Mr. Qin took a deep breath, raised his head and closed his eyes to the ceiling. His voice sounded very vague and powerless. "Sometimes I always feel that everything seems to happen yesterday, so clearly. Your mother is still there, your grandmother is still there, and we are all here, and we are having fun and going out for fun."

"But when I woke up from the dream, I found that everything was just my imagination, and everything was just my memories. When I woke up from the dream, I also scattered, and I couldn't even keep it..."

When Ji Muhan didn't know, his hands were already clenched into fists, and his fingers were even more pale, as if suppressing some emotions.

The old man suddenly opened his eyes and slowly turned around. His eyes were filled with sadness. He asked him softly, "Mu Han, have you ever complained about grandpa over the years?"

Ji Muhan has heard this sentence less than ten times. He used to ask the man three times when his mother died!

Until now, he can still remember that after he yelled at him, his face suddenly turned as if he had been sentenced to death and was sent to boundless hell, with despair and regret in his eyes.

And Ji Li... asked him many times, but he never seemed to have answered...

Maybe he should say... dare not answer. When his mother had an accident, he was only ten years old and didn't know how to manage his emotions. When the man asked him whether he would complain, he shouted at him without thinking!

If possible, I hope you are lying there! Why is death the mother? You are the culprit, you are the most damn one!

Later, within a few days, something happened to him. Until now, he always felt that maybe something happened to him was unrelated to him. He was the original sin of all this...

Mr. Qin looked at Ji Muhan's silent look and knew that he would definitely not answer his question. His heart aches and his mouth was filled with mocking smiles.

"Your mother didn't want to marry your father at the time, but your grandmother, your father's mother, came to propose marriage in person, and decided on this marriage."

He seemed to be trapped in memories of the past, with deep eyes and a dazed expression.

Until now, he can still vaguely remember that after Ji Muhan's father came to ask for a marriage, he asked his daughter, but she was silent for three minutes at that time before she said that she would let her family make the decision!

In fact, the meaning of the sentence he should have understood was that she didn't want to! She didn't understand clearly after her death...

"In the first few years, your father did fulfill his promise to your mother, and he was dedicated. Although it was not a success in his career, your father himself was a very smart person. With a little guidance, he could understand and learn from one example."

"At that time, everything was going on the right track, and your father gradually took over your grandfather's company and took good care of your mother. However, if an accident happened in the middle, your father and mother had a gap, and I didn't know the specific matters."

"I only know that your mother brought you back once and stayed for two days. Later, when your father came to pick her up, a servant heard them arguing in the yard and vaguely heard your father doing something that was sorry for your mother. It seemed that there was someone outside."

Ji Muhan's eyes flashed slightly, his voice was as cold as ever, and he still cut off his words without any emotion, "I know."

I even know a little more than him. Back then, he... not only had people, but maybe even had illegitimate children...

If it weren't for that, my mother wouldn't have been so angry that she vomited blood and hurt her body.

"When did you know?" Old Master Qin looked at him in surprise, "Is it him... what your grandfather told you?"

I remember that he and Ji Li could have been said to have met too late, but now... they don’t even want to call him the name!

If Azi hadn't had any trouble at the beginning, their relationship might not have ended up in the later years of death, and his wife would not have become worse and worse after Azi had an accident and passed away in less than a year.

"Half a month before my mother's accident, my mother was in a cold war with him. Once, when he... came to apologize to her mother and admitted her mistake, I happened to be outside the door."

The implication was that I accidentally heard it.

When Mr. Qin heard this, his heart skipped a beat. He raised his eyes suddenly and looked at the young man in front of him. His eyebrows and eyes still seemed to be covered with the coldness of the Arctic ice and snow.

Even at this time, his expression was still cold and cold, but the more he knew, the more he felt sorry for him. For so many years, he had always thought that he had concealed it well, but he didn't want to...

Such a young child knew that his father had betrayed the family and his mother. How much pain should he feel at that time?

However, he gritted his teeth, knocked off his teeth and blood into his stomach, and said nothing.

He took a big step back dejectedly, and fell to the bedside table behind him with some stagger. He subconsciously stretched out his right hand to support the cabinet, but his arm was trembling, which made people feel frightened.

The old man seemed to be three years older, and he was even shaking unsteadily and would be blown down by the wind at any time.

I don’t know when it started, but his face became increasingly ugly, pale like a piece of white paper, and his body looked healthy, but in fact, his internal decline had reached its extreme.

He suddenly cried and laughed, and the sound felt sad when he heard it, and then he heard him sigh in a low voice, "I haven't thought about it for so many years..."

He actually knew about it so early, and he thought he had concealed it very well!

"Yes, hehe, if I really don't know, maybe I won't have been there for so many years..."

Mr. Qin did not continue to say it, but looked at Ji Muhan with complicated eyes and tears kept flashing. The feeling of an old man who was nearly 80 years old would fall down at any time. If others had seen this scene, they might have been at a loss.

However, Ji Muhan stood in front of him, so he frowned and opened his mouth, but in the end he still said nothing.

The old man was already in deep self-blame. He only knew that what he thought he had been doing for so many years did not do anything well. He... felt ashamed of Azi!

If I really didn't know at all, I wouldn't have hated his father so much later, and I wouldn't have moved out alone when he was twelve years old, regardless of Mr. Ji's opposition, and lived in the military compound with Yangcheng.

I would rather endure hardship alone than let them take him here!

His eyelashes trembled slightly, his mouth trembled constantly, he stared at Ji Muhan, paused for several seconds before he finally found his voice, "Child, why have you never heard you mention it in so many years?"

His voice was hoarse and powerful. The unique voice of the old man sounded like a sluggish, slow, and his pronunciation was a little unclear.

But Ji Muhan heard it clearly, and looked at the floor on the other side with a faint expression, without saying a word.

Mr. Qin looked at Ji Muhan with care in his eyes, and wanted to step forward to comfort him, or repent, and seek his forgiveness...

However, the young man in front of me is no longer the immature child who was under eleven years old.

He is now a man who stands tall and strong, and he is also a special forces soldier who can defend his country. His confession and guilt are both late spring and have no meaning.

Because Azi could never come back, everything still happened, and... the wound in his heart had been left with a severe mark.

Nothing meaning... Nothing to do is helpless...

It's their fault!

They... all owed him, and all of them owed him!

This is all the sins committed by his father, it is himself... The sins committed by these people are wrong and wrong, which ultimately leads to this irreversible situation!

And all this pain was taken down by him without saying a word, and he had not even revealed a word to them over the years!

He struggled for a long time, then gave a crushing smile, "Your uncle is right, it's my fault for what's in front of him."

His words were full of unconcealed self-mockery and guilt.

"If I hadn't helped them with their marriage, if I hadn't agreed to this marriage without hesitation when your grandmother came to propose marriage, maybe all this wouldn't have been like the current situation."

"Your mother won't have any trouble. All of this is my fault." Old Master Qin collapsed on the bed dejectedly.

Fortunately, there were no vases such as porcelain on the bedside table next to him, otherwise he would have been injured if he had such a big move!

Ji Muhan's eyes were cold and replied indifferently, "This matter has nothing to do with you, you don't need to blame yourself too much."

In fact, if my mother had not become a father, then he might not have existed. With the father's personality, he would like his mother no matter how much he likes her, he is afraid that what should come will come.

Mr. Qin covered his face with his hands, and his thin body looked like he was getting less and less bone-like. He was so thin that he could not lose weight anymore.

He slowly buried it and became a confessional position, with his shoulders trembling in a small curve.

There was a constant choking, "It's all...my fault, all these things are...my fault."

His voice was not loud, but he could hear it very clearly in such a closed room.

Ji Muhan could hear all the pain and regrets clearly.

He thought that what Qin Yangcheng said just now had a great impact on his heart.

He never seemed to have... seen him as helpless as he is now!

The emotions in Ji Muhan's eyes flashed and he was silent for a moment before he said slowly, "I have never thought about anyone blamed, nor have I blamed you."

He didn't want to be like his mother and father, and blaming others was the most useless thing, and he didn't want to be like that.

Although I may have hated everyone at the beginning, those emotions have long faded over the years...

Mr. Qin sighed with a faint look, "For so many years, I know that you have not completely let go of your heart. I wanted to tell you this..."

But at that time, his condition was too bad, which made him afraid to mention this matter.

"Later, I was afraid of mentioning this matter, because you finally calmed down and were willing to move forward, so I didn't ask."

He knew that even if he didn't ask, he would be clear about some things!

Ji Muhan's eyelashes trembled violently for several times, his expression was faint, and he was inevitably influenced by the old man. His voice was stained with a little tremolo that was not easy to detect, "You don't need to do this."

What happened at the beginning was not his fault. If anyone was wrong, the first thing he had to do was... him.

And he is also a father who has lost his daughter. He has no less pain than himself. He is not qualified to blame him!

He has seen his pain for so many years. He is not cold-blooded and ruthless, and cannot be indifferent.

Mr. Qin sighed helplessly, changed his mind, turned his head and looked at him with a deep thought, "I think that little girl is a good girl, and she has a very good temperament. If you really like it, don't hesitate."

He only hopes that Ji Muhan will not be unable to believe others because of his parents' affairs. After all, no one has expected the incident. If he has been immersed in the past and if he is still unwilling to take the first step, then even if he goes downstairs, he will have no face to face Azi.

Moreover, although Mu Han and that little girl are indeed quite different in age, aren’t they both like this now?

What is ten years old? As long as he likes it, even if he is a minor, he will recognize his grandson-daughter-in-law!

Ji Muhan's eyes flashed slightly, "Yes."

Hearing Ji Muhan's response, Old Master Qin's frowning brows relaxed a little.

He is willing to try, but it will always be good, which means he is really concerned about that little girl!

Ji Muhan pursed his lips and looked solemn, "I just want to ask one thing, was there something they had happened to... was it really an accident?"

He always felt that what happened at the beginning was too coincidental, and everything was like a game, a designed game.

On the surface, it looks seamless, but the more this happens, the more unusual he feels!

Mr. Qin raised his eyebrows with a little surprised expression. This was the first time he heard Ji Muhan take the initiative to mention what happened to him.

He always thought he didn't want to recall his mother's affairs.

However, Ji Muhan's words are intriguing and unusual.

He frowned, his face, which was originally full of pleated, was now even more wrinkled. After a few seconds, he shook his head with a dim expression, "I don't know, I asked your uncle to investigate it at the beginning, but there was no clue. Everything showed that it was just an accident!"

Didn’t he think the same as him?

But…

In fact, the matters investigated are reasonable everywhere, but they are unreasonable everywhere. Anyway, there is nothing wrong with it from the surface! If they can't find out, they can only let go of this matter!

Ji Muhan was silent for a long time before he could barely spit out four words, "I don't believe it!"
Chapter completed!