He actually had a desire for her for a moment, and even wanted to press her under him regardless of everything...

Mo Yanyu closed her eyes, pressed her eyebrows, and listened to the intermittent moans over there with a headache...

As a normal man, he cannot be indifferent...

Especially when the other party is still the one he has always...Yaoyao.

That's right, even though he didn't want to admit it and kept escaping this problem, in fact, he never forgot her, and even loved her.

The scenes in dreams that countless nights have now become reality, but he seems to have been filled with lead under his feet and can't move it no matter how hard he is.

Neither he can escape, nor can he convince himself to take advantage of others' danger...

When he was fighting with heaven and man here, Ji Yao, who could not bear it, seemed to have found a hint of soberness in such torture!

Before he could react, she caught off guard and picked up the fruit knife placed on the bedside table and slashed it hard on her wrist without hesitation.

Then, he heard the sound of a knife falling to the ground...

When Mo Yanyu turned around, he could no longer remain calm, because the bright red flowing down from Ji Yao's wrist dyed his eyes red. Apart from the blood that kept dripping on the floor, he could no longer see anything.

His eyes were red with anger, and his eyes were no longer calm and indifferent, but rather complicated and distressing that Ji Yao could not understand.

Ji Yao was amused by the last two words she interpreted, and tears kept falling from the corners of her eyes, silently...

It turns out that he is not indifferent? It turns out that he will feel sorry for himself?

Or did she read it wrong? How could a person who is as calm and self-sustaining as he has that kind of emotion?

She thought that if it weren't for her allergies, she might have been harassed her...

Mo Yanyu's expression was a little stiff, "Why?"

"Mo Yanyu, if you don't love me, I'll ask you to go out now." Ji Yao hugged her legs tightly with her hands, her forehead against her knees, and her voice had a heavy nasal sound, "Mo Yanyu, go, go now."

He even didn't want to touch her at this time. Even though she begged him like that, he finally resolutely pushed her away.

So you don't love this far?

She was not completely unconscious. She just wanted to take advantage of this sinking. Even if she was using any means, she just wanted to stay by his side, so she let the desire in her heart ferment and control her brain...

Mo Yanyu's eyes flashed slightly, and she pushed her to the ground, and she didn't care if she got her clothes dirty. She stared at the slender and fragile figure with deep eyes.

He had thought of staying away from her...

But...it seems impossible...

The blood on her right hand dyed her skirt and her cheeks red. Her cheeks, which were already red, are getting redder now.

Mo Yanyu's eyes darkened. She took out a roll of gauze from his usual medicine box without saying a word, walked quickly to her, and pulled out her right hand without any comment.

Gently bandage her right hand.

The gentle movement seemed to treat her as her favorite person, and the heartache that occasionally flashed in his eyes was also caught by her.

Ji Yao smiled sadly, and tears couldn't stop flowing down.

Why did he still treat her like this even at this time? It made her feel that she was always possible...

Give her the illusion that she is the person he puts on the tip of his heart...?

The more she contacted him, the more she could not let go…

But she was tired... She really didn't have the strength or energy to chase him anymore!

"Mo Yanyu, I'll ask you again last." Ji Yao still had a last glimmer of hope in her heart. She looked at him expectantly, and the gaze that prayed to regard him as the last straw made Mo Yanyu silent.

She asked again, "Is it really impossible?"

Even if you give yourself an explanation, even if it is the last fight...

She really wants to keep him and doesn't want to break up, even if he has never loved her...

After waiting for nearly three minutes, Mo Yanyu still didn't say a word. She looked at her with deep eyes. Her cold and dull expression did not change at all, and she was not moved by her words...

Ji Yao's heart gradually sank, and the hand that grabbed him gradually loosened, one or two... Finally, she drooped in despair and powerlessness, and her eyes also became dim.

She sighed softly, "I get it."

He closed his eyebrows and smiled mockingly. Even though he knew the answer, he still humiliated himself again and again.

She really can't remember the lesson!

Tears slashed across her cheeks and fell into her mouth. It turned out that tears were not only salty, but also bitter...

She shouldn't have thought it was possible between them because of his temporary gentleness, and she shouldn't have been lost in the gentleness and consideration that he had indifferently.

"You go." Ji Yao smiled, and the sound of laughing with tears was so sad and so heartbroken.

Mo Yanyu didn't move.

"Can't you hear it? I told you to leave." Ji Yao growled at him in disgust.

What she hates the most now is seeing him!

Mo Yanyu closed her eyebrows. From her perspective, she could not see the emotions in his eyes at all. She only knew that his expression was faint and she could not see any emotions. "You have not completely removed the medicinal properties, so I'll take you to the hospital."

There was no emotional ups and downs at the same time...

"I don't have to worry about it. As you said, we are over. You can defend your country with peace of mind," Ji Yao forced her tears back, her heart was like a knife, but she still held back the pain and said word by word, "My life and death in the future, and my marriage has nothing to do with you."

Didn't he understand? Every time his tenderness was his strength that she had finally built collapsed.

Since she doesn't love her, why bother like this? Even if she is a little cruel, she will leave without looking back every time. At most, she will be so painful that she can't breathe.

But after this level, she will no longer feel pain, and will never forget it and hurt her heart like now...

Mo Yanyu was ignorant of her words and said stubbornly, "I'll take you to the hospital."

Ji Yao looked at him deeply. She hoped that she could see other emotions on his face or in his eyes, even a little bit, could be a reason for her to persevere...

But—no.

There is nothing, he will always be like this without any excessive emotions (except in front of Xiao Si, he will almost always be a perfect person and cannot find any loopholes...)

Sure enough, I still don't like it...

Her heart had already sunk to the deepest point, and the tears that she had finally stopped couldn't help but fall down again, like a faucet that was unwritten, bursting into tears.

Her voice trembled slightly, "Mo Yanyu, why can't you give me a pleasure? Since you don't love me, don't give me hope again and again. You are not helping me, you are harming me, you make me live a life of people, ghosts, and ghosts, and ghosts, and you can't ask for it, but you still keep deceiving yourself because of your occasional stretch of your hand, and you deceive yourself that you love me."

Mo Yanyu's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he closed his eyes, suppressing the constant buzzing emotions in his heart.

"Since you don't plan to be with me, don't torture me anymore, okay? Even if I can't breathe because of your heartache and get drunk every night, don't interfere in my affairs anymore, okay?"

"Just think I beg you."

She finally decided to say goodbye to the past, so he couldn't think that it had not happened like before, and wouldn't it be better to continue living his own life?

Why do you still appear in her life? I reminded her again and again that she once loved someone with all her might, but she has always been...

Since I don’t love her, why can’t I let her leave freely?

Why do you still have to cut her heart?

Mo Yanyu's eyebrows pounded, her eyes were deep, and her last words kept ringing in his ears.

Just think I beg you...

When I beg you...

I beg you...

Please him?

I don't want to see him now, right?

After a while, he opened his eyes with difficulty and spoke, his voice a little dull and dull, "If I say I can't do it, what if I do?"

"Mo Yanyu, what else do you want me? I said I don't love you anymore, and I don't want to love you anymore!" Ji Yao clenched her hands tightly and cried again, "Can't you let me go?"

She had finally decided to let him go, why did he still torture her like this?

"If everything could go back to the beginning," she pale and finally looked at him deeply. Her voice was very weak, but she was firmly remorseful, "I hope I have never loved you."

If you don’t love, you won’t be fragile. If you don’t love, you won’t be hurt by him.

If you don’t love, you won’t be able to seek it hard. If you don’t love, you won’t torture yourself repeatedly. Every word of his can become a weapon to hurt her...

...

The next day.

Mo Yanyu stood in the corridor, pressing against the wall with some fatigue. She took care of Ji Yao for a night and had to take care of her various emotions. He had already overdrawn his energy and was exhausted physically and mentally, and his ears kept echoing in his ears, the doctor said just now.

"Fortunately, there are only not many ingredients. It is the first time we have met a patient who is allergic to.... We don't know when we wake up, but you must remember that patients must not take a bath with allergic rashes, especially if they are stained with hot water, which will be very uncomfortable."

Mo Yanyu's eyebrows thumped. He didn't know what kind of person he was to give her this medicine, but he knew that there were all kinds of people in this circle.

This kind of thing is hard to guard against. I avoid this time, but I don’t know when the next time will be?

He is why he is unwilling to enter the entertainment industry or study in finance. It is so dirty, and those people's hearts are too dark!

He doesn't want to be with him or meddle in other people's business, so he should do this. No matter how hard or tired the troops are, at least they don't have so many troubles.
To be continued...