"What is this? Haven't you promised me not to suck it?" Chen Gousheng threw the small paper bag to the ground and said angrily.

"How did I tell you before? How did you promise me? You said you could do it no matter what! Girl, don't care about yourself, who else do you expect to cherish you?" Chen Gousheng threw the pack of poison powder on the ground and crushed it with his feet a few times. The paper wrapped in poison powder broke, and the white powder spilled all over the floor, covered with black footprints.

Chen Gousheng didn’t know why he was so angry!

She strongly asked to live back in love, just to avoid her own vision and do such things secretly?

If it weren't for the words she said before, if it weren't for the fact that drug addiction was really not something that could be quit, Chen Gousheng really wanted to go out of this door and never pay attention to this pitiful and annoying woman again.

Fan Xiaobai's eyes were about to break his eyes and looked at the pack of powder. She finally got it through hard work. She was addicted to drugs just now and was about to eat some, but Chen Gousheng came and found this pack of powder.

"You, go away... don't step on my stuff..." Fan Xiaobai shivered his lips and wanted to push Chen Gouyuan away with force. She could no longer control herself. She felt uncomfortable all over and couldn't lift up a trace of strength. She was thinking about that pack of pink. Without pink, she seemed to die.

"What are you doing? Are you still a little conscious? This thing is a drug!! Eating too much will kill people! Get up!" Chen Gousheng saw Fan Xiaobai kneeling on the ground, subconsciously trying to stick out his tongue and take the powder beside Chen Gousheng's feet.

Chen Gousheng was not angry and had to grit his teeth, ruthlessly, pull her arm hard and lift her up. Then he dragged her hand and found a rope to tie it to her neck. The other end of the rope was tied to the door handle. In this way, she would not be able to reach the powder. If she struggled hard, she would even bleed her neck.

But Fan Xiaobai looks like a dog like this.

Chen Gousheng felt distressed when he looked at her, but he didn't know how to help her.

"Let me go... let me go..." Fan Xiaobai's eyes were dull, staring at the powder on the ground, and kept shouting.

Chen Gousheng has never taken drugs, but he has smoked, and there is a trace of nicotine in the cigarette. He will become addicted after a little bit of it. Sometimes he feels less if he doesn't smoke a day, and he is always uncomfortable. You can imagine what it feels like to take drugs. It will definitely be ten times more painful than if he doesn't smoke.

But now Fan Xiaobai is like crazy, completely ignoring the rope around her neck, struggling desperately, trying to rush towards the pile of powder. Her desire and demand for that powder was so *****.

Seeing her in such a state, Chen Gousheng was really afraid that she would not be able to help but make a mistake in her neck. In desperation, she could only rub a little finger powder on the ground with her fingers and walked to Fan Xiaobai's side.

Before he could speak, Fan Xiaobai opened his mouth and stuck out his tongue, "Hurry, give it to me! Give it to me!"

Chen Gousheng looked at the woman in front of him who had fallen to the point of being like a dog with a heartache. He twisted his fingers, and some powder on his fingers fell on Fan Xiaobai's tongue. She greedily smashed her mouth, closed her eyes, and looked like she was very enjoyable.

After a while, she slowly returned to peace and stopped struggling. Although her body was still shaking slightly, it was generally normal.

"Are you still making noise? Are you still making trouble?" Chen Gousheng looked at Fan Xiaobai.

Fan Xiaobai lowered his head and shook it.

Chen Gousheng untied the rope tied to her neck. Fan Xiaobai squatted on the ground, covering his face with his hands, and began to sob with his shoulders. Chen Gousheng looked at her condescendingly, without saying a word.

"Do you think I am a slutty woman? Needless to say, I can feel my own behavior, I am hopeless. You don't understand how painful I was just now, I just had to do it. I don't want to do this. If I can do it again, I also want to be a clean and beautiful girl. Even if I don't wear makeup, the plain face is very fresh. I worked hard for a few years and found a man I love who I love to marry and have children, but I have now

After embarking on this road of no return, I have no way to restrain myself. When I am not addicted to drugs, I always think that I must restrain myself next time I become addicted to drugs... But every time I become addicted to drugs, I can never control myself. I have nothing to save and let me die alone in this place. I will not avenge those revenge. Maybe I can die, and I can see my parents and be relieved. "Fan Xiaobai said while choking, squatting on the ground and holding her shoulders, her appearance looks really distressing.

Chen Gousheng silently took out a cigarette, lit it, took a sip, and handed it to Fan Xiaobai, "Take a sip to relieve your emotions."

Fan Xiaobai raised his head, covered with tears, and his dirty face looked at Chen Gousheng. After hesitating for a while, he took the cigarette and took a harsh mouthful.

"Cough cough! Cough cough cough!" She started coughing heavily, feeling a violent burn in her lungs.

Seeing Fan Xiaobai like this, Chen Gousheng smiled instead, picked up a bowl of water and handed it to Fan Xiaobai. After Fan Xiaobai took it, he drank all of them cleanly, and then he felt much better.

"Look at you, a girl who has never smoked cigarettes, is it not your own willingness to take drugs? There are always some things in the world that you cannot control yourself. Some people have car accidents, broken arms and less legs, it is not his own willingness. Some people are robbed on the road at night, and robbed money and sex. This is not his own willingness. You are forced to take drugs, nor is it your own willingness. As long as it is not something you take the initiative, why do you feel that you can't correct it? To put it bluntly, the most serious thing is death. It's no big deal. People still have hope when they live. When you have a breath, don't say depressed words. I believe that your dead parents will definitely not want to see you like this, right?" Chen Gousheng said sternly, but at the end of the conversation, his tone could not get cold no matter what. He just sighed and asked softly.

Fan Xiaobai looked at Chen Gousheng blankly and said nothing.

Gou Sheng reluctantly smiled, touched her head, and comforted her: "Okay, don't cry, everything will get better slowly. I will come often in the future. As long as you quit drugs, everything will be fine. By the way, does there be hot water at home?"

He used the home, not the place, just a subtle difference, but Fan Xiaobai felt warm without feeling in his heart. He nodded in panic and said, "Yes, I'll get it for you."

"Where are you, I'll get it." Chen Gousheng stood up, Fan Xiaobai pointed to the corner, where there was a thermos. Gousheng walked over to get the thermos, found another washbasin, poured some hot water, mixed some cold water, and tested the water temperature, which was just right.

"Come here." Chen Gousheng waved to Fan Xiaobai. Fan Xiaobai didn't know what, but he listened to him in particular. She went over with a wave.

Chen Gouyuan pressed her head amid Fan Xiaobai's screams, dipped some water on her face with a towel.

Fan Xiaobai was stunned.

Is he going to help him wash his face?

While Fan Xiaobai was wandering, Chen Gousheng had already helped her clean her face.

"It's good to look like this! You are not unpretentious, well, it's quite a pretty girl. If you can quit drug addiction, I'll take you to Suzhou and start a new life."

Chen Gousheng stared at Fan Xiaobai after washing her face. Although her hair was stuck together in a mess and was shiny, a white face proved what Chen Gousheng said very well.

Indeed, Fan Xiaobai is a pretty woman, but her face looks a little thin due to drug use, but you can't deny that she looks good.

"Really?" Hearing Chen Gousheng's last words, a glimmer of hope ignited in Fan Xiaobai's heart.

"Really." Chen Gousheng nodded seriously, as if he was making the most sincere promise.

"I'll help you wash your hair again. Your hair hasn't been washed for many days, right? There are no girls who don't like to clean it." Chen Gousheng poured out the water in the washbasin and mixed it with a basin of warm water, and said in a warm voice: "Come on, lower your head."

At this time, Fan Xiaobai was like a puppet doll. She did whatever Chen Gousheng said without any resistance. She just poured out tears as the moment warm water dripped down her hair.

I don’t know how long it took, but she hadn’t felt this warmth. Even her parents had never been so kind to her. What’s left for me now?

She has nothing left except a ***. And even *** has lost its great attraction. After all, no one will think of a drug-taking woman.

I think she is dirty.

But the man in front of him gently persuaded her, enlightened her, and even helped her wash her face and hair. Since he rescued himself from the downtown area, he inexplicably entered his own world and became the only light of the infinite darkness in his life.

"I--" Fan Xiaobai was so moved that he couldn't speak. He was stopped by Dog Zuo when he opened his mouth. "Don't talk when washing his hair. The foam on his mouth will be bad. This thing is not delicious."

There were clean clothes changing in Fan Xiaobai's room. Before she lived here, Gou Sheng asked Secretary Cheng to help him buy a few sets, but Fan Xiaobai had never worn them.

"I don't need to take a shower for you, right?" Chen Gousheng smiled slightly, and looked at the girl in front of him with a rare half.

Fan Xiaobai's face turned red without any reason. She lowered her head and took the change of clothes from Chen Gousheng's hand. She hurried into the bathroom like a frightened deer, locking the door. She leaned against the door with her back, closed her eyes and felt the thud heartbeat.
Chapter completed!