Chapter 93: The Past You Want
These two days, Lin Zhitang was simply suffering. Jian Shu told him that Su Zian came back today and she was hesitating whether to go to him or not. Should she go to the company or Zuo Su's mansion?
Moreover, she went to find him as soon as he came back. Would it be too deliberate for her to go to see him? Would Su Zian be suspicious? She thought carefully, not to miss any details. Su Zian was very thoughtful, and her current situation was like walking on thin ice.
"Miss, we have a guest."
The servant knocked on her door. Lin Zhitang looked confused. When did her servant become so polite to her? But who could this guest be?
She walked out of the bedroom, and the servant at the door whispered, "Young Master Su is here." There was a hint of warning in his tone.
Lin Zhitang's heart skipped a beat, Zi'an actually came to see her! He came to find her as soon as he came back from a business trip! She was so excited that she didn't even care about the servants around her, and she walked quickly towards the living room.
That familiar figure stood in the living room with his back to her. Lin Zhitang ran over without any thought and hugged his waist from behind.
Her face was buried in his back, and her breath made him feel at ease.
"Zi'an, I'm sorry. I was wrong. I thought you didn't want me anymore. I thought you would never see me again."
She cried as she talked, and all her grievances disappeared. As long as she could still be by his side, it was enough.
Lin Zhitang held him tightly, crying hysterically, as if Su Zi'an would disappear if she let go.
Su Zian frowned slightly, with distress in his eyes. He sighed helplessly, took Lin Zhitang's hand, and pulled her into his arms from behind.
He patted her back gently, and his strong chest disintegrated all Lin Zhitang's pride. As long as Su Zi'an was there, she didn't need anything else.
"Zi'an"
"Good boy, stop crying. I'm going on a business trip these days."
Su Zian explained to her that she still remembered his cold tone when they parted, but now he held her in his arms.
"Zi'an, I went to the company to look for you, but the front desk wouldn't let me see you. I thought it was because you didn't want to see me." The woman sobbed, her words choked with sobs.
"It was my fault that day. I spoke too harshly to you."
Su Zian's eyes were full of tenderness and he stroked her long, silky hair. He also thought about not seeing her again, but he still remembered that she had always been hidden in his heart, and there was no way to eradicate it. He used work to numb himself, but every night
I can dream about her clear face.
Lin Zhitang couldn't hold back Su Zian's apology. He was such a noble person, aloof and admired by thousands of people, and he actually apologized to himself.
"Zi'an, I had my reasons for leaving three years ago." She lowered her face and rested half of her cheek on his chest.
"In the car accident three years ago, my father did not die. The police never found the body. News reports only said that the life and death were unknown. According to the judgment of experts at the car accident scene at the time, my father must have narrowly escaped death."
She told, trembling in Su Zian's arms. Su Zian looked solemn, but still listened to Lin Zhitang's narration.
"You know at that time, our family had a lot of debts and there were a lot of troublemakers. When I found my dad, the outside world already thought he was dead. I thought about it for a long time, so I just went with the flow and didn't reveal the news that my dad was alive.
With the help of my uncle, I took my father to the North Country."
"Why can't you tell me this? Why didn't you contact me in those years?"
Su Zian held her shoulders and looked directly into her eyes, not allowing her to escape.
"Oh, do you think I don't want to? Everyone thought that my dad died, and the debts naturally fell on me. Do you know how many cities I took my dad to and from? I have lived in basements,
A shack house, afraid of leaving traces, afraid of being found!"
Her eyes were filled with crystal tears. Looking back on those days, she was so devastated that she became inhuman.
Su Zian looked at her painful look when she recalled it, and was startled, "Why don't you contact me! I can help you!"
"Haha, Zi'an, when you first joined the Zuo family, what else did you have besides the title of the eldest son of the Su family, which was respected by thousands of people? I know that you helped me pay off some of my debts, which has caused dissatisfaction among many people.
, how can I drag you down and drag down your future!"
She cried very sadly, but every tear was like a sharp knife, piercing into his heart! He did it all for himself, but he was doubting her, and kept forcing her to explain because of his own pride.
Lin Zhitang looked at Su Zian's expression and smiled sadly.
"Later, we finally stabilized in Chuncheng. There was no way to cure the sequelae of my dad's car accident. I had no money. My uncle sent us abroad that year, saying it was the last time to help us. In order to survive and treat my dad's illness, I
Working around, serving dishes, washing dishes, I've done everything! Zi'an, you know what kind of person I am, how can I tolerate all my humbleness being exposed in front of you, I just want you to remember me at my best.
, my hands are for playing the piano, not for washing dishes."
Her hand touched Su Zian's cheek and gently traced his facial features. This face had long been imprinted in her heart.
Su Zi'an was heartbroken. He never thought that Lin Zhitang would encounter this. She looked helpless and the smile on her lips was full of desolation.
He held her in his arms and whispered in her ear, "Zhitang, all this has passed. Now that you are back, I will protect you and no one will dare to bully you!" His voice was deep and deep, promising,
All her pain shocked his heart.
"Yes, it's all over. My dad is still gone. I'm finally free. I miss you, so I'm back. I don't care about those people. I just want to see you. Do you know, I've missed you all these years?
It’s going crazy!”
Lin Zhitang lost control of her emotions. She expected to gain Su Zi'an's trust in the direction she envisioned, but she didn't expect that those scattered real experiences would make his chest filled with her tears.
"Zhitang, don't be afraid, don't be afraid of those people. I will help you pay off all your debts. I will compensate you well. Don't cry. It's my fault."
The person nestled in his arms looked at Su Zian's guilt and secretly breathed a sigh of relief. He finally believed that he still loved her.
Those few words that were just a drop in the bucket could make him blame himself so much. She secretly asked in her heart, Zi'an, if you knew the whole experience, do you know how much I have lost because of your Su family?
The scene of the two embracing each other was tender and touching. Everything seemed to be back to the way it was originally, when they embraced each other on the rooftop and fell in love. Now she completely owns this man, and she will never let go of her hands until she dies.
Lin Zhitang learned to be smart this time. She stopped stalking Su Zi'an and returned to her reasonable appearance.
"Zi'an, you just came back from a business trip. You must be very tired. Go back and take a look early. As the eldest brother, you must not worry about the family affairs. I'm fine. You can go back quickly."
The man's expression showed some relief, and the corners of his mouth showed a beautiful curve, "Is my Zhitang back again?"
"Zi'an, are you laughing at me? I'm just too afraid of losing you." She said coquettishly. Sure enough, being relaxed could win his favor more.
"Well, don't think too much. I'll go back first. Xiao Xi was also injured before I left. I don't know how she is doing now."
Chapter completed!