If they can choose, I believe they will resolutely choose to die unexpectedly!

Sometimes people survive but it is a torment, not only for themselves, but also for their parents and family...

Not only the economy, but also the anxiety of facing death every day.

Death is not scary, what makes people desperate is waiting for death!

Death is not scary, not everyone has the courage to survive.

Living requires courage to support! They are a group of brave people...

After leaving the ward, Xiao Wang took the initiative to leave Bu Fan with WeChat, saying that if there is a need, he would chat at any time and speak in all his words.

After Bu Fan added Xiao Wang, after saying goodbye to them, he found Han Xiaoguo and walked out of the hospital silently.

......

Back at the apartment, Bu Fan stayed in a closed door and began to calm down and seriously appreciate the patient's mentality. The original system scenario simulation, after a few times, Bu Fan had already started to treat it with the mentality of the game. He used to think that he had experienced leukemia patients and could play this role well.

Now I find a big mistake.

Experience is always experience. Without having a real heart to experience it, it is always like a game.

During the experience, Bu Fan was able to go crazy in despair, jumped down from a height of hundreds of meters, and ended up all the things; he was able to rush into the crowd with a steel knife when his home was destroyed...

But what about reality?

In reality, no one has given up hope of living because they have family and people worth caring about.

Especially Lu Chuanjun, he has a wife who is unyielding and a lovely child. The reason why he can survive is all for them.

Especially when facing your wife and children, you must show that you don’t worry. You may only sobb and sigh at the injustice of fate when you are alone late at night.

The most difficult state lies in how to reflect two contradictions?

Even though I know it is useless, I still have to lose everything, endure the torture of illness, and grit my teeth to live for my loved ones.

There are four or five days left before joining the group, Bu Fan basically doesn't go out, locking himself in an airtight room, having a meal a day to completely bring his image closer to the characters in the play.

Continuously train sadness, from pain to heartbreak, and finally a state of death, recalling the process of struggling physically and minds during the scene experience, like a fire of hope, floating in the strong wind and waves, struggling with life...

In the late night, I leaned alone on the bed, emptying myself like a wooden chicken, as if I had only left a body abandoned by fate, my body was shackled by family and love, and I was left in the world...

one day...

Two days...

Three days...

In the end, Han Xiaoguo couldn't help but lead the drivers Lao Liu and Miaomiao to open the door. When he saw Bu Fan for the first time, he shouted in fear: "Are you okay?"

Bu Fan waved his hand and smiled bitterly at the corner of his mouth. Han Xiaoguo and Miaomiao rushed into the room and opened the curtains. The long-lost sunshine gave way to Bu Fan to cover his eyes, feeling like he was a different life.

"Do you want to work so hard?" Han Xiaoguo looked at Bu Fan, who had lost a lot of weight. His originally pale face became thinner and could blow down with a gust of wind.

Bu Fan rubbed his face hard and looked at the calendar. Tomorrow was the time to join the group. Seeing the three of them looking concerned at the same time, he felt warm and said, "Don't worry, I can't die!"

"Brother Xiaofan, are you okay?" Miaomiao was so scared that she held her mouth with both hands and refused to let herself scream. She had never seen such a madman before, so terrible!

In the end, Han Xiaoguo directed Lao Liu to force Bu Fan out for dinner and complained: "You don't have to be killed by experiencing the role, right?"

"This time I am acting as a patient. If I play a madman next time, do you really want to go to a mental hospital?"

When I turned around, I saw Bu Fan's interesting expression and quickly said, "Stop it, brother, I was wrong, can I do it?"

At the end of the meal, Bu Fan was forced to take him to the hospital for physical examination by Han Xiaoguo. He found that he was just malnourished. Even the doctor asked curiously, "Is he just kidnapped and rescued?"

Have a nutritious meal and have a good sleep. Bu Fan feels that he has found it. After all, he will come to the crew to meet the director tomorrow, right?

When I came to the set the next day, even though I was carefully dressed up by Han Xiaoguo, Bu Fan's condition still scared Qu Zheng.

Qu Zheng looked at Bu Fan carefully and asked with concern: "Are you really sick?"

Before he could speak, Han Xiaoguo, who accompanied him, interrupted directly: "He went directly to the hospital to experience life, then did not eat or drink and abuse himself, and finally became like this..."

Bu Fan glared at the little girl. It seemed that she hadn't dealt with her for a long time. The little girl had already started to erect her tail and dared to say that to him.

Although I care about it, this attitude of being neither big nor small is related to the cute look of Han Xiaoguo for the first time I saw him.

After Han Xiaoguo felt Bu Fan's sharp eyes stop talking, Bu Fan smiled at Qu Zheng and said, "There is no problem with his health, look for his condition in advance."

Qu Zheng nodded, a trace of appreciation flashed in his eyes, and turned around and called Muye over. After hearing this, the other party smiled and said, "Yes, even our affairs are saved?"

Seeing Bu Fan confused, he explained: "I originally arranged for you to experience the role, but I didn't expect..."

Looking at Bu Fan's back as he went to try out the costume, he whispered to Qu Zheng: "This kid is good, Lao Ling did not introduce it wrong."

Qu Zheng smiled but said nothing. He had been in the middle of so many years and had seen too many good actors. He was also a person who wanted to save his life for the role. He couldn't bear this little bit of hardship, so he might as well get out early.

Until Bu Fan finished putting on makeup, everyone's eyes lit up, especially Qu Zheng. If the first audition was because of his good acting skills, then the person standing in front of him was Lu Chuanjun!

Muye was very excited and called everyone to prepare. While Qu Zheng was putting on makeup, he briefly explained the general movement to Bu Fan and started to take the camera for the first time.

Qu Zheng wore a greasy wig, his hair was unkempt, and instantly turned into a middle-aged decadent man. He had a divorce from his wife, and saw that his son was going to be taken abroad by his cheap father. He accomplished nothing and could only live by selling adult medicine, and he couldn't even pay the rent.

The landlord introduced Lu Chuanjun, saying that it was a big business and forced Qu Zheng to make money and pay rent. There was no way, and the first scene between the two began.

Qu Zheng saw the landlord away, sat on the chair, looked at Bu Fan, who was also devastated with his eyes, and said disdainfully: "Old man is so blind. What kind of shit can a person like you have?"

He raised his feet to the table, waved his hand like a fly, and said contempt: "Speak quickly if you have something to do, get out of here if you have nothing to do!"

Bu Fan was not angry. He moved his mouth a few times and found that he couldn't speak with a mask. He slowly took off the outermost one, and there was actually a second one inside?

After picking it up, there was a blue medical mask at the end, which finally revealed the pale and thin face. The dried lips were lilac and squeezed out a smile, as if I hadn't smiled for a long time.

"I..." Just as I was about to speak, I looked around alertly and whispered: "I paid 30,000 yuan, and I want you to bring a medicine to India."

"Take it down!" Qu Zheng just heard 30,000, and his body was shocked. As soon as he stood up, he heard the words behind him. He instantly changed his face and cursed: "You think I'm stupid? Smuggling is going to be sentenced!"

After saying that, he stood up and was about to leave. Bu Fan quickly stood up, took out an orange from his pocket, put it on the table, and said, "Don't be anxious first, eat an orange, will I be fine if I say it?"

Following Qu Zheng, he kept explaining: "Do you think 30,000 is too little?"

"This is a huge business opportunity. Think about buying a bottle of medicine in China for 37,000 yuan, and India only costs 500 yuan. How many times the profit is this?"

"What's more, I'm not the only one. As long as you can get medicine, there are so many patients around me, and I need as much as I have..."

Qu Zheng suddenly stopped, slowly turned his head and asked, "The effect of the medicine is the same?"

"Same!"

"The price difference is seventy times?"

"At least seventy times!"

"Gogun!" Qu Zheng suddenly got angry and pushed Bu Fan out directly, scolding him: "You think I'm stupid?"

Bu Fan was pushed and staggered, quickly held the wall, took a strong breath, and continued: "Really, I have tried it myself, it is definitely the same."

"I'm just a patient. Will you still buy fake medicine to cheat yourself? Anyway, you often smuggle it, so it's not the same for any medicine you buy..."

"Shut up!" Qu Zheng couldn't listen and said furiously: "Don't talk nonsense, I've never smuggled!"

He grabbed the oranges on the table, pushed them to Bu Fan, and roared: "Get out quickly!"

Bu Fan was at a loss, his eyes gradually dimmed. He was stunned for two or three minutes, slowly put on his mask again, put down a piece of paper, nodded, and turned around and left.

Qu Zheng was stunned, picked up the note, and a mobile phone number was on it. He curled his lips and threw it into the trash can, leaned against the back of the chair, staring blankly at the ceiling.
Chapter completed!