Chapter 333 Tang Youyou tries to control herself
The human heart is the most difficult to control.
Anger, jealousy, love, and lust.
That's all true.
If a person can completely control his own heart, then this person is either a saint or a devil.
Tang Youyou is naturally not a saint, nor is she a devil, she is a mortal in between.
So I have obviously decided to let go gradually, but my feelings are getting more suppressed and intense.
She hasn't had a good conversation with Li Da for a long time. She is controlling the frequency of her conversations with Li Da. Whenever she can't communicate, she tries not to communicate. If she can't, she doesn't speak.
She thought that if this continued for a period of time, she would be able to treat Li Da as just a friend again, even if he was no longer a friend.
Every day, she would think that Li Da was nothing special, very ordinary, there was no need to like him, and he was also the boyfriend of her best friend.
that's all.
Tang Youyou found that as long as she was quiet now, all she could think about was Li Da.
Good and bad, it's all him.
Besides Li Da, there is Luo Dongqing.
Knowingly knowing that Li Da and Luo Dongqing would whisper love words, this was a normal thing for lovers, and they would even do some intimate actions.
However, she doesn't see it, but she thinks about it, and when she thinks about it, she becomes jealous.
Even though I know it's wrong to be jealous, I still can't control myself.
Tang Youyou felt so tired.
However, she also had no one to talk to.
No one can say it, not even the people Tang Youyou trusts.
Unlike many little girls who like to pour beans out of the bamboo tube to talk about anything, Tang Youyou rarely tells others what is on her mind. She always listens, but never speaks her own thoughts.
She doesn't trust others.
She was worried that if she spoke out, others would spread the word.
Therefore, no matter what she is worried about, she will not tell her friends.
If it was Luo Dongqing, she could probably be trusted, but this was the only thing she couldn't tell Luo Dongqing.
"Yuyou, have something to eat."
Li Yu opened the door and walked in, holding milk and cake in her hands.
Tang Youyou looked at the time, it was already four o'clock.
She was indeed a little hungry, so she reached out and took a piece of cake, ate one piece, and then stopped eating.
"Yuyou, you seem to have something on your mind?"
Li Yu looked at Tang Youyou with a hint of sadness on her eyebrows.
"Well, one thing, there's a midterm exam coming up soon, and there's also an essay competition."
What Tang Youyou is best at is probably lying, because she understands others very well, so it is easier to deceive people she is familiar with.
Moreover, she always looks calm, which naturally makes her more convincing.
"You don't have to worry too much. Even though mom is nagging you, as long as you work hard, it doesn't matter what your grades are."
Li Yu was successfully deceived by Tang Youyou, mainly because the reason mentioned by Tang Youyou was reasonable and Li Yu didn't think too much.
She just felt that Tang Youyou didn't care so much about the test results before, and her condition was naturally much better, but now that Tang Youyou cares about it, and it's still so long before the exam, she starts to worry.
"I see."
Tang Youyou pretended to be comforted, but Li Yu suddenly smiled and said: "You didn't care about your grades before, was it because of Li Da?"
Tang Youyou: "..."
She actually cared about her grades before. Even though she took the exam very seriously, but her score was still not satisfactory, she pretended that she didn't care so much, as if saying so would make it less embarrassing.
This is probably the mentality of the students.
And now Li Yu talked about Li Da again, which slightly stimulated Tang Youyou's mentality.
"It has nothing to do with him."
With a slightly unhappy tone, Li Yu thought a lot and said, "Did you quarrel?"
In this way, Tang Youyou has a reason for not being very happy recently.
"No."
Li Yu didn't believe Tang Youyou's denial at all.
"Okay, mom won't interfere in your affairs. Anyway, you can just be happy."
Li Yu thought she was a very open-minded mother, so she put down the milk and cake and walked out by herself.
As for the girl's troubles, let her solve them by herself.
Tang Youyou sighed, took another sip of milk, and her thoughts drifted away again.
Thinking of Li Yu's misunderstanding, Tang Youyou recalled that night, when she and Li Da didn't bring the keys and couldn't get in. Li Da made her fried rice with eggs, and she lay on the bed and fell asleep.
In the end, he was successfully misunderstood. Thinking of Li Da's inability to argue and Li Yu's furious appearance, Tang Youyou suddenly laughed out loud.
Also before, Li Da's shoes were left at home, and Li Yu was also frightened, as well as the clothes in her schoolbag. Her mother is really a middle-aged woman who is good at thinking.
The last thing that came to Tang Youyou's mind was that Li Da nervously ran towards her in the rain and helped her up after she fell, not caring that he also got wet.
Then, Li Da carried her home like this...
Thinking of this, the smile on Tang Youyou's face became sweeter.
The phone suddenly rang, disturbing Tang Youyou's thoughts and pulling her back. Tang Youyou did not take out her phone immediately, but was secretly annoyed that she should not have quieted down.
The ringtone of her mobile phone is still ringing. The ringtone she set is "Always Quiet" because this is the song she has decided to perform at the art festival. Tang Youyou also needs to practice hard. As Li Da said, Asang's song wants to be sung.
It's hard to feel ethereal because her voice is very special.
However, Tang Youyou also wanted to give it a try. The more Li Da said she couldn't do it, the more she wanted to prove herself.
Taking out her cell phone, Tang Youyou discovered that the person calling happened to be Li Da.
"Hey, what's the matter?"
"Well, why do you all like to say this..."
Li Da complained casually.
Because Luo Dongqing and Tang Youyou have become the same.
Habits really are contagious.
Tang Youyou didn't answer. She only felt that the word "you" meant that the other person must be Luo Dongqing.
Tang Youyou felt that it was not good for her to be like this. She seemed to be becoming more and more narrow-minded.
"I called you because I really wanted to tell you something."
Li Da didn't know that Tang Youyou's heart was already full of emotions. He only called Tang Youyou when he really had something serious to do. Otherwise, he would have called a friend of the opposite sex who was close to him who was not his girlfriend to make porridge.
Not appropriate.
Unless you haven't seen me for a long time, I would like to send you greetings during the holidays.
"It's about us going to SH to participate in the essay competition together. I plan to leave directly next Saturday. We can go there in advance. Then, I have some things to deal with there. It just so happens that we can also have fun there.
Chapter completed!