Hello, Long Liexue!

I don’t know what to call you, do you believe it? I thought about the small question of how to call you at the beginning. I thought about it for a long time. I want to call you "Dragon" or "Lie Blood" to be more intimate, but I am afraid that you will misunderstand me. Although I know you won’t care about such a small place, I still have a headache about such a small place. I want you to know how I feel about you, but I don’t want you to think that I am that kind of casual girl. In the end, I decided to write your name better. Although this makes me feel a little weird, just like it is for ordinary friends, if you read this, you should know that I am not for ordinary friends, even in the smallest place, I hope you can feel my feelings, do you feel it ^-^ !

Actually, I don’t want to express my emotions by writing letters, really. I like to watch you say everything to you in person. I want to see how you will react. If you see this letter, it means I am still a coward and don’t have the courage to say so much to you.

Do you still remember when we first met? You definitely don’t remember. When we first met, we were in the school library. As soon as you entered the library, you were like a bookworm, and you ignored the kind of girls next to you. Do you still remember that a girl reached out to the stack of "Flower Season" magazines on the upper floor of the bookshelf? As a result, the girl’s magazine was not enough, but she was pounded by a bunch of other magazines she tore off. To be honest, I hated you so much at that time. I don’t think you are a boy at all. I didn’t take the initiative to help me when I saw such a cute girl like me in trouble, especially when I saw that I was hit by a magazine, you were still there and smiling quietly. At that time, I felt your smile was very good.

Don't be disgusting. I think, when I started paying attention to you, it was your hateful smile that was completely damaged. Therefore, in the next few days, I went to the library every day and watched "Flower Season" every day. What I thought at that time was that I would remember that hateful boy and settle the score with him when I had the chance. But one day when I went to the library, I changed my view of that boy. The boy was very brave. He actually moved all the top "Flower Season" magazine to the bottom floor when the library management teacher was not paying attention, and changed the magazine labels on the bottom floor that were not read. He also changed the magazine labels on the bookcase. He was not busy and neat. I hid in the window and watched, and began to feel that this boy might not be so bad.

From now on, I often see you in the library. I found that you are almost in the library every noon. At the beginning, you read a lot of magazines, but later you rarely read magazines. You like to borrow a book and sit in your old position and see that when you are about to go to class in the afternoon, you are really like a nerd!

Later, I discovered a secret of you. I only knew this secret. I didn't tell anyone else. Even Fangfang didn't tell you. I really didn't expect that you could speak Russian. You have read almost all the old Russian books in the school library. I admire you so much. That's when I found out your name - Long Liexue, it's very strange. I was in Class 2 at that time. You were in Class 1 at that time. My friend in Class 1 told me that you were a weird person, except for comparing with the other three guys in your dormitory.

Apart from being more in line, you basically won’t talk to anyone. You look quite introverted. I don’t know why. At that time, I felt very sad when I saw you walking alone. You were like an invisible wall. Everyone, except in your dormitory, was difficult for others to get close to you. My friend said you can’t laugh, and I said you can laugh, but she insisted on saying you can’t laugh, but I ignored her for a week because I saw you laughing. At first, I felt hateful, but later, I felt cute and a little silly.

Later, when I first year of high school started to transfer classes at the end of the semester, I applied to transfer to Class 1. At that time, I told myself that Class 1 was led by Teacher Guo, and Teacher Guo is a good teacher, so I should transfer to Class 1. But when I was really transferred to Class 1, I realized why I was transferred to Class 1, because you are here.

During class, I like to stare at your back quietly and be stunned. You always sit upright on the chair, not looking around, without small movements, and look like a good student, but in fact you are not obedient at all. When the teacher asked questions in class, you never raised your hand. Do you remember that time? When I was in the first year of high school, when I was talking about evolution in biology class, the teacher asked a question, asking "What is the evolution of people?" This question is too simple, so everyone is scrambling to raise their hands to answer. At that time, you may not raise your hands in the whole class, so the teacher specifically called you to answer this question. I still clearly remember every word, every word, and even

I can't forget the tone of your speaking. You stood up from your seat, everyone was looking at you, you were silent for a few seconds, and then calmly said three words to the teacher and the whole class, "I don't know!" As soon as you said this, everyone laughed. Teacher Xu, who taught biology, turned red because this was the simplest answer. If there were ready-made things in the textbook, I'm afraid even some children in kindergarten knew about it. Everyone thought you were deliberately angry with Teacher Xu. Teacher Xu was also very angry at that time. Teacher Xu asked you if you had read the book? You said that, Teacher Xu asked you again, "Why did you still say you didn't know after reading it? This is the most basic knowledge, and primary school students should know it!" Everyone at that time

Looking at you, seeing how you answered, you only asked Teacher Xu: "Do you know if you read it?" Teacher Xu was very angry. He stood on the podium and took the chalk in his hand to the podium. The chalk turned into powder. At that time, the only people in the class were you and Teacher Xu. Everyone was looking at you nervously. You know, when Teacher Xu faced a naughty student, there was a record of beating people. Teacher Xu stared at you and asked you to read out the paragraph of the book about human evolution. You picked up the book and read out the paragraph loudly. I looked at you at that time, and I was very confused, afraid that Teacher Xu would have any conflicts with you. At the beginning, I thought you were joking, but I saw you recognize it.

When I was really reading that paragraph, I felt that you didn’t seem to be joking, and the more serious you were, the more angry Teacher Xu seemed to be. After you finished reading that paragraph according to Teacher Xu’s requirements, Teacher Xu asked you loudly on the stage, "Do you know now?" But what shocked the classmates and Teacher Xu in the class were - "I don’t know!" - Do you know? When I heard you say these three words, my heart was about to jump into my throat. The angry Teacher Xu strode to you from the podium. The classmates in the class were all watching nervously, and they didn’t dare to let out. I sat behind you, with sweat in my palms. Although I couldn’t see your face clearly, I felt like you were not afraid at all, because you were still standing straight.

"Long Liexue, tell me whether there is something wrong with my ear or your ear. Is it such a simple question? Or did you hear it wrong?" At that time, I could see Teacher Xu's face, which had turned purple and red due to suppressing his anger, and the blood vessels on his neck were beating. Teacher Xu's voice was very loud, almost roaring, causing the girls sitting next to me to tremble, and my heart was trembling, but your figure was still motionless, and your voice was still so calm. At that moment, I felt like you were like a big tree standing proudly in the wind and rain, forcing me to look up at you.

"There is no problem with the teacher's ears, and neither is my ears. The question the teacher asked just now was 'What evolved from people?', and my answer was 'I don't know!'". Hearing your answer, I felt like I was about to die. I don't know what you were thinking at that time. If possible, I hope I can answer this question on your behalf. My mind was in a mess, and there was a faint smell of the storm in the air. Do you still remember the situation in the classroom at that time? Zhou Wei's pen, sitting in the second row, fell to the ground. The sound of that.

The sound was clearly heard, and Zhou Wei didn't even dare to bend down to pick up the pen. Teacher Xu's irritable temper was something that everyone had learned, and everyone was very careful in his class. I made up my mind at that time. If Teacher Xu called you, I must run to the office as fast as possible to call Teacher Guo. Teacher Xu's voice seemed to calm down, but everyone was even more scared. "Long Liexue, very well, you heard it right, I heard it right, everyone heard your answer just now, I was very conflicted, can you give me an explanation?"

"It's very simple. I don't believe the saying in our books, but I don't know where humans come from, so I really don't know the teacher's question!" At that time, I was stunned when I heard your answer, everyone was stunned. Teacher Xu was also stunned. At that time, I really couldn't believe that you had this idea in your head. It was so crazy that I didn't believe in the things in textbooks. At the beginning, even I thought you were deliberately provoking Teacher Xu. Until now, you are so stupid. I guess Teacher Xu has taught books for so many years.

, I have never met a student like you, but it can be seen that Teacher Xu was not as angry as he was at the beginning, and my heart was relieved. Did you know that there was someone behind you who was always worried about you? Teacher Xu asked you to tell me why you didn’t believe in the things in the book. I still clearly remember every word and every sentence you said at that time. In the classroom at that time, there was only you, and your voice seemed to have a magic power that penetrated people’s hearts, and it was still echoing in my ears...

"Darwin proposed the theory that humans originated from ancient apes in "The Origin of Species". Our textbooks also hold this view, and the teacher's question refers to this answer. However, this theory has a fatal blind spot. Our archaeological exploration confirms that there is a huge fossil blank area in the process from ape to human. If humans evolved from apes, then where did those evolving apes go? In reality, there are more facts about the origin of humans that Darwin's theory of evolution cannot explain. I don't care how it is written in the textbook, but I have never asked myself to believe in things that cannot stand the verification." This is what you said at that time, the original words that surprised everyone. Everyone is looking at you, and Teacher Xu is also reading it.

With you, I was also looking at you. There was something that was difficult to describe in words on you. My original worry was gone at this time, but I felt an indescribable relaxation and joy in my heart. Teacher Xu's hand fell on your shoulder, patted it three times, and said "Okay!" every time he patted it, Teacher Xu smiled. This was the first time that everyone saw Teacher Xu laughing in class. She smiled so happily. It was at that time that I realized that I had fallen in love with you. I don't know when it started, but in that section, you touched all my nerves, all my joys, anger, sorrows, and joys, from the beginning to the end, to the surprise. Never once could any boy make me so unable to do so, except you.

Can you understand the feeling of a girl when she first likes a boy? You won’t understand. Every time I walk into the classroom, the first thing I see is where you sit. When you enter the classroom, there will always be a gaze that will fall quietly on you. During class, as long as I can see you, I will feel very happy. Yes, I can use the word happiness to say that seeing you always makes a sense of sweet and sourness and hazy feeling flowing in my heart, which sometimes makes me feel suffocated.

During class, I like to watch you sitting straight. When the get out of class is over, every time I see you and Qiu Tianhe and others chatting on the corridor casually, I can't help but look at you quietly, guessing what you are talking about. At that time, you were not as serious as in class. You usually leaned against the railings. When you listened to them, you rarely talked, and you always had a faint smile on your face. When you smiled, you felt like a child, a little silly and naive, and I didn't understand how you felt when you first saw you laughing.

How hateful! (^-^, stick out your tongue!) It's the most scary time when you have a stern face. Qiu Tianhe and the others are all lowering their heads in front of you and dare not speak. Even a fighting king like Tu Kezhou dare not speak in front of you. I have never guessed why they treat you like you. Maybe, there are really too many mystery on you. We girls call you "Gang of Four" in private, but you can't imagine it? When we were joking, they all said that you are the "gang leader" of the "Gang of Four". Fangfang is the worst. I told her about my love for you, but she always likes to make fun of me.

When I was in my first year of high school, I received many love letters from other boys, and I didn't read a single one. I had a small dream in my heart. I hope that one day I would find a love letter you wrote to me in my desk, but I know that this possibility is smaller than the sun coming out to the west. In your eyes, besides the few good brothers in your dormitory, there are only books in the library.

Although the school is very strict, every day when I come out of the dormitory, I dress myself up as beautiful as possible. I hope to show my most beautiful side to you, but you are always so cruel and always turn a blind eye to other people's beauty. Every time I deliberately pass by you, your vision can never stay on me for a second longer. The only thing that makes me feel a little comforted is that your cruelty is the same when facing other girls. (^-^)

Beyond your sight and thoughts, you can't understand how much a girl who likes you can do for you. I heard them say that boys like girls with long hair, so I kept my hair long, although it took a long time to wash my hair like this. I had long hair, hoping to make your eyes stay on me for a while, but you didn't! I heard Fangfang say that weird people like you might like girls with short hair, so I cut my long hair short, combed a boy's hairstyle, and was scolded by my mother when I got home, but your eyes were still the same.

I knew you like to read books in the library, so I ran to the library after dinner and sat down. But as soon as I entered the library, all your spirit was concentrated on the books you read. In order to understand you, I have to look for the books you have read in the library, and then I discovered the secret of your e-ling "heчeгo пehrtь3epkaлo, koлn poжa kpnвa" is the comment you left on an e-ling book. I still haven’t understood what it means.

The more I know you, the more I feel that you are unpredictable, and the deeper I fall into it. I don’t have the courage to face you and tell you what I think in my heart. In front of you, I will be particularly nervous. There are several times, I couldn’t help but want to ask you, do you like me? But before you even walked in front of you, your eyes had blown away the courage in my heart. I said to myself, “Maybe, we all need some time!”

I saved this time until I graduated from high school. I thought, maybe, by then, we can all have a wider sky, and I can also be brave enough to tell you my feelings, let you understand my thoughts, and let you know that there is a girl who has been silently liking you.

A silly girl who likes you - Ziwei
Chapter completed!