After Li Chuan said this, he had no explanation and turned around and pulled Lin Leyang to continue walking forward.

Lin Leyang was completely confused. Although he had speculated before, the facts were so clear that they still had a great impact on him.

The moonlight casts the shadow of the window frame at the feet of the two people, and they cross the moonlight together. When they are about to reach the sixth floor, Lin Leyang finally can't help asking: "Do you know what you are just talking about?"

Li Chuan took out the key with only one hand, lowered his head to unlock it, "I know."

Lin Leyang silently, "It's not very convenient today, I'd better go back first..."

The door was already open, and from his perspective, it was pitch black inside, unknown and terrible.

Li Chuan held the keys in his hand, and made a "ding bell" sound as he swayed.

"Did your brother just find out now? I thought I was already obvious enough." He looked at Lin Leyang calmly, and the temperature in his palm conveyed to the other party very directly.

Lin Leyang shook his head, showing a half-confused expression, "We have only known each other for a month..."

"A month is not long enough, right? How long will it take to be together?" Li Chuan looked at him, his words were not intense but gave Lin Leyang a great sense of oppression. "Is it still going to take two years? It's too long and I can't wait."

His attitude of saying "can't wait" was too justified, and Lin Leyang wanted to apologize to him.

Lin Leyang could only shake his head and opened his mouth: "You are too young..."

Li Chuan just raised his eyes and swept his eyes, then closed his mouth.

Lin Leyang suddenly felt wronged. He was telling the truth. But when Li Chuan looked at him, he felt that his reason was untenable and he was lying to the child.

"Go in first." Li Chuan said again, "Are you not coming in yet after you have arrived here? I have cleaned up the house, clean and not dirty." After he said that, he looked at Lin Leyang specifically and gave full play to his age advantage.

But Lin Leyang was completely panicked, took a step back and said, "It's better to be next time..."

Li Chuan took a step forward with his pace, and his hand was still loose on his wrist, "Brother Leyang."

"Yeah, um..." Lin Leyang looked at the hands of the two holding each other, his heartbeat still not diminishing.

Does he have a different relationship with Li Chuan? But this is not the case.

The eighteen-year-old is different from the twenty-eight-year-old, and this can be seen from the reactions of many people. If the eighteen-year-old himself falls in love with Li Chuan, what should he do if the twenty-eight-year-old himself is? His feelings belong to another person.

Although that person no longer wants him, Lin Leyang does not think he has the right to divest this love.

"Brother, are you going to reject me?" Li Chuan said immediately when he saw that he wanted to escape, "I will be sad if you reject me."

The noisy sounds in Lin Leyang's ears instantly returned to silence. The air in the dark and humid corridor was filled with the fragrance of the soil after the rain. He stared at the person in front of him. The scene was like an old movie, stuck at a certain moment, overlapping with the past.

"Ji Wanke, are you going to reject me?" The boy was shining brightly in the sun, and he waved his hand and shouted to the audience above his head, "I would be so sad if you reject me too!"

The scorching sun shone violently, shaking his eyes, he couldn't even see the figure clearly, and could only hear the sound.

"Will you still be sad? Then cry and show me." He heard the answer, followed by the screams of the crowd. Someone jumped from a very high place, pressed his hands on his shoulders, and staggered with him.

Lin Leyang heard his voice and shouted vigorously: "Wow! Are you crazy? How high are you dare to jump?"

"Stop talking nonsense, didn't you tell me not to reject you? Let's go, and try to participate in less such ghost activities next time. If you ask you to pull people, just run errands and pull people, you're a fool."

"Hey, I don't want to do it either, but I promised them..."

The man mocked, "Are you stupid? Lin Xiaoque."

He protested: "Can you not give me such an ugly nickname!"

Those blurry scenes appeared intermittently in front of his eyes and resounded in his mind. Lin Leyang's breathing became rapid. The wrists that were pulled by the boy were in a piercing itchy under his flesh, making him want to turn the scar back on and reveal the bright red new flesh inside.

Li Chuan immediately noticed something was wrong with him and stretched out his hands to support Lin Leyang.

Lin Leyang tried to calm his breathing, and his nails were deeply trapped in Li Chuan's arm. Li Chuan patted his back lightly and comforted him, "Can we go in first? Go and have a rest first."

A fine sweat oozed out of Lin Leyang's forehead and nodded a few seconds later.

The two of them entered the room, Li Chuan turned on the lights, and the orange-yellow light cover was above his head, and the narrow space became bright in an instant.

Lin Leyang sat on the bed, holding Li Chuan's cup in his hand, pouring half of warm water into it. He took a sip and handed it back to Li Chuan. The cup was casually placed on the TV cabinet behind him.

Lin Leyang's eyes swept across every corner of the rental house. Although Li Chuan was well-organized, the wet places were still wet, and the corners of the walls were black and skinless.

"What's wrong just now? Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Li Chuan frowned tightly and stepped forward to check Lin Leyang's situation.

"No, there are just some pictures flashing in my head..." Lin Leyang raised his head. At this time, only Li Chuan could rely on, "Some memories that do not belong to me."

Li Chuan paused, "What?"

"I used to have someone I like." Lin Leyang said and looked at Li Chuan. There was a place in his heart that was soft, but he still had the courage. "You know, just like what you heard outside the ward before. I had someone I liked and I committed suicide for him."

Li Chuan's eyes were not shaken at all, or he hid it well, "But that's not you who are eighteen years old."

Lin Leyang pursed his lips and made up his mind, "It's all the same. Whether it's eighteen or twenty-eight, it's me. I once liked someone so much that I'm willing to die for him..."

Li Chuan covered his mouth, and he said the last word.

Lin Leyang discovered his cruelty for the first time. Compared to the boy who was nine years younger, he had to stop the other person's thoughts before he could think clearly about his thoughts.

Li Chuan said, "But you forgot, if you forget him, you will not count those brothers."

"I have a nickname. Wu Xu said that Zhao Ruixiao also seems to know. I remember now that he gave me it." Lin Leyang said, tears suddenly fell down uncontrollably, "I really don't remember, I don't love him either. I don't like him at the age of eighteen, but I will in the future."

Li Chuan wiped his tears and listened patiently to him about these things that had nothing to do with him. He did not show any anger from beginning to end. He was too calm, and such behavior would only make Lin Leyang feel even more guilty.

"Even if this is the case, don't you mind? I once liked someone so much..." Lin Leyang's expression was a little in a hurry. He didn't know if he would be responsible for the blank ten years. He hadn't experienced it yet. "Why do you like me?"

He finally asked, that was the source of anxiety. Li Chuan's love was unreasonable. Facing him, a sickly person who "lost memory" and crazy talk, what was worthy of his liking like this?

Lin Leyang didn't know that he didn't like himself anyway. He was in poor health and in bad mood. He could only use the excuse of being only eighteen years old to make excuses. When he had insomnia at night, he always thought a lot but didn't dare to say anything.

I don't even dare to say insomnia.

Lies to Lin Ruolu and to Wu Xu, but they can't hide them when facing Li Chuan.

Li Chuan looked at him seriously, with a serious expression so that Lin Leyang held his breath.

"I don't mind, I must like you more than him." Li Chuan said, "I fell in love with you at first sight."

Lin Leyang was stunned for a moment, and even Li Chuan leaned over to him without dodging.

He forgot to wear a wristband when he came out today, and his wrist that Li Chuan had been holding before fell back to the young man's palm again.

"I fell in love with you at first sight, and I couldn't control myself from the moment I saw you."

Li Chuan kissed the wound that fell on his pulse, kissed the ugly scar, and looked affectionate and restrained when he looked up at him.

Li Chuan hid his emotions very well. Lin Leyang always couldn't see through what he was thinking, but it was clear now that he saw the strong emotions in the boy's eyes, and wanted to kiss him directly but was still trying to suppress himself.

Lin Leyang subconsciously wanted to escape and said no. The first time they met was behind the rockery in the hospital. At that time, both sides were very embarrassed, thin and sick. He almost fell down and helped him, and he was even a little afraid of him.

How can you fall in love at first sight in this situation?

"I'm afraid that you will be afraid that you will hide from me, so I'm not saying I like you." The boy put his hand on his shoulder, his eyes seemingly light but actually fell on Lin Leyang. "Now I'm saying you want to deny me, I'll be very sad, brother."

This made Lin Leyang unable to speak at all, and the sentence "sad" once again attracted palpitations.

"But I...I think I still prefer girls."

Of course he was lying. How could he still like girls when things got to this point?

But he could only bite him to death. Since he chose to escape, he would run to the end.

Li Chuan hugged him gently on the bed. Lin Leyang almost forgot that this was Li Chuan's home. The place he was in was Li Chuan's room. There was a mint fragrance on the bed, and he was trapped in the breath of a boy.

Li Chuan held up, Lin Leyang blinked, his eyes dry and painful, and tears were already drying on his cheeks.

"Shh, I'm doing nothing."

Li Chuan said, but came over. The breaths of the two people were entangled together, not like they could do nothing at all. Lin Leyang's back was stroked by both hands, and they shuttled through the gaps in the sheets, overlapping into a hug. He was picked up and fell deeply into Li Chuan's arms.

"I did nothing, just wanted to hug you."
Chapter completed!