Chapter 102 First Kiss(1/2)
It wasn't a fairness that night.
The reason why it is not plain is because Qixin has a dream.
Dreaming is the normal phenomenon of human physiological and psychological reactions!
Everyone will dream, but everyone's dreams are different.
As the saying goes, there is a cloud: "There is something in the sun, there is a dream at night!"
Sometimes, everyone's dreams are strange, and they will dream of the scenery that has never been seen before.
Sometimes, the dream is extremely horrible, and even after waking up in the middle of the night, I dare not sleep.
Also, every boy will have a dream that represents growing up in adolescence!
Today, Qixin didn't know how long after falling asleep, and dreamed of his mother.
When he saw his mother, Qixin cried instantly.
"Mom ..." After a mother, Qixin rushed directly to her mother's arms and cried.
At this moment, Qixin was no longer an orphan, and it became the child with a mother.
And this big crying, all the grievances of these days after the mother's separation were leaked!
In addition to grievances, it is more about the mother's thoughts.
For Qixin, even if the mother loses the ability of labor, she needs special care, even if she is particularly hard.
Qixin also feels worth it, because although that day is very hard, it feels very practical.
And now, even if it is easy to live, the living conditions have greatly improved.
But whenever the night came, Qixin was lying quietly in the bed and tingling, and it felt so lonely.
At this time, Qixin's mother stroked her daughter's hair in a distress.
I don't know how long it took, Qixin slowly accepted his crying!
"Mom, I miss you so much ...
Why don't you come to see me? "Qixin actually blame his mother, why did you come to your dream for so long.
Listening to her daughter, Qixin's mother was full of tears!
Although Qixin's mother was full of tears, she did not respond to the question raised by Qixin.
"Mom, are you worried that I can't live well?" Qixin looked at his mother with tears, and said the problem of asking for asking for asking.
After Qixin finished this, the mother wiped the tears in her eyes with her hands, and then barely smiled, but it was just a moment.
Watching himself guessed his mother's mind, Qixin left his mother's arms.
"Mom, I'm doing well now! You see, such a large house, such a beautiful floor -to -ceiling window!
I can eat meat every day, and I don't have to pack others' leftovers.
But compared with these, the biggest change is that I no longer have to worry about having no food after losing work.
Mom, if you are alive, you can enjoy the current life.
My daughter has no ability, and I have never let you enjoy it for a day. "Qixin worked hard to prove to his mother how good he was now. The purpose was to make your mother feel at ease.
However, the more it proves how good you are, the more you feel that being a daughter is full of guilt.
When her mother was alive, she couldn't enjoy such a life, but now she enjoys these comfort alone.
Thinking of this, Qixin collapsed again.
After Qixin's mother looked at her daughter's blame, she smiled with a sense of satisfaction and gently wiped her daughter with her hands.
"Silly child, have you ever known that the biggest blessing of your mother is to have you.
You are so filial, so sensible.
It ’s my mother dragging you, making you live very hard.
However, now seeing you live well, your mother is relieved.
Baby daughter, what you said to your mother before going to bed every day, the mother actually heard it!
My mother came to see you this time, I just hope you have a good life.
Your life is still very long, don't live in painful memories.
Mom is not all of you, you should chase your own happiness.
Every time I New Year, I can think of my mother in my heart, and my mother is very happy! "Qixin's mother hoped that her persuasion could make her daughter open the heart and live a happy life that belongs to him.
"I don't, I don't want ..." Qi Xin rushed to his mother's arms again.
After a long time ...
"Stupid girl, don't want to tell your mother who is this boy?" Qi Xin's mother suddenly asked.
When he heard his mother mentioned Su An, Qixin instantly broke away from his mother's arms and was embarrassed.
"He, he is my classmate ..." Qixin didn't tell his mother that he was forced by relatives.
After all, these money is the debt left by the mother to treat the mother. Now when it comes to these, these will only make the mother more painful.
As a mother, you can't make your child better, but after leaving, he leaves huge trouble for the child.
This kind of inner torment and self -blame, Qixin can feel what kind of pain is it.
In order to avoid letting his mother fall into blame, Qixin chose to conceal.
However, Qixin's deliberate concealment does not seem to have effect.
"I know he has paid the money owed to your relatives for you. Originally, this money should be returned.
Today, such a large amount of money has fallen on your shoulder.
I ... "Qixin's mother choked and couldn't speak.
Looking at his mother's blame, Qixin hurriedly said: "This is what my daughter should bear."
"It's my mother who hurts you, leaving you such a big stall.
I even met a good boy, my baby daughter dare not have any thoughts, and even worried about being looked down on by others. "Money debt, emotional self -blame, Qixin's mother felt that her mother did
Good failure.
"..." Qixin never passed this problem with his mother ditch.
Other girls, when they are seventeen or eighteen, they are worried that their children will fall in love early.
And because of the special reasons of the family, praying can not have the tendency of early love at all.
Inferiority, cowardly, and do not want others to know their own family, let alone friends of the opposite sex, that is, the same sex friends are also poor.
The fewer friends who make, the less others know about themselves, and the eyes of natural sympathy will become less.
Qixin is eager to live like an ordinary person, and does not want to become the goal of being too concerned about others.
Now, when the mother and daughter talk about this topic, obviously I don't know how to respond.
Watching her daughter silently, Qixin's mother said slowly: "If you like it, don't consider so many questions. In case the boys like you also like you, and you deliberately avoid
Unfortunately missed.
For a girl, the most important thing is to choose the right partner.
Mom's vision is very poor, and she chose a bad gamble ghost.
If you hurt yourself, don't say it, but also hurt my baby daughter. "
Talking about that bad bet ** dear, Qixin naturally understands how important it is to find the right person.
"I didn't think so much now. I just thought about graduating earlier, and then found a good job to strive to return the money owed to him as soon as possible.
When I was lighter, if he still ... "Saying here, Qixin did not continue.
Listening to her daughter's attachment, the mother shook her head silently.
"Girls are independent of a good quality, but sometimes they must learn to compromise.
If this boy really likes you, and you have always rejected others, he thought you didn't like him at all.
You can ask you to get along with him after paying off the debt, but don't hide your likes, tell him boldly that it is the most correct approach.
At this time, the most taboo thinks.
Compared to money, the person who missed the right is even more regrettable.
Mom is not by your side, I really hope you can meet someone who is good to you so that I can walk to peace of mind.
Promise me, if he is really nice to you, you must not pack yourself as a little hedgehog. "Qixin's mother patiently persuaded his daughter.
However, at this time, Qixin heard the sentence: "So I can walk with peace of mind ..."
Feeling that the mother was leaving, Qixin hugged her mother directly, and she would not let it go anyway.
"Mom, don't leave, don't leave me ..."
At this time, when Qixin dreamed, Su An was waking up to pee.
Since the second bedroom does not have an independent bathroom, you can only go to the living room.
But as soon as I came to the living room, I heard the movement of the master bedroom.
At first, Su An thought Qixin hadn't slept so late.
But the quiet night made Su An listen clearly, it was Qixin talking about dreams.
In this dream, it seems to have a strong cry.
For many years, Su An understood that Qixin must have dreamed of her mother.
For dreaming, the two have communicated after marriage.
At that time, before Qixin had not returned the account, he never considered relying on a love and letting her boyfriend help himself.
To be continued...