue, he should not be the object of her affection.

His mind was still filled with all kinds of newly organized words. He had divided these words into various sections of persuasion based on Dongxue's possible reactions. However, he did not expect that the other person did not say a word, but directly hugged him and behaved violently.

He was caught off guard.

He didn't have any heartbeat feeling of being hugged, and his thoughts were extremely rational at this time.

He was thinking about whether Dongxue's favorability would change due to his next behavior.

He was thinking rationally here, but the barrage exploded in an instant:

【Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!】

[She A went up, so decisive]

[nmd let him go! He is not your Yang Xia! Climb away]

[This, this is too much. Are you using your strategy time to be so unscrupulous? Let me do it instead]

[Holy shit, am I the only one who envy Su Mingan? 】

[Damn it, you didn’t forget that Dongxue is a boy, right?]

【Oops, I suddenly don’t envy you anymore. 】

[Faced with this kind of transgender person... some words are really difficult to say. I don't know how to persuade this kind of person. I feel that pushing away will definitely reduce my favorability...]

[Dongxue is also quite pitiful, she just has an illness... a psychological illness. 】

【……】

Dongxue hugged him and closed her eyes.

Her arms seemed a little clammy, the flames did not dry her clothes, and she was shivering all over from the cold.

Su Mingan quickly thought about his next move, and suddenly felt something was wrong.

Dongxue stuck to his neck, which was close to his shoulders, and there seemed to be no Adam's apple.

He also felt that the softness against his body did not look like a male body.

"Yang Xia." She suddenly said softly, her voice trembling, as if she just wanted to ask for affirmation: "You are my creation, do you love me?"

When she asked "Do you love me?", her voice was on the verge of pleading, and every word was trembling violently.

…

[Yang Xia appears next to Dong Xue.]

[But everyone is saying that Yang Xia is fake and has fallen in love with her own illusory creation. 】

【Dongxue doesn’t believe it.】

[She promised Yang Xia that they must live together forever. 】

[But Dongxue gradually discovered that Yang Xia would only persuade her to become better and mature. She confessed to her, but was rejected. 】

【Dongxue is very confused.】

【Why do creations not love their Creator? 】

[Why can’t her illusory creation do everything she wants? 】

…

"..." Su Mingan did not respond.

He was thinking about some possibilities.

Some special clues gradually connected in his mind.

"But, I don't want to grow up." Her mood suddenly fluctuated violently.

It was as if a tight string had been suddenly severed. She opened her red eyes, her whole body was shaking like a sieve, and her tone was hysterical:

"If you grow up, if you abandon the past...I, I..."

Dongxue's movements became tighter and tighter.

She hugged him tightly, as if surrounding the whole world.

Her head was buried in his shoulder, and he could feel the warm touch slowly flowing down, mixing with the wet and cold rain.

"I will never meet someone like Yang Xia again now, in the future, or in the longer future!"

She roared in pain.

"I learned nothing from what she taught me, and I possess nothing from the qualities she possesses!"

"This kind of me, this kind of me..."
To be continued...