Prepare for the ninth world and rest for two days.

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Regarding the issue of updates... I know that many people want more updates, but one update a day is already the limit. The main reason is that the performance of this book has not been popular, so it must be academic-centered, and it requires postgraduate entrance examinations and certification. The current prospects of the book are not convincing

at home.

I can only try my best to compress my rest time to write articles every day. The more I want to read various works and draw materials, the more I feel guilty for not studying. The more I immerse myself in the colorful world of ideas, the more I face the pain of boring reality.

Reality does not have the living fire in the text, like the city on the clouds and the songs, it is told in a straightforward manner until the end. I want to enrich my thoughts but am unable to do so. I want to enrich myself but have no time. I want to read and write more soulful words but I am stopped because

This is not the "right path". Including the Eighth World, they all survived under the urging of their relatives, "Stop writing, it's a waste of time."

I understand the importance of a stable job, and I cannot control my pursuit of excellence in the plot. Just like when I want to write about The Ninth World, I have to read various science fiction works to draw materials, but this will also consume my review time.

I don't want to water down my articles, I hope every chapter is the best I can.

So I was in a dilemma and suffered all the time.

So exhausted.

I don't want to worry about so much and run towards the "sea". But I can't overturn my black wall, so I love and suffer.

There is no cost of trial and error, and there is no economic condition to pursue dreams. We have to be carried forward by the future, confused, day after day, unable to resist.

Even if you want to have non-utilitarian interests, you will still be constrained by the environment, family, and survival itself.

People are always people in society, and no one is immune.

I'm trapped by a black wall.

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"You are right, but you are doomed. In today's world, whoever wants to live and be happy all his life must not be like you and me. Whoever wants to listen to real music instead of playing randomly and reject low-level entertainment

But if you want real joy, refuse money and have a soul, refuse to work hard and do real work, refuse to play around and have real passion, then such a person cannot find his home in this beautiful world."
Chapter completed!