Chapter 179 What is the reason to stay
The pair of ink-like eyes behind the curtains, the girl's embarrassment and tenacity, overturned all the weaknesses in his heart. He involuntarily grasped the window sill and closed his eyes. It turned out that he was not able to weigh everything very well. It turned out that he was not able to weigh everything well either.
There will be moments when you lose control of your emotions.
The rain was pouring down, and she was soaked all over. Her eyelashes were wet and it was difficult to open her eyes. Suddenly, the rain stopped. She was a little surprised. She looked up and saw the umbrella appearing above. Looking back, Yixia
That face that is no longer sunny.
Su Yixia's eyes were blazing, he could not allow her to be consumed like this.
"Come back with me!" After saying that, he took Qian Xi's arm.
"I'm not going back! Just leave me alone, okay! I want to see him! I want to explain it clearly to him!"
The girl pushed him away and walked into the rain again. She yelled. Her heartbroken expression was incomprehensible to ordinary people. It hurt her so much that it hurt her bones. It turned out that the misunderstanding existed from the beginning.
"If you continue like this, you will get sick!"
Su Yixia has never yelled at Qian Xi since she met her. This was the first and most painful time. He forced Qian Xi to leave. The umbrella was blown away, and the two of them were pulling at each other in the rain.
"Su Yixia!"
She screamed heartbreakingly, and the rain fell so hard that he could see the tears on her face clearly. The young man stopped his movements, and with a sudden turn of desolation, he gave up the idea of taking her away, and picked up the umbrella on the ground.
Hold up a sky for her.
I can't stop the wind that's leaving, and I can't hold the whole sky.
The hazy rainy day blocked the rising sun, and everything was gray.
After waiting all night and watching all night, my heart, no matter how frozen, could be warmed up, but there was nothing, nothing... no lights were lit, no doors were opened, and there was no trace of him.
"Xiao Qian!"
A pale smile hung on Qian Xi's pale face. She finally fell down and fell into the endless darkness. It was great, she would never feel pain again.
Su Shengfei was drunk in an unknown corner, and the alcohol sobered up his hazy brain. He realized that a person like him was born to be suitable for only one person, and the warmth of the world had nothing to do with him.
!
If the mind is not moving, there will be no pain. He must be too idle to make himself unhappy! That Bai Qianxi! That Su Zian and that bullshit Zuo clan, get out of here!
On the street after the rain, he was extremely arrogant, mumbling something. The passers-by on the road pointed at him, and even he didn't know how he walked home.
Standing in front of the gate, he was a little stunned, why did he come back again? The alcohol had not been finished, and he was top-heavy. He stumbled due to a collision, but luckily he held on to the wall, otherwise he almost fell.
"Who doesn't have eyes like that! I dare to hit you!"
He pointed at the figure in front of him and cursed.
The moment the man in front turned back, Su Shengfei seemed to have been poured cold water on her head, and she suddenly woke up. Su Yixia's anxious look, the dying girl in his arms, and a message suddenly popped into his mind, is she dead?
With her face as white as paper and her arms hanging down naturally, she...
The pain began to spread throughout the body, and the numbness of alcohol had lost its effect. It turned out that the so-called sobriety was just self-deception.
Su Yixia ignored him, hugged Qian Xi and left quickly.
The Zuo Su Mansion became completely silent.
There was no news from Su Zi'an, Su Shengfei got drunk every day, Su Yixia looked sad, and Bai Qianxi stayed behind closed doors.
An entire home was completely shattered into pieces.
Qianxi stood in front of the window, still in the same position. She always secretly looked at Su Zian who came home late. The servants were cleaning the yard in an orderly manner, and the insects and birds were chirping. The world had not changed, it was just the appearance.
The glamor cannot hide the real situation.
Days like this are just because of her appearance, haha... If it weren't for her, everything would be restored.
She changed into light clothes and brought only her ID and some cash. She took a quick glance at the room that once belonged to her and closed the door no longer.
It was easier for her to go out than she thought. Su Zian was not here and Su Shengfei ignored her. She just blocked the point where Su Yixia went out and left Zuo Su Mansion easily. No one dared to stop her. After all, she was Zuo Su.
The eldest lady of the Su family is not a prisoner.
She didn't bring any luggage, and the servants didn't notice anything strange. But little did they know that their lady was gone forever.
She got into a taxi and wanted to get out of Zuo Su's mansion as soon as possible, but the driver dropped her off at a strange place.
With tall buildings and constant traffic, in such a big city, Qian Xi could not find a place of her own.
She thought about it carefully. She couldn't go back to her grandmother's house. Bai Xue and Baiyu could easily find her. In City A, she had only a handful of friends. Ji Xiaoran, Qu Wanwan, and Yan Jingchu, but these people were all related to Zuo Su's family.
If there is a connection, her whereabouts will naturally be exposed.
Her heart was in chaos, and she just wanted to find a place to calm down. She didn't want to stay in that suffocating place for one more second, because everything was filled with memories of him.
She was walking on foot, not in the mood to see the scenery, and couldn't even go to the hotel. She knew that the document registration was like a dog leash hanging around her neck. Going there would be like throwing herself into a trap.
Moreover, all her documents were forged, and whether they could be used was still a question. Thinking of this, she couldn't help but smile bitterly.
She just walked aimlessly, never stopping, as if she would be caught back in the cage once she stopped.
Night fell without knowing it, and the bustling streets were full of lights and entertainment. Before she could think of where to go, she didn't even have a place to stay tonight. Her stomach was already making a protest sound, but she didn't feel anything about it.
She stopped under a neon sign, looked up, and saw a few letters.
BLue sea.
Haha, Qianxi couldn't help laughing, it seemed that every time she was down or in a bad mood, this place would be her refuge.
She stepped in without thinking, looking for someone's figure. The singing stage was empty, and there was no figure of Mist. Qian Xi frowned, was this going to force her to go back? Even the last road was cut off?
Frustrated, all kinds of people in the bar, under the flickering lights, seemed to have evil intentions in their eyes. She took two steps back in fear, but without thinking, she retreated directly into the arms of someone.
he?
She jumped out instantly, fearing that she might offend someone she shouldn't.
"You don't seem to be here to find me?" he said with a playful smile.
Qian Xi was overjoyed at this familiar voice. She looked up and saw that it was Mist. Her heart that was originally holding her heart finally settled down peacefully, and she even felt more at ease.
"You are always disobedient. Why don't you give me information before you come here?"
The apparently cold voice made Qian Xi feel a touch of warmth. Upon hearing his words, tears suddenly fell one by one.
Her mobile phone was given by Yixia. How could she carry a high-powered positioning system with her? Besides, she didn't want to be found when she came out. After all, who could she contact by phone?
She looked gloomy and lowered her head without saying a word. Mist felt something strange in her heart. She had not heard anything about the situation in the Zuo Su family recently. What was wrong with her?
"It seems that this time, I came here to cry, not to drink?" His tone was still light, but it was clearly ridiculing.
Qian Xi raised her aggrieved face and said unceremoniously, "I'm here to eat, I'm hungry!"
Phew, looking at the girl in front of him, he still smiled. This was obviously a bar, but she came to eat. She was hungry, shouldn't she go find a restaurant?
Qianxi didn't know why. Whenever she faced Mist, she felt an inexplicable sense of intimacy and was always able to let go of all her defenses. However, she didn't even know the man's real name, let alone anything about him.
Chapter completed!