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Chapter 91 What is Love (1)

Zhu Jingfeng was very frightened, and his great joy and sorrow made him suddenly lose his mind. He grabbed Lu Qingyao's arm, pulled it hard and brought it into his arms, and locked her tightly. Zhu Jingfeng said coldly and fiercely, "Lu Qingyao, you tell me that you don't love me now, you say you don't love me. Hahaha, for so many years, you have seen all my infatuation, my anger, and my crazyness, and then told me that you don't want to serve others, and you don't love me. So what happened before? What am I in your eyes? A clown? Or something that satisfies your vanity? Lu Qingyao, you have always watched me wander around you over the years. Do you feel accomplished? Are you very proud? Are you very funny? You answer me and say!"

Zhu Jingfeng, who was extremely crazy, grabbed her shoulders and shook her desperately, like a blood-devouring beast, as if she was about to sprinkle her into pieces.

When Luo Chun saw Zhu Jingfeng like this, he wanted to run here. Lu Qingyao endured the pain and made a gesture to her. Today's work must be broken. Since the harm cannot be avoided, he can only do it quickly and cut the mess with a quick knife.

However, she never expected that Zhu Jingfeng was so thoughtful about her, and that he turned from love to hate, and even said such extremely hurtful words.

But, to the bottom of it, how could she be right?

"Your Highness King Jin." Lu Qingyao's eyes turned black by him, and her shoulders felt as if two pliers were embedded in the flesh, causing numbness.

Her loud shout woke Zhu Jingfeng up. He suddenly let go of his strength, his expression was dazed and his eyes were blurred.

Lu Qingyao fell to the ground and gasped, and the true energy in her body rolled up and down again, making her extremely uncomfortable.

After taking several deep breaths, Lu Qingyao's face was already blue and sweating profusely.

Zhu Jingfeng seemed to have suddenly woken up. Looking at Lu Qingyao who was terrible on the ground, what he had just said kept echoing in his mind. In an instant, his face was ashes, his legs became weak, and he knelt beside Lu Qingyao.

He reached out to hug Lu Qingyao with a trembling hand. Before he could touch her, Lu Qingyao trembled slightly and didn't even look at him.

Zhu Jingfeng fell into an ice cave, and the despair in his heart swallowed his limbs and bones like poison, without any trace of anger.

"A Yao, A Yao..." It seemed that it was not his own voice. The voice came from the depths of the ground, from the boundless darkness, from the Forgetful River Hell. Zhu Jingfeng could only shout Lu Qingyao's name over and over again, trying to use her slight reaction to save his regretful heart.

Lu Qingyao still felt soft-hearted and had never seen Zhu Jingfeng look like this, afraid and indignant. She regretted that she did not cut off her love earlier; she regretted why she gave him a chance to have hope; she regretted that she was cowardly and arrogant, and eventually made this unforgivable big mistake.

After a little calming down, Lu Qingyao wanted to stand up. When she moved, Zhu Jingfeng jumped up like a frightened bird, hugged her tightly between the waist, and was as strong as if she wanted to tie her into flesh and blood.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I'm crazy! I'm bastard! I deserve to die! I wish I could kill myself! A Yao, forgive me, I will never say such heart-scare words again. If you don't love, you don't love. It doesn't matter. I'll beg my father, I'll go to the prime minister's house to terminate the engagement, I'll go to the prime minister's house to apologize for Xu Shuang, I won't marry any women. I can wait, wait for you to forgive me, wait for you to love me... OK, A Yao, OK..."

Looking at the circle of eyes in front of me, and I was entrusting my fourth prince of Xigan, a series of scenes flashed in front of Lu Qingyao. His unreasonable troubles when giving gifts; his starry smile on Lu Ming Mountain; his spirit of being with Lu Qingyun and the others; his life-struggle among the bustling crowds... Everything was presented to her like a scroll.

Lu Qingyao could no longer help but burst into tears, "It's me that I'm sorry for you, it's all my fault. You hate me, I'm sorry..."

Her crying made Zhu Jingfeng feel so painful and cold, making him completely desperate and understand that there was no room for returning to Xuan.

"Don't cry." Zhu Jingfeng held up Lu Qingyao's face and wiped her hot tears with cold hands. "I will feel sorry for me. It turns out that I am not worthy of you. I thought that as long as I have you in my heart, I love you, but I didn't know that when I promised my mother to marry you and remarry Fukang, I had made a big mistake. You have been smarter than us since childhood. You know my responsibilities and I have irresistible shackles, so I gave me a hint early. But I selfishly ignored it, and wanted you to imitate Ehuang and Nuying, and said those unforgivable words. It was me who humiliated your feelings and humiliated myself."

Zhu Jingfeng let go of Lu Qingyao and showed her a warm smile, her eyebrows and eyes full of pity.

"A Yao, it turns out that I pushed you away bit by bit. I wish you were stupider, so that I could continue to deceive myself. But I also hope you are smarter than anyone else, so that you can find the love you want."

"A Yao, I probably can't love you like this in the future. I can't get you, but I can't bear to ruin you. I think I'm terminally ill, even so, I have never been as relaxed as I am now. Because I can finally bury you in my heart without any scruples, without worrying about gains and losses, and without suffering. In the future, no matter how many women I have, no one can take away my heart. I think it's beautiful to spend my life with the thoughts in my heart like this."

This book was first published by Xiaoxiang Academy, please do not reprint it!
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