Chapter 188 Her Choice(2/2)
If you don't want to be responsible, don't take these two little lives home.
Since I chose to bring them back, I didn't care about them." Qi Xin originally just complained that Su An neglected to take care of the two kittens.
But the more I said this, the more strange it seemed.
In fact, Qi Xin felt that this sentence even had other meanings.
Obviously I don't have any random thoughts, and it is impossible to add deeper content to this paragraph. It is just a very simple complaint.
However, how can my own brain think of putting this sentence on myself?
Moreover, even if applied to myself, this statement is obviously not true.
Although I was once picked up by Su An and brought home like two kittens.
However, when she left, Su An didn't know where she would end up, and she didn't have any contact information to contact her.
If Su An is indifferent to her, it is not just as simple as hypocrisy, but there is even a hint that the evildoer will complain first.
Girls can act coquettishly, but they cannot be pretentious and indifferent.
Qi Xin wanted to correct her thoughts, but found that the picture was getting darker and darker.
I don’t know what’s going on with my mind, I’ve been thinking wildly.
In order to calm down, Qi Xin wrote the sticky note, hoping to divert his attention and give Su An an obvious reminder.
However, Qi Xin wrote a total of six small sticky notes, and only the last one appeared on the refrigerator.
The first post-it note written by Qi Xin contained hundreds of words.
It's just that not even half of the text is actually related to refrigerators.
The other words all explain his own destination and his high salary.
After writing this sticky note, Qi Xin didn't even have the courage to stick it on the refrigerator.
I feel that I have strayed from the topic, and I feel that the words are filled with longing for Su An.
So, the second picture, the third picture, the fourth chapter...
There are fewer and fewer words, and my thoughts are becoming more and more restrained.
Even when it came to the last post-it note, those two sentences seemed to have been washed countless times by the faucet, cleaning away the thick thoughts.
If it were an ordinary person, these two sentences would only serve as a reminder.
But Su An is not an ordinary person, but Qi Xin's future husband.
The two have been together day and night for so many years, and Su An can feel what Qi Xin really wants to express, even in words that have been washed countless times by the faucet.
Based on her character, first of all, it is certain that she is not the kind of person who refuses to pay back money she owes.
At the same time, he is a person who doesn't like to cause trouble to others.
Taking the initiative to contact Su An is what Su An can imagine.
Even taking the initiative to meet him was something that could be guessed, but it was just a little earlier than he thought.
However, even so, if it were anyone else, it would be difficult to feel that this was Qi Xin's longing.
However, Su An knew this woman too well.
Qi Xin, who has been forced to be independent since childhood, dislikes the most is the fear of becoming someone else's trouble.
In particular, I don’t want to see other people’s bored, perfunctory, and annoying expressions.
From the first time she went out to look for various part-time jobs, Qi Xin had seen too many supercilious looks.
Just because she hates things deep down, Qi Xin will not turn herself into a being that others hate.
If the two people had a simple debt-to-debt relationship, Qi Xin would not even step into this room.
Even if she knew the password to the door, after knocking on the door and getting no response, based on Su An's understanding of her, unless she was desperate.
Otherwise, Qi Xin will not do things that make others annoying.
Just like when I secretly lived in my own home before, I had reached the point of desperation, otherwise I would have to sleep on the streets.
At that time, Qi Xin had no plans to leave school and officially start looking for a full-time job.
I still hope to fulfill my mother's wish, get a diploma successfully, and start a different life.
Under the circumstances at that time, if Qi Xin lived on the street, he could not attract anyone's attention for a day or two.
When sleeping on the street for a long time, it is very difficult just to maintain personal hygiene and clean clothing.
If my classmates find out, I am a child who no one wants to be homeless.
Qi Xin couldn't bear that kind of gaze, let alone living in an environment where everyone was sympathetic.
Qi Xin longed to interact with everyone like ordinary people, but in the end it didn't end well.
Because relatives came to school and mercilessly publicized their family background.
This led Qi Xin to leave school no matter what.
It was precisely because at that time, Qi Xin had not yet made the decision to leave school.
Even at the risk of being blocked by her classmates like catching a thief, Qi Xin chose to put down her dignity and live in Su An's house secretly.
It was precisely because of this that when Su An used coercion and inducement, and even arranged the identities of nannies and tutors, Qi Xin could live there without any distracting thoughts.
Qi Xin knew that it would be risky for a young girl to live with a single man, but she still chose to convince herself to live there.
It was precisely because of this choice that Qi Xin seemed to accept her deskmate somewhere in her heart.
Although the two of them didn't get along for long, the strong care and concern Su An showed made Qi Xin feel warm.
It was precisely because of this warmth that Qi Xin pressed the code at the door and walked in without any mental barriers.
As a girl with a particularly sensitive self-esteem, she took the initiative to run out of the room. But now she can actively avoid all this and press the password again to enter. This is a very difficult choice for Qi Xin.
Fortunately, Qi Xin did not choose to go upstairs and knock on the door again and again, and then wait for Su An to appear.
Chapter completed!