Saya tilted her head, as if she couldn't understand the meaning of his words.

The heavy rain had wet her long golden hair, and even her exquisite hair accessories were tilted aside. Her dress was wet and clinging to her body, and she looked very embarrassed.

She came close to him, knelt down and spoke softly.

"Rin." She said: "You know? When I heard from Larya that you wanted to kill me, I was really sad, very sad..."

"Saya." Su Ming'an said: "You know? From here, when I saw you carrying Naraku up to the rooftop, I was really disappointed, very disappointed."

"Disappointed?" Saya's voice trembled: "Disappointed. Is it because of the fact that I am a soul clan? Does it make you feel disappointed? Disappointed by my identity?"

"You shouldn't be a soul clan."

"Yes, I shouldn't be." Saya's face was filled with rainwater: "I am obviously just an ordinary human being... But from the day I was successfully transformed, I knew that if I didn't control Grandpa Warren in time, I would

Control the soul hunters on the ship. What awaits me is the most desperate ending."

She lowered her head, her hair sticking to her face: "...I can't sit still and wait to be tested. I can't...can't let hunger dominate my desire. Rin...Su Rin! I don't want to be killed, I

You can only take the initiative... This is the survival law of the Soul Clan. Do you understand, Su Lin? As an ordinary human being, as a being with the happiest status, as a human being who doesn't have to worry about being discovered at all... You

Can you understand what it feels like to survive in this kind of crack?”

On her body, the turbulent emotions were mixed with the sea breeze, and fell to the ground along with the cold raindrops.

Su Mingan said nothing and looked at her.

This young lady, who was dignified and cheerful when they first met, this girl with beautiful and bright hair like the sun, now had her hair disheveled in the heavy rain, her eyes were red, and she was roaring at him like a madman.

"Rin. Do you know that feeling? Normally, I would really think that I am a human being, but some nights, when I suddenly feel hungry, I will suddenly realize that I have become a completely different person from before.

Monster..." She raised her hands, with bloody red nails extending from her fingertips, her eyes were extremely desperate: "I have no choice... I have no choice! I can only attack my dear grandpa, I can only make him change.

To become my most loyal guard, I can only...find an opportunity to board this Yate and claim my own living space..."

As she spoke, her hand suddenly hit the ground heavily.

"Bang!"

There was a loud noise.

That hand looked extremely delicate, as if it had never been touched by the young lady's hand. With a slap, the ground suddenly sunk in.

"Did you, did you see it? Rin." Saya stared at him: "I have become a monster. I can't turn back at all. I can only, I can only..."

As she spoke, her fingernails began to rub against the ground unconsciously, repeating mechanical movements as if they were self-inflicted, and blood gradually formed on her fingertips.

The nails shattered and blood overflowed. Then the wounds began to heal and the nails grew again... She kept rubbing the ground as if she was not afraid of the pain, breaking her own nails and watching them slowly grow back.

"Does Valen know that he has been transformed into a soul clan?" Su Mingan suddenly spoke during a period of silence.

Saya raised her head suddenly, staring at him with blood-red eyes: "...I don't know."

She said softly: "This is also the reason for my despair...I don't know that I am a soul clan at all. Only at this damn time...when I start to be hungry, I can't help myself, I will

Suddenly realizing my damn identity, it’s like a disaster is coming..."

"Saya, believe me, it's not the worst yet." Su Mingan looked at her: "Since you were not born as a soul clan, this kind of transformation definitely has its flaws. I have never heard of soul clan before.

The fact that it can be transformed from humans shows that its technology must be immature, otherwise the Art Empire would have long been reduced to a paradise for the soul tribe."

Listening to his words, Saya was slightly stunned.

"Saya, who is the person who transformed you?" Su Mingan said: "As long as we find him, we will definitely be able to find a way to return you to normal."

Saya stared at him.

Her blood-red eyes were staring at him silently, mixed with extremely complicated emotions.

"You just said you wanted to kill me." She said softly.

"You are not the perpetrator, but the victim." Su Mingan said: "You are not born as a soul, but a normal human being transformed by others. You should be the one who is saved, not the one who is hated. I suddenly realized

It’s come to this point.”

"...Aren't you disappointed?"

“Not disappointed.”

"...You don't hate me?"

"No."

The water in Saya's eyes flashed.

She said: "I... actually can't remember clearly."

Su Mingan was slightly startled.

"Only when I encounter a certain situation, some of my memories will be awakened." She said softly: "For example, only when I am hungry, I will find out that I am a soul tribe, and I have something to do with being a soul."

Only then will the memories of committing evil acts due to my ethnic identity be awakened... And when I return to normal, I will really think that I am just an ordinary human being... The same goes for the memories related to the transformer. I can only see him again.

Only when you see him will you remember who he is..."

"But I remember..." She paused, and then said: "He has... jet black hair, and a pair of dark and blood-colored eyes that are different from ordinary Soul Clan. He asked me to meet at the manor, and suddenly said to me

You started and transformed me... turning me from a human into this abominable appearance..."

Jet black hair, dark red eyes.

Su Mingan thought about it carefully and couldn't think of anyone related to this characteristic.

While he was thinking, Saya suddenly turned around and dragged Naraku next to her.

"Rin, look, this is Miss Naraku." She pulled Naraku's hair and lifted her up, and Naraku showed a painful expression.

Su Mingan's expression did not change.

"I'm so stupid, really. In human form, I'm so stupid." Saya said: "...How could I propose a marriage between Rin and her? Obviously I can gather everyone's wealth.

In our case, there is no need for such a stupid approach as marriage... In my human form, I am so cute and so real... I am so naive that it makes me feel bad..."

Naraku's body was covered in blood at this time. She seemed to want to struggle, and the bag with the spear behind her was trembling, but the soul clan's strength was far greater than hers. Saya just punched her, and she doubled up in pain.

It's hard to struggle for a moment.

"Saya." Su Ming'an said, "Don't let the soul clan's desires dominate you. Remember what you just said."

He remembered that Saya clearly said just now that she hated her identity as a soul clan and wished she could just be a happy ordinary human being.

But now, holding Naraku in her arms, with her eyes even more red, she said that she hated her in human form.

...Desire and power change a person's mind.

This transformation happens naturally and affects all aspects of people, making it difficult for them to notice.

Listening to Su Mingan's words, Saya's eyes paused for a moment.

She suddenly let go of her hand, as if she had been stabbed by a needle, and took a few steps back, staring at her own hand with great fear, as if she wanted to cut it off.

"Why... why would I have such thoughts..." Her lips trembled and tears were almost falling from her eyes.

"Yes, I'm sorry, Miss Naraku, I'm very sorry, I..."

She kept apologizing and stepped forward to help Naraku who fell to the ground.

At this time, her behavior was very much like that of a dignified young lady, very much like the way Su Ming'an first saw her.

...If you ignore the red light in her eyes and the large blood stains on her body.

Su Mingan watched this absurd scene in silence, as if watching a farce unfolding before his eyes.

"Miss Naraku, I'm very sorry, I, let me pull you up..."

Saya stretched out her hand, as if she wanted to help the girl who fell on the ground.

But the next moment, a deeper red light covered her eyes again.

Her steps paused, and she suddenly hugged herself, trembling all over.

It was like two thoughts were struggling repeatedly in her body. The heavy rain dripped down on her hair and clung to her body like water plants. She was extremely quiet for a moment, like a stake stuck in the ground.

After a deathly silence, she suddenly raised her head.

"Rin." She said, with silence in her voice: "You will understand me."

Su Mingan looked at her.

"I have no choice. If I want to avoid being hunted by souls, I can only take the initiative." She said: "Rin, death is a very painful thing. Even if it is for the sake of stability or righteousness, I will not take the initiative.

Death, face it... I just want to live, just want to live..."

"If Grandpa Valen hadn't died, I wouldn't have been so emotional that I would have remembered my identity as a soul clan." She said softly: "The Ater... wouldn't have become like this. Everything shouldn't have happened.

Is such that……"

"Yes, it shouldn't be like this, the Ater... the Ater, it is the hope of the empire." She was silent for a moment, then suddenly said: "In the long voyage, it will definitely reach the other side smoothly... it

It will bring glory to Art in the future..."

"No one will be in trouble, and no one will die... It is impossible for a hateful soul race to get involved in the giant wheel. We will all be extremely safe..."

As she spoke, she smiled at him as if she had fallen into a self-hypnotic illusion.
To be continued...