Lin Leyang said: "If I say that I only have memories of eighteen years old now, do you believe it?"

Li Chuan replied: "I believe it."

He said without hesitation, but instead made Lin Leyang not believe it.

This time he learned to be smart, and did not say anything about his time travel, but only said: "I have lost a whole ten years of memory. Do you believe this?"

Li Chuan saw him fiddling with the glasses in his hand, and his fingers pressed against the glasses and moved them little by little. This was Lin Leyang's unique small movement, and he would grab something when he was nervous.

"I believe it," he said.

Lin Leyang was even more suspicious.

Li Chuan said: "In exchange, I can tell you my story."

He said this and suddenly patted the seat next to him, and like Lin Leyang did just now, he called him over and sit down.

Whose room is this?

Lin Leyang hesitated for a second, but his butt betrayed him first and sat on the soft and gentle bed.

"Actually, I don't remember some things," said Li Chuan.

Lin Leyang turned his head but found that Li Chuan had been staring at him. The boy's eyes were very dark brown, and there was no trace of light at night.

"After I woke up from the hospital, I pulled out the infusion tube and rushed outside. After a while, I realized that the 'Li Chuan' they shouted was my name."

Lin Leyang couldn't help swallowing.

This is much more exciting than his experience.

"A few days later, I vaguely remembered something." Li Chuan frowned and pressed one hand on his arm on the other side.

Lin Leyang suddenly remembered the dense scratches on his arm, and thought of what the nurse said during the rounds. Li Chuan should have had many self-harm behaviors and was a regular visitor to the hospital. He returned here after every injury healed.

"My parents..." Li Chuan paused to this point, "They divorced when I was in junior high school. The two of them refused to custody my rights. In the end, I was sentenced to my mother. After she remarried, she stopped living with me. They had a new home and added new family members this year."

He told all this calmly, but Lin Leyang couldn't calm down. He looked at him carefully and reached out to pat the boy's spine. Li Chuan was really thin, but just patting like this, he could feel his slightly protruding spine.

Lin Leyang didn't know how to respond, and could not say words of comfort, and could not say that all this would pass.

His family was happy, his parents were harmonious, and his sister took great care of him. Li Chuan was in another world, and the nights in that world were much longer than the day, and he didn't know how he could survive it alone.

Li Chuan said: "I only remember these, but I can't remember the others."

Lin Leyang was stunned for a moment, and Li Chuan added: "It's not that I can't remember at all, but it's very vague. Are you the same?"

Lin Leyang shook his head and finally plucked up the courage to say: "Although they all said that I was stimulated and lost my memory, I don't think I was amnesia."

After he said that, he knew that he might be laughed at again.

Li Chuan looked at him with a calm expression, "What do you mean?"

His calm appearance greatly encouraged Lin Leyang.

Lin Leyang couldn't help but get closer and blurred the safety distance between people. He liked to use this method to eliminate tension.

"Because I clearly remember that I was still eighteen years old before I woke up. I just slept for a while and opened my eyes and got here, ten years later."

Li Chuan said: "You mean...you have traveled through time?"

Lin Leyang was about to put a tail on his tail bone and slam it wildly. After so many days in this ghost place, someone finally understood him!

"Yes!" He was extremely excited.

The two were so close that Li Chuan had no intention of correcting him and let him move towards him.

"Although this principle is difficult to explain, do you read the novel?" Lin Leyang asked.

Li Chuan hesitated and said, "I rarely see it."

Lin Leyang was shocked, "Now children don't read novels? Then what do you usually do? Do you meditate?"

Li Chuan decided to skip this topic, "You keep talking, I can understand."

Lin Leyang gave him popular science: "Some novels are about time travel and rebirth, you should know, right?"

"Um."

Lin Leyang pointed at himself, "I am, but they all traveled through time and ended up turning around here."

Li Chuan observed Lin Leyang's expression, and seemed to be eager for him to say something. He thought for a moment and commented: "It's a bit unlucky."

"It's very unlucky!" Lin Leyang was so scared that he treated Li Chuan as a peer, and even took the other person's hand, regardless of whether the other party wanted to do so. "Do you think I, who is 28 years old, have returned to ten years ago now?"

"……I have no idea."

Lin Leyang suddenly let go of his hand and stared at him seriously, "Don't you believe me?"

Lin Leyang's eyelashes are naturally curled, making his eyes look particularly vivid, and a little aggrieved expression can make people feel soft. He is best at showing weakness to his parents at home, and he also likes to take advantage of this appearance on weekdays. When he grows up, he adds a bit of a weak feeling because of his thin body.

Li Chuan shook his mind and said, "I didn't say I didn't believe it, but the amount of information is too large and needs to be digested."

"If you don't believe it, don't believe it. Don't lie, they don't believe me." Lin Leyang took his body back, and seemed to remember his current age, and coughed embarrassedly.

Li Chuan suddenly reached out to catch his wrist. It was not the one that was injured, but it still held lightly. Although it was such a light force, it gave people the illusion that they could not escape.

"So your actual age is eighteen, and you are one year younger than me."

Lin Leyang thought for a while and thought about it, "No, right? No, I was born nine years earlier than you. When I was eighteen, you were only nine years old."

Li Chuan: “…”

Seeing Li Chuan's strange expression, Lin Leyang couldn't help but tease and said, "I'm so much older than you, you should call me brother."

Li Chuan looked at him, "Do you want me to call me?"

"Why do you say it like I begged you? Isn't this true?" Lin Leyang became playful.

Li Chuan: "Brother."

Lin Leyang: “…”

Li Chuan's voice was too natural and smooth, and Lin Leyang did not feel the pleasure of taking advantage of it at all.

Li Chuan asked again: "Then what were you doing before traveling through time?"

"Here, stay up late to read novels." Lin Leyang was embarrassed to say this, and then he remembered, "I should go to school to report the next day."

"Is it the day before school starts?"

"Well, the day before the start of university, I have never been to college yet." Lin Leyang felt even more sad, but soon he cheered up, "But just find a way to go back."

Li Chuan was silent for a moment, "Go back? Where to go?"

"Ten years ago, I didn't belong here, so I naturally had to go back to the past."

Li Chuan looked at him, "Is there any way to get you back?"

"It's not very clear yet, but there is one thing that's certain." Lin Leyang said confidently, "First of all, we must find the reason for my suicide!"

The ward suddenly silenced for a moment. The tranquility was not an illusion, but it was ignored because it was too short.

Li Chuan's eyes fell on his wrist again, and the ugly scar would still leave winding traces even in the past few months. He shouldn't have looked at Lin Leyang with that complicated look, after all, they were the same.

Lin Leyang's heart tightened for no reason, and pain came from his wrist.

He often feels such false pain. When drinking water, he can't hold the water cup and fall to the ground. After eating half of the apple, he will be unable to hold it because of trembling. He dare not tell Lin Ruolu and the others, because he may stay in the hospital for another month.

He doesn't like this place, just like he doesn't like Li Chuan's eyes when he looks at him now.

"I don't know why I want to die at the age of 28... Maybe he doesn't want to, but here," Lin Leyang took the initiative to spread the wound in front of the boy's eyes, and now it is also causing a vague pain, which is a psychological effect. "I want to know why I did this."

Li Chuan looked at the wound and said nothing in the end.

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The nurse on duty had returned to her post. When she saw Li Chuan coming out of Ward 406, she was stunned. She was hesitating to say something, but Li Chuan had already walked towards the corridor like a black hole.

This is a psychiatric department, and those who are recuperating here are naturally people with mental problems. Generally speaking, such people cannot go in and out at will.

But Li Chuan himself is even more special. Depression and bipolar disorder cannot be cured, and can only be relieved by taking medicine. It is a normal person who does not develop the disease on weekdays, so he will not choose to be hospitalized unless there are special circumstances.

This is the second time Li Chuan has been in the hospital this month. He has cut his body into pieces and swallowed the medicine. He thought he could not be rescued, but he still survived it with a young life.

Li Chuan's beautiful mother came to the hospital once. There were no less than ten times such a thing. From the beginning, she was panicked to the calmness and calmness now, she gave the hospital some money and asked if someone died. If she had not died, she would be treated. She was lying in the hospital for a month and then jumped around again.

She said this well. Every time Li Chuan survived, she was full of vitality and was comparable to Xiaoqiang who could not be beaten. Almost all the nurses on this floor knew him, and it was rare for people like him to come to the hospital every now and then to report that he still had not died.

This time, Li Chuan woke up and became much more stable. He did not harm himself or intentionally hurt others. He did not struggle violently when his hands and feet were tied up. The nurse fed him medicine, and he even said that he could take it. Of course, no one dared to believe him.

After a few days like this, everyone found that he was really cooperating with the treatment. A younger nurse who had only seen him once or twice asked: "Why are you so honest this time?"

"Because there are people who are going to meet," he replied.

The nurse also heard that he ran out when he woke up, which scared the doctor, for fear that he would cause trouble again. Fortunately, he had been looking for someone for a long time and came back by himself. He was pressed on the bed and didn't say anything, but just asked two simple questions.

"What did you see when you ran out that day?" The nurse was a little curious.

Li Chuan was fixed on the bed, looking at the ceiling, "I saw nothing."

The nurse took the drip and left when he didn't want to answer.

In short, his current situation is very stable, and he will be discharged from the hospital at any time and at any time. The nurse will not be idle and have nothing to do to limit his freedom.

Li Chuan returned to his four-person room, and the man on the outermost hospital bed suddenly spoke, "You're going to see him again."

Li Chuan frowned slightly, ignored him, and walked straight to his bed.

But the man pressed the railing of the bed and tilted his body and head, "You are always looking at him."

Li Chuan still ignored it, looked at the time, and took out the medicine particles wrapped in white paper from the drawer.

"You've been so obedient lately." The man was still saying, "to see him, he's willing to take this poison."

Li Chuan was finally willing to look at the man, with a smile on his face and water leaking from the corners of his mouth.

Li Chuan put the medicine into his mouth, and the bitterness instantly spread throughout his mouth. Then he drank water, and the taste diluted. He held the strawberry that Lin Leyang forced him to leave before leaving. It was not big, and it was slightly sour when biting it and then the sweeter it became.
Chapter completed!