Chapter 38
Lin Leyang hates falling asleep and dreaming. He wants to wake up, but there is Li Chuan in reality.
And the man he had never met in his dream always appeared.
In my dream, I always chased the man behind, and seemed to be unable to get tired, and even texted him, I couldn't control my smile on my face.
But those emotions were sealed by airtight plastic film and could not be conveyed to the eighteen-year-old, and he could only watch all this happen.
In his vision, the boy's self handed a letter to the girl, and repeatedly told him to deliver it to Ji Wanke.
The girl said, "Okay, I know, I won't lose it. I'll give you so much water to you, right?"
Lin Leyang gave a thumbs up, "Of course, good brother! Thank you!"
The girl took the letter and said suspiciously: "But I give it to him, will he really accept it? He treats me as his rival."
"No!" Lin Leyang denied, "Just say I wanted you to give it to him, he should accept it, right?"
"Why are you so unsure? Are you sure you didn't mean it? He really likes you?"
Lin Leyang hesitated for a moment, "Yes, right?"
"...You're going to give me a little more tone!"
Lin Leyang stuck out his tongue and wanted to say something. When he called his cell phone, he saw the number - Ji Wanke.
He answered the phone and Ji Wanke immediately said, "Lin Xiaoque, you have been out of the dormitory for 15 minutes. Where have you been? Still having to hide from me?"
"I'll be back soon."
"I'll give you five minutes. If you don't show up in front of me, you can go to the girls' dormitory with Ning Qian."
Lin Leyang: "???"
Lin Leyang: "Hey, no, how do you know..."
Before he could finish his words, Ji Wanke hung up the phone.
Ning Qian, who was forced to listen to the audience, said: "Well, it seems that I really like it."
Lin Leyang: "How do you see this?"
Ning Qian shook her head while saying in the tone of someone who has experienced it: "It's obvious, it's too obvious."
...
Since Ning Qian gave him a ok gesture, he has been waiting for Ji Wanke's reply nervously all afternoon.
At 7 o'clock in the evening, Lin Leyang received a message from Ji Wanke in the elective class.
Ji Wanke: [Lin Leyang, are you stupid?]
Lin Leyang:...
Lin Leyang: [Brother Wan Ke, what did I do again? I can apologize but not be beaten/cry/cry]
Of course this is an exaggeration. Ji Wanke has never beaten him up. He is just taking advantage of it and acting obedient.
Ji Wanke: [Don't leave after school.]
After class, everyone in the classroom was exposed, except Lin Leyang sitting in the back row, with his hands on the table together like an obedient elementary school student.
Ji Wanke entered the classroom and saw him, and sang: "Lin Xiaoque, you asked someone to hand me a love letter, don't you have any hands?"
"Hey hey, hey, hey, hey!" Lin Leyang immediately stood up, "Don't I think it's more ritualistic to others help me pass..."
Ji Wanke said: "Your sense of ritual is used in this kind of place? I thought it was you who gave it to Ning Qian, so I almost tore it on the spot."
Lin Leyang walked downward and walked towards Ji Wanke, while saying, "How could it be? We clearly communicated clearly!"
Ji Wanke looked blank: "Oh? Is that right? I have agreed? She handed me the letter and said, "Lin Leyang gave it, I thought she was provoking me."
Lin Leyang: “…………………”
Ji Wanke held the letter firmly in his hand, "I have written more than a dozen words in total, so I'm so embarrassed to put an envelope?"
Lin Leyang felt aggrieved: "After all your heart, don't give it to me..."
Ji Wanke raised his hand and refused to let him get it. He bent over to his eyes slightly, "Who said I don't want it? Don't you want a sense of ritual? I'll reply to you in person."
Lin Leyang then became nervous and grabbed the pen in his hand.
Ji Wanke said: "Put down the pen."
Lin Leyang looked around and put the pen on the table. When he turned around, Ji Wanke reached out his hand in front of him, "Put down the pen and hold your hand for you."
Lin Leyang blinked, looking in disbelief.
Ji Wanke was also uncomfortable, and coughed dryly, pretending to be impatient, "Do you want to be held?"
Lin Leyang Qiqi Ai Ai: "That's not what I wrote in my letter."
He wrote on that envelope:
[Ji Wanke, I like you.
I think you should like me too.
If we like each other, can I kiss you?]
Ji Wanke said "yes" and finally laughed. He looked so pretty, and he became even more dazzling when he smiled. He lowered his head and approached Lin Leyang, "Dear, I'll allow it."
They kissed in the empty classroom, and at first they just put their lips on their lips. Lin Leyang whispered: "You can't kiss this way."
"Of course I know nonsense." Ji Wanke looked at him, "You can stick your tongue in?"
He is seeking Lin Leyang's consent.
Lin Leyang rushed towards Ji Wanke with joy, "Of course!"
Ji Wanke caught him, hugged him into his arms, and muttered in a low voice: "Idiot."
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The dream became clearer and clearer, and there were more and more scenes he could remember when he woke up.
This made Lin Leyang even more autistic. It was obvious that those things happened in the past and he had never participated, but he just felt betrayed, betraying the person in his dream and betrayed Li Chuan.
He lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling. The white walls were completely different from Li Chuan's rental house. Lin Leyang began to miss the dilapidated, cracked cottage, rather than the empty room like this now.
He does not belong here.
Whenever this moment comes, Lin Leyang always thinks like this.
He doesn't belong here. If he goes back in the past, he will meet the person in his dream, and then will he meet Li Chuan again...
Lin Leyang's expression was full of confusion, and he turned sideways and trapped himself in the quilt.
He doesn't know.
His emotions, his emotions, are sometimes dominated by him, and sometimes they are completely in control.
This body is broken.
His stomach began to twitch and pain.
It was already afternoon when Li Chuan came. He agreed to come to see Lin Leyang on Saturday, but it was already afternoon when he met.
Lin Leyang knew that he could not be too stingy. Li Chuan was busy with other things. Why did he be petty about this matter? He couldn't understand himself very much.
But I was in a bad mood and shed tears for no reason. I also asked Li Chuan to comfort him, kiss his face and eyes.
"Lele." Li Chuan always called him that recently, but he was more careful than before, "Is there anything uncomfortable?"
Lin Leyang shook his head, wrapped Li Chuan's neck and buried it in his chest, Li Chuan gently patted his back, "Why are you crying?"
Lin Leyang didn't understand where his patience came from, and he was clearly making trouble.
He was very bad and could not hold the position of an elderly person, and he had to worry about him.
Why do you like me? Why do you say you love me? He hugged Li Chuan tightly and sobbed, "I dreamed of someone else."
"What did you dream about?"
Lin Leyang decided to be frank, "Ji Wanke."
Li Chuan paused his hand slightly, "Do you know his name?"
Lin Leyang nodded, grabbed Li Chuan's clothes tightly, and wanted to say something else.
But Li Chuan said: "Don't care about him."
He didn't ask anything, was not curious about Lin Leyang's past, and tried his best to avoid him recalling the past.
"Since he makes you so painful, it's not worth remembering." Li Chuan pushed him out of his arms, but gave him a kiss, "It doesn't matter who he is, all those are gone."
"Don't you have me now, brother." Li Chuan kissed the tears in his eyes, "You just need to remember me. I am more mature and reliable than him. I will never leave you behind. Just just look at me. Talk to me more and kiss me more. I will love you much more than him."
Lin Leyang nodded and said in a muffled voice: "I love you."
Li Chuan smiled, "I know."
He knows more than anyone else.
Chapter completed!