I have experienced more things, and I have seen more joys and sorrows, ghosts and monsters, and various methods on and off the stage. I feel quite calm and numb to watch the diving on the high platform.

I have been talking calmly, but I have seen a lot of things, and the various tactful changes in the process cannot be changed, so I am calm.

Numbness means seeing the essence through phenomena, just like writing novels with beginning, inheritance, turning and turning, seeing through the things inside, then being numb and losing expectations.

This book is written later and will definitely be completed within the year.

I just changed my place to write, and it took ten days. The environment was pretty good, but my work was always entangled with me through phone, QQ and WeChat, which made me unforgettable and concerned about it.

I felt a little relaxed during these ten days, but I still spent most of my time typing every day.

This is me, and vacation is still not much different from the past.

This book has put too much effort into it, so that after writing it, it will go deeper and want to find out a finale.

History is everywhere, and jazz naturally overestimates themselves.

But at least I have that aura in my heart.

I don't know what the ending is. The past of history has long disappeared, and only those words are left recording, making people feel angry, regretful, excited, or passionate...

Many ideas are still there, and many characters are still there, but I feel tired.

Most of the time, everyone feels tired, so I naturally don’t fall in love with it and procrastinate.

Some explanations are necessary. I will try to give each character an ending, not to say anything fair, at least match their weight in my heart.

Some book friends said that this book can write three thousand chapters and four thousand chapters, which reminds me of countless characters, whether it is Zhu Zhanji, Zhu Zhanyong, or the somewhat gloomy Zhu Zhanji.

Whether it is Wanwan, Hu Shanxiang, or Yu Duanduan, it comes from Sun and others.

As for Zhang Shuhui, Xiaobai, Tudou, Ping'an, Xin Laoqi, Fang Wu, Xiaodao, Chen Mo, Huang Jinlu, Zhu Gaoxu, Zhu Gaosui...

Too many characters, in order, should have an ending.

But after writing them in detail, I guess some people will find it complicated and some will scold them.

So I tried my best, but I didn't dare to guarantee it.

Doing your best is my purpose. From the opening of the book to now, everyone can understand it from the level of updating and seriousness of the novel, and naturally knowing that the words of jazz are not false.

...

Good and evil are a big problem, and whether efforts will be rewarded is also a big problem.

But I adhere to the principle of "concentrating on typing is the king" and do not care about external affairs.

Of course, I won’t be able to sell miserable jazz, otherwise I will have many ‘shining points’ on my body to impress everyone.

Just tired, tired of heart, tired of body.

But I don’t want to see someone who has read the pirated version and says, “I’m holding back and not scolding you”, “I’ll read your novels only if I’m trash, Sabi’s book reviews are all well received”, “Are you blind? Is this book nausea?

When you see that the fan values ​​are all zero. But to put it bluntly, aren’t you pregnant? It’s not a mistake for a man to get pregnant. Hurry up and find a doctor, don’t delay, and see whose species it is.

As a normal person, I really don’t understand the way these people think. It’s probably because real life is too failures and you need to find a place to vent. But there are many places to entertain, so why bother to love a flower alone? Go early and get better.

Uh! Maybe I often see those people spraying feces all over my mouth, so I can’t bear it every time I open a single chapter. I have to fight back. Please forgive me.

...

I haven't opened a single chapter for a long time, but today I'm very tired and don't want to write. I looked at the screen numbly, and I didn't want to think about the plot in my mind. But if I don't write, I feel panic in my heart, and I always feel that I owe a lot of things and feel uneasy, so I come to talk nonsense to everyone.

The rise and fall of a dynasty is actually very simple, but if you read more history books, you will find it very complicated.

For example, at a certain stage, if an emperor does better, can he last another hundred years?

Until now, Jazz has thought about this question many times, but there is no result.

More often than not, I wonder whether those history is fate.

God wants to give more disasters to the people of this land. Over the past thousand years, it has continuously reduced famines and man-made disasters, and more foreign enemies, making this land uneasy.

But more of it is thought.

Many book friends say that you should conquer the world as soon as possible, develop a killer weapon, and industrial gushing.

But those are buildings on the beach. After the tide rises, a wave can melt it.

The Ming Dynasty had many disadvantages, and thoughts were the first to be affected.

Maybe the jazz's writing skills are not good enough, so some people will feel bored when writing these places.

Don't write?

The so-called "input" is against one's will.

So you still have to write, try to give the characters in the book an explanation, try to give the Ming Dynasty in the book an explanation, and also give the book friends in this book an explanation.

I still feel tired even though I think the original intention of changing places to write this time was completely failed, and I didn’t even adjust my body and spirit at all.

I feel that every inch of my body's muscles doesn't want to move, my head is confused and my eyes are dull.

The later a book becomes, the harder it is to write. Compared with the past, the energy it takes to be calculated based on multiples.

In the past, I only wrote a million words at most, and the number of words in this book is once, and I really feel tired.

If you don’t do it perfunctorily, you will feel tired. I don’t think I’ve never done it perfunctorily.

Okay, no matter how numb you are, you have to write and cheer up. We are starting work.

Who? Come and beat the uncle's shoulders.
Chapter completed!