Chapter 713 Cutting Myself, Making A New Me (seeking monthly ticket)(1/3)
In the black rain, Su Nian's figure was surrounded by undead warriors.
The depleted body struggled several times to resist, but was pinned to the ground by the undead warriors around him, and sharp sickle-shaped weapons slashed at Su Nian's body.
During the days at Shuo Death Field, Su Nian's body was severely eroded.
The Blood God's body did not last long in the fierce siege before it collapsed prematurely, and blood poured into Su Nian's body.
Then a jet-black sickle-shaped weapon suddenly fell down, cutting Su Nian's body in half.
Next came the head, limbs... Su Nian's body was divided in the fierce offensive.
After doing all this, the burly figure at the head dispersed the undead warriors that were still surrounding him, squatted in front of the dead Su Nian and began to check on Su Nian's condition.
After checking for a long time and finding nothing, the burly figure couldn't help but frown.
It stood up at this moment, glanced around, and finally locked on the trembling Gulu lying at the entrance of the slave prison cave not far away, and then said in a distant voice with cold eyes:
"Slave, come here to collect the body and remember to drain the blood from his body."
After saying that, without waiting for Gulu to answer, the burly figure put away the sickle-shaped jet black weapon and left with the army of undead warriors without looking back.
Gulu stood up at this moment, tremblingly came to the body of Su Nian who died in the battle, and started busy in a hurry.
Holding Su Nian's body in his hands, Gulu's tears were covered by the heavy rain.
Returning to the slave prison, Gulu began to piece together Su Nian's torn body with trembling hands. At this moment, he felt extremely confused.
Su Nian is his teacher and his spiritual mentor.
During the days of studying with Su Nian, he had already developed feelings and dependence on Su Nian.
Just like a child's dependence on his parents, the moment he saw Su Nian die in battle, he felt like his sky was falling.
After putting Su Nian's body together, Gulu lay on Su Nian's remains and cried loudly.
The moment he really lost Su Nian, he realized that the cowardice in his heart had not disappeared, but the appearance of Su Nian gave him the determination to face future challenges.
Now that Su Nian is dead, he finds that his strength seems to have been drained from his body in an instant, and he doesn't know how to go on in the future.
Coward, loser, slave...Gulu punched the ground and kept scolding himself.
After a long time, Gulu ignited the blood flame.
The flames spread along his palms to Su Nian's flesh and blood, and Su Nian's remains burned fiercely in the bloody flames.
The firelight reflected the confusion on Gulu's face.
After burning Su Nian until the ashes were gone, Gulu carefully held Su Nian's ashes in his hands, but his eyes became more and more confused.
He found that his courage was completely dependent on the birth of Su Nian. Without Su Nian, he would still be the useless slave who had achieved nothing, unable to muster the courage to continue to resist, and felt extremely confused about the future.
Thinking of his promise to Su Nian, Gulu hated himself extremely.
Waste! Waste! Waste!
Amid the scoldings, Gulu couldn't help crying again.
"Teacher, I will definitely succeed, I will definitely do it."
Putting Su Nian's ashes into the space bracelet buried in the corner, Gulu came to the center of the blood slave prison, sat down cross-legged and started the flesh and blood sacrifice technique.
In the days that followed, Gulu began to accumulate the strength to resist.
But the confusion in my heart never dissipated.
He mustered up the courage countless times, but in the end he was defeated by his cowardly self.
Only then did Gulu realize that the ideological seal in his mind had not been broken at all. The courage given by Su Nian suppressed the fear in his heart.
Su Nian's death caused the cowardice in his heart to grow like a demon, eroding his fighting spirit.
While struggling with his thoughts, Gulu thought of Fengqi, the god of faith. Su Nian had told him countless times that Fengqi could give him the power to change himself.
He firmly believed in this.
Every day from now on, Gulu will spare time to worship the statue of Fengqi's faith, and then enter the faith space database to find the answer to becoming stronger.
On this day, Guru was browsing information in the faith database as usual.
At this time, an article came into view.
[Behead yourself (theoretical technique)]
The founder of the practice: Lin Ran.
The effect of the exercise: destroy the old self and create a new self. I am still me, a different me.
Founder's note: Don't practice. This is just my tentative and innovative method. If you practice it, big things may happen. This method is not as reliable as spiritual immortality.
A detailed description:……
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This is a theoretical exercise that has not been fully developed.
According to the description of the exercise, it can change one's own personality so that one can have the personality one wants.
Seeing the description of the exercise, Gulu was like a drowning man grasping for life-saving straws, ignoring the note that clearly stated that the exercise was not perfect.
The important thing is that this is a pure spiritual cultivation method. Even if he is not a human being, he can practice it.
In the days that followed, Gulu began to practice "Beheading Self" through meditation.
According to the description of the exercise, he would imagine a courageous self every day and angrily denounce his own cowardice.
This fictional self becomes more real during meditation practice.
Another fictitious spiritual self is Gulu's best fantasy about himself.
He was just like what Su Nian saw in his future, full of courage and fearlessness, daring to resist the unfairness of fate, daring to change himself, and risking his life to move forward.
Time passes.
A few years later, Gulu discovered that his true self was getting weaker and weaker, and his other secondary personality became more and more real.
Gulu found that he often couldn't tell which one was his real self.
With the growth of another spiritual consciousness, he felt as if he was schizophrenic and often talked to himself, as if two selves were having a conversation.
At this time, the blood slave prison.
Gulu said to himself with a distorted expression:
"Trash, it's time to practice. Don't waste time in useless sorrow. Don't forget the teacher's expectations for you."
"I will practice right now."
Amidst the scolding of the other me, Gulu muttered to himself, then sat cross-legged and began to operate the flesh and blood sacrifice technique.
Now that the other me is extremely perfect, Gulu finds that he is gradually losing control of his body.
But in Gulu's eyes, this is the result he wants.
The cowardice and humbleness of my current self have been imprinted in my bones, and the other me is the most perfect self in his eyes.
As he continued to practice according to the description of the technique, Gulu knew that he would eventually take the final step.
Cut yourself off and build a new self.
At this point, the dove takes over the magpie's nest, and the sub-personality will completely become the master of this body. The current self will be completely cut off and become the nourishment of the new self-consciousness.
The founder, Lin Ran, developed this technique and was inspired by ancient myths and stories of the human race.
A training mode called killing three corpses.
On this basis, Lin Ran developed the idea of developing exercises to build a new self.
Gulu understands that if he does this, his true self will eventually disappear.
But giving up his enslaved and cowardly self is exactly the future he wants.
When the new self is successfully created, the years of being a slave in his memory will no longer be the pain that cannot be erased from his heart, let alone the inner demons that plague his growth, but will only become a spur on the growth of the "new self"
and motivation.
Thinking of this, Gulu was extremely excited.
He also once asked himself, after cutting off the old self, will that kind of me still be me?
But after thinking about this question carefully, Gulu felt that the answer was not important. What was important was that it was what Su Nian expected of him.
Time passes quickly during practice.
After a long time, Gulu stood up and began to harvest blood.
After completing the task, he gathered all his energy and blood, turned into a skinny appearance, and walked out of the slave cave with one leg.
After delivering the harvested blood to the cave where his master lived, Gulu crawled at the entrance of the cave where he lived, looking at the tribesmen walking around the city and thinking about his thoughts.
The teacher taught him a lot of things.
Among them is how to become a good leader.
Pure force cannot solve many problems, especially when he succeeds in his struggle, he will have to face the reshaping of his race.
To be continued...