Four hundred and eighty-five chapters Pingping, Zhan Xinjia.(1/3)
【Pingping:
Zhan Xinjia.
It’s been a long time since I wrote a letter, and I still miss you so much.
In the past few days, the second group of colleagues passed through the black wall and came to our laboratory.
Human experiments are still at a stagnant stage. There are many people in the dome whose curse is on the verge of breaking out and are willing to cooperate with our experiments and have signed confidentiality agreements. But... none of them succeeded in saving their lives in the end.
After their deaths, the curse spread from them, contaminating the surrounding land, and we were forced to blow up one of the laboratories.
However, this way, the guys in the engineering team can get back to work. Foreman Kerry took a long break and finally had something to do, haha.
Our new batch of fruits was a bit rotten. I ate the remaining bananas and accidentally got them on the letter. I’m such a sloppy man...]
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【Pingping:
Zhan Xinjia.
The experiment is still going on, but it has been at a standstill, and we are very frustrated.
We used to think that this "curse" was a biological virus that could be cured. But now it seems that it is more like a supernatural factor.
...Dr. Li didn't want to believe this, so he ran away and went crazy.
He has been away for three days and has never come back. We don't have the soul stone and can't search for him. We are very sad and the atmosphere in the laboratory has been very depressing.
...Okay, let’s not talk about this anymore.
Today, the cursed fire flower bloomed.
It is small, like a living fire. It dances in my hand, very beautiful.
I remember that my daughter is six years old this year. She should be very beautiful, just like you.
I remember her birthday is August 12th, which is only two days different from your birthday. You are August 10th, and I am August 14th.
In the past, she always liked to pluck my beard, so I developed the habit of shaving. However, since entering the dome, I have shaved countless times, and the razor is also getting old, so it is time to replace it.
But this black wall can only be entered but cannot be exited. I can only wait for the next batch of colleagues who come in to send me some living supplies. I hope they will think of our lack of razors.]
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Su Mingan continued to read, and the letters that followed were still full of trivial words. The writer seemed obsessed with writing poetry, and would often write poems in his letters.
But even these gorgeous sentences cannot hide the increasingly obvious despair and sadness between the lines. The experimental situation has been stagnant, and the writer's mood has been deteriorating.
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【Pingping:
Zhan Xinjia.
We did not control the intensity of the experiment.
...The curse breaks out between us.
Lao Zhang was infected with a curse, he was about to die, and he left here voluntarily.
Before leaving, he wrote all the experimental data he recorded on a slate, took off his protective clothing, wore a single suit, and left with his photos on the wall.
I watched him leave in the black mist, as if I could see his soul flying easily into the distance.
Lao Zhang's hometown is in the grassland, where there are flying eagles and galloping horses. I guess he should be an eagle soaring in the sky.
There are fewer and fewer people in the laboratory. Some people have gone crazy, and some have left after being infected with the curse. None of them choose to stay and drag us down.
Pingping, I don't know what to say.
Let me read you a poem.
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"One day I wrote her name on the beach,
Wash it off when the big waves come.
I wrote her name again,
The tide has made my hard work in vain.
'Delusional person,' she said, 'why worry about nothing?
I want to make a mortal person immortal!’
'No,' I said, 'let the lowly ones plot their way to death,
But you will live forever by your good name.
Death can conquer the whole world,
Our love will last forever and our lives will never die.’”
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...Poetry is beautiful, right?
I remember that you liked poetry very much. When you read poetry, you looked very beautiful.
The people of Qiongdi said that we are a group of delusional people, and the curse cannot be eliminated. This is the fate they have been carrying for generations.
Kerry had a quarrel with them. He said, if even the rescued people in the sky are not willing to accept it, then what are we saving?
However, we are 'saviors' and we must be more tolerant to the 'saved'. I just hope that the pain of the people in the sky can be faced squarely.
They are not monsters, they are just like us, they are just people living in different places.
By saving them, I am also eliminating hidden dangers that may affect our world.
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But now as I write and write, I still feel sad.
There is still nothing in my hands.
I miss you.】
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After that, there were still pages and pages of letters.
But the writer's mood is getting worse and worse.
He no longer records the occasional hot pot meal, the newly obtained razor, or the detailed process of the experiment. His despair is like a volcano on the verge of erupting, and his sad emotions flow between the increasingly scrawled words, which makes people watch.
Somewhat suffocating.
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【Pingping:
Zhan Xinjia.
Disaster broke out.
Our resistance is much worse than that of the Domelanders. When the black fog at night began to penetrate into some laboratories, we were unable to resist.
Many people died.
I miss you.】
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【Pingping:
Zhan Xinjia.
The experimental situation is still stagnant, and more and more experimental subjects are dying in pain. Seeing their eyes before death, I always feel that those of us who cannot save them are all sinners.
I watched a little girl die in front of my eyes. Her hands were pressed against the glass of the purification cabin, her body melted, and her blood spilled all over the floor.
Our daughter should be about the same age as her now.]
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【Pingping:
Zhan Xinjia.
When I woke up this morning, I saw that photo wall, and there were fewer and fewer photos.
Everyone who died would sleep peacefully holding their own photos. I looked at the increasingly empty walls and felt empty in my heart.
While digging for new experimental soil, a cursed creature bit Kerry. He also said this morning that he would share the canned beef he had accumulated for a year to satisfy his craving for food tonight.
We said goodbye to him.
He hugged his can of beef and left.]
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【Pingping:
To be continued...