On the evening of September 19, 2002.

An 18-year-old boy was staring at the TV in his bedroom.

At this time, the sports channel's regular Thursday program "Football Night" was playing on the TV.

"As long as our national team can play well in every game in the future, I believe that we will be able to enter the World Cup finals again in four years..."

"As long as our young players can go abroad more often to get better experience..."

"As long as we can run our own league..." the host and the guests said confidently.

Hearing this, the young man watching TV shook his head silently.

"League? Overseas experience for young players?

It's all a bunch of rubbish...

Until 2022, for 20 years, there will be no chance to enter the World Cup.

Even the league is about to reach the point where it can no longer be run.”

I'm afraid no one of the fans in this era can think of it.

Everyone thought that this trip to the World Cup was a new starting point for the national team's men's football team, but who could have imagined that this was the pinnacle of the national team's men's football team!

Although Su An was full of dirty words about the national football team, he was extremely excited in his heart.

The reason why I was excited was because I was 18 years old again.

Being 18 again is a great opportunity to change your destiny.

However, while Su An was watching the show with complicated emotions, a figure next to him suddenly put down the remote control in his hand and stood up.

"Damn, just watching TV, I almost forgot something.

Chen Wenjie called our home this afternoon.

She wants to know, when will you go to the capital to continue school?" When Zhang Lu said this, he couldn't hide the envy on his face.

Although Su An's family was so poor that they couldn't even afford a phone, this kid won his youth and his life.

"kindness!"

"Um?"

"Ah..." From a numb response, to a confused memory, and then a surprised cry.

These three expressions only last less than 2 seconds.

And with this cry, a large number of Su An's dusty memories began to revive.

Chen Wenjie, my classmate in junior high school.

She was the most beautiful female classmate in the class and even in the school no matter she was in junior high school, high school or even in college.

In the high school entrance examination three years ago, I, a poor student, failed to pass the high school entrance examination.

I simply let myself go and chose to directly enter the society and start working.

In 1999, a junior high school graduate with no academic qualifications worked in a brick factory in the county for more than half a year.

For 10 hours of work a day, the salary is only 300 yuan a month.

It was through this period of hard work that Su An realized that going to school was not only not painful but also the most comfortable thing in the world.

So the next year, under the arrangement of her parents, Su An entered the county technical secondary school to study computer science.

In the blink of an eye, it is the college entrance examination season and graduation season of 2002.

I actually wrote a love letter to my former classmate by accident.

Perhaps at that time, I was seeing that I was about to graduate from technical secondary school and Chen Wenjie was about to take the college entrance examination.

The two will probably not have many opportunities to meet again in the future.

So I no longer hide my love and boldly express my feelings.

However, the love letter expressing love became a short composition circulated throughout the class.

However, who would have thought that the most beautiful girl in the senior year of high school is as talented as a top student.

She actually announced in front of the whole class that she agreed to the confession of a technical secondary school student.

At that time, the fact that the goddess agreed to confess her love indeed caused quite a stir and aroused the envy and jealousy of many people.

It's just that behind everyone's jealous eyes, no one knows the real story.

The reason why Chen Wenjie agreed at that time was the result of many factors.

As the college entrance examination was about to come, two senior high school classmates got into a fight because of Chen Wenjie.

One of them even went so far as to go to the hospital.

For senior high school students, they are about to face a turning point in life - the college entrance examination!

However, at such a critical moment, one of the classmates entered the hospital.

At this critical moment in life, a small accident can delay a person's life. In addition, this is the only way for children in small counties to change their destiny.

One can imagine how angry the parents of the students are.

Although the whole incident had nothing to do with Chen Wenjie, the cause of the incident was because of her.

The parents of the hospitalized classmate said many unpleasant things in front of Chen Wenjie.

Maybe it's because I've been wronged, or maybe it's to prevent something like this from happening again.

After Su An's love letter was made public, Chen Wenjie announced her acceptance of Su An's confession in front of her classmates.

Back then, when Su An learned the news, she immediately rushed to the high school and made an appointment with Chen Wenjie for dinner.

However, I only found out when I was eating.

He is nothing more than a human shield.

Chen Wenjie begged Su An to pretend to be her boyfriend until after the college entrance examination.

At that time, Su An could deal with this problem. Faced with the goddess' pitiful plea, she immediately chose to obey unconditionally.

In the subsequent college entrance examination, Chen Wenjie became the first top student in the county to be admitted to Tsinghua University. At that time, a personal interview was broadcast on the county TV station for more than a week.

The next two people, because they were both in the capital, often made appointments to visit Sijiu City together on weekends.

The Forbidden City, the Great Wall, the Summer Palace, alleys, watching football at the Workers' Stadium...

The two of them even stayed up late to watch the flag raising.

This continued until 2007 when Chen Wenjie chose to study abroad.

Since then, Su An has never seen Chen Wenjie again, but only chatted with her online.

But one day in 2009.

At around 3 o'clock in the night, Su An received more than a dozen messages from Chen Wenjie on her mobile phone.

At that time, Su An was already asleep, her cell phone had been set to silent mode, and she didn't hear any sound at all.

Chen Wenjie on the other side of the world had a car accident and was stuck in the car unable to escape.

During this period, when Chen Wenjie felt that her life might be ending.

She sent many messages to relatives and friends.

In this moment of life and death, Chen Wenjie did not forget Su An.

"Before the college entrance examination, I used you as an emotional shield.

After entering the university campus, I continued to ask you to pretend to be my boyfriend to stop those male classmates who were stalking me.

Even if I study abroad, I will still say that I have a boyfriend in the country.

We even showed them photos of us climbing the Great Wall and visiting the Forbidden City together.

It turns out that I have been wrong all these years.

I should have felt earlier that I love you.

I failed your affection, maybe this is God's punishment for me.

It wasn't until I was about to die that I saw that my heart was filled with your shadow.

No wonder I don’t have feelings for other men, but I think of you often.

It's just that I knew it was too late...

sorry...

The car is on fire, I'm so scared...

Su An, it hurts so much...

Suan...save me...

Su An, if there is an afterlife, you must keep me by your side.
To be continued...